Love, Life, and Jennifer
Goodbye, Grandma...

My mind is uncertain at the moment... My tears are unceasingly flowing here, seeing my grandmother's condition since yesterday in the ICU room, through the glass.

His face was filled with medical devices, which functioned to support his life.

It's just me and Clara here, whereas, both our parents, and Victor's brother, are taking care of something.

"Jen, I'll go to the toilet for a second, yeah..." Clara said with a sad face. I nodded, without looking back at her, and continued to focus on looking at my grandmother.

Shortly after saying her last words yesterday, Grandmother's condition drastically decreased, and required her to get intensive care, in the ICU room.

I decided to take care of my grandmother, and refused to return home, when my family told me to.

Young Joon's parents were here this afternoon, while Young Joon's...

"How is he doing?" Someone asked me, and I answered without looking back at him

"There hasn't been a change." I answered, still focused on looking at my grandmother, in a flat voice

"He will recover soon." Sahut the man

"Hmmm... I hope be..." I immediately turned towards that figure... PARK YOUNG JOON!

The man was standing next to me, staring at my grandmother.

I was glued to see it, she realized it, then turned her head towards me.

"Have you eaten?" His gaze was so soft. My tears drip in a moment.

Young Joon slightly bent his body, and looked deeply into my eyes, then swept away my tears.

Young Joon is still in the same position, making me feel a little awkward.

Looking into his eyes, it made me feel a little comfortable. I don't know! L like it! And hope he doesn't change his position.

But my hope was dashed, when Young Joon finally straightened his body, and... Hugged me...

Young Joon put my face right on his chest.

She gently stroked my hair, which I let unravel.

My tears are spilling in Young Joon's arms...

I don't know for sure why I'm like this, it's just... Young Joon's hug makes me feel better...

It was as if my heart was asking Young Joon not to let go of his embrace...

It was as if my heart wanted this hug, even longer...

"Your grandmother will be fine, Jenny..." Soft talk.

I don't know, is this just my feeling, or is Young Joon really peeping my head? Stupid fuck! I don't give a shit!

I just wanted to stay longer, be in his arms.

But in the end, I realized something! What am I doing now!

What's wrong with me!

Why am I being 'cheap' like this!!!

I immediately took off Young Joon's embrace.

"Pardon me..." I said, then looked back at Grandma, with a completely chaotic feeling.

Young Joon is approaching me

"Jenny, I brought this." He said while showing a package.

I looked at him at a glance.

"My mom made this for you." Her speech.

I immediately looked towards him.

"I think we can eat this together. I just happened to not have eaten, just this afternoon."

"Eh... There's Young Joon." Clara greets Young Joon.

"Young Joon, can you take Jenny for a meal? He hasn't eaten anything from yesterday." Clara.

Me and Young Joon looked at her

"Ah, okay..." Young Joon said

"Gw is not a laper, Ra. "I interrupted Young Joon.

"Damn, Jen! I ate that... Let grandma take care of me." Clara.

I was still unmoved, until Clara came up to me, and grabbed both of my hands.

"Jen, if grandma sees you rich' gini, there will be more sad..." Clara lirih.

I looked at Clara's face.

"Same, sana..." I immediately nodded.

"Young Joon, please take care of Jenny, yeah." Clara said, then let go of my hands, and Young Joon nodded.

"Sure! Come on..." Young Joon took my hand, and took me with him.

I looked at my hand that Young Joon was holding, then stopped my steps, while continuing to look at our hands.

Young Joon immediately turned towards me, and looked at me who was still staring at our hands.

He realized something.

"Baaahh... Sorry." He then let go of my hand gently.

"Come..." Take it, and I continue in my footsteps.

...****************...

Young and I are now sitting opposite each other, eating a meal made by Ji Hyo's aunt in the hospital cafeteria.

Aunt Ji Hyo brought you a warm fish soup, and thinly sliced beef, which tastes quite spicy, but is very delicious!

I can see how Young Joon's face flushed red when he ate the meat.

I smiled a little, seeing the look on his face.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked, looking at his face.

Young Joon wagged his face, shortly after gulping a lot of water, then looked at me.

"My mom says you like it spicy, but I didn't think she made poison like this!" His words were still shaking his face.

I laughed out loud hearing her words just now!

"Hahahahaaaaaahaha!" Young Joon looked at me in surprise, then smiled.

I immediately realized that, then stopped my laughter.

"Why are you looking at me like that." I said the wrong thing, then went back to eating the dish.

"At least, after a long time. I can finally make you laugh again." The answer is, then go back to eating the dish.

My cheeks were hot, hearing him say that. After a moment of silence, I finally finished my meal.

"It's so delicious!" I said while tidying up the cutlery I used.

