Love, Life, and Jennifer
Damn it!!!

"of course! I told him!" Aoyama's already getting a little shrewd, now!

"Then, what about Kimberly?" I took my wine back.

Aoyama laughed again.

"That stupid girl doesn't know! That's why he's always been taken advantage of by that pervert."

We drank a lot that night! Talking about things that are not important, even I myself do not understand, what has come out of my mouth.

We laugh like people who have lost their minds. I heard Aoyama say

"Jennifer, I'm in love with you..." I laughed hearing it!

And Aoyama looks upset, seeing my response!

"You're driving me crazy." Say again.

I laughed again, and Aoyama smiled.

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My phone rang, but my eyes were still heavy.

I thought I'd turn off my phone, then go back to sleep.

As I fumbled over the side of the bed, I could see that someone was holding me from behind. I can even feel his breath on my back!

My heart is beating so fast! It almost stopped!

Wasn't it!

This isn't Young Joon!

I glanced at his hand, and ventured to turn to face back, and....

AOYAMA!

My eyes were wide at the sight before me!

My hands are reflexively closing my mouth.

I turned back to my back, my tears were unstoppable...

We slept together last night!

Yep! Me and Aoyama are now in bed, without