"really?! eomma would be happy to know this." Young Joon said, go back to eating the food. And I nodded too

"Yeah! by the way, how can you tell if I like spicy?" I said, just after sipping some water.

Young Joon was a little confused to answer my question, and stopped eating.

"Ah, well, that time..." I said, diverting the conversation

"Hmmmm....?" Young Joon looked at me.

"Don't we ever meet here before?" I asked him, who had just finished his meal.

Young Joon did not answer immediately, preferring to smile looking down, while rubbing the back of his head.

"Aaaahh... That's... Haha..." Young Joon looked wrongly at me, who was now looking at him.

"Did you know me then?" I folded both my hands on the table, and slightly tilted my head, while continuing to stare at Young Joon's face.

Young Joon seems to be getting all wrong now.

"Ummm.... That's... Ummm... That's... "

"Jenny!!!" Clara came to us, with a very pale face!

"grandmother..." I immediately ran towards the ICU room, followed by Young Joon and Clara.

...****************...

After arriving in front of the ICU room, I could see clearly, the doctor and several nurses looked very panicked while continuing to repair some medical devices, and occasionally checking on the state of the grandmother.

My heart really hurt to see that sight. I just focused on the scene, regardless of the surroundings, and I didn't even notice when Young Joon grabbed me, and gently rubbed my hair, trying to calm me down who had now shed tears.

Not long after, both our parents, and Victor's brother came.

Clara immediately hugged her mother, while I, I immediately ran towards papa and immediately hugged her.

Papa immediately gently stroked my hair, and kissed the top of my head.

"Grandma's gonna be fine, baby..." Papa's voice trembled, resisting the cries...

An hour later, the doctor and nurse came out of the grandmother's room, and came straight to us.

"The Oma Lie family?" Doctor's talk.

All of us who were there, immediately approached the doctor who looked very desperate.

"I'm asking a representative from the Oma Lie family to come to my room right now, yeah." Said the doctor.

Finally, after the deal, papa and Aunt Vera follow the doctor to his room.

Approximately 2 hours, after papa and aunt Vera went to the doctor's room, exactly at 19.48 pm.

They finally approached us.

"There's something important we need to talk about." Papa's face stiffened, I can see, Aunt Vera's face looked lethargic and pale, as if there was no passion.

"Jenny, you go home now, baby... You haven't come home from yesterday, you know." Papa said to me. I shook my head

"I want to stay here, take care of Grandma..." I'm shriveled

"Jen, you'll be sick if you keep gini..." Persuade Mama who had been sitting on my right side, now gently rubbed my hair

"I just want mastiin..." I smiled bitterly.

They all look resigned.

"Yes, let Jenny be with me, um." Victor's Law

"Victor, you gotta come with me." Papa's sahut.

I looked at papa

"What the hell is it?" My toot.

Their faces paled.

"Jen..."

"Why are you rich' gini, you're missing grandma?!" I interrupted papa's words.

Papa came up to me, he bowed a little, then caught my cheeks, then hugged me.

Young Joon, who was sitting on my left side, suddenly woke up, and stood behind the father who was still holding me.

"Let me accompany Jenny." Said.

Papa immediately took off his embrace, then approached Young Joon who was still standing behind him.

"Are you sure?" Papa said, Young Joon nodded, and papa immediately hugged him.

...****************...

Three o'clock in the morning, and I was still awake, as was Young Joon, who was still resting his shoulders on me.

"Sleep..." He said, and I shook my head faintly.

"I had a conversation with your grandmother a few days ago." Young Joon said.

I quickly straightened my body slowly, and looked at her

"really?" I said a small smile, and Young Joon smiled then nodded faintly.

"What did grandma say?"

"Grandmother asked me how I was, and..." Young Joon was a bit hesitant to continue.

I slightly tilted my head

"And...?" Manya make sure.

Young Joon looked at my face, but did not answer, until suddenly, a voice sounded

"Tiiittt... Tiiit... Tiiittt..." From the grandmother's room!

We immediately got up, and looked inward, but Young Joon who had just caught a glimpse, immediately ran away leaving me who was currently in a panic, until a few minutes later, when he left, he came back with three nurses and a doctor, who rushed into the grandmother's room, and took action!

Young Joon came up to me, I turned to him, his face was so panicked, staring inward.

A few minutes later, we were able to see directly from behind the glass, the gloomy faces of the nurses who stopped their activities, he said, and the doctor who placed the pacemaker he used shortly after checking the condition of the grandmother.

The doctor immediately looked at his watch, then looked at the faces of the nurses, and the nurses, nodding simultaneously.

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 Jakarta, June 20, 2012... Has returned to the bosom of Our Father in Heaven, Miss. Lie Tjeng Nioh/Tina Lie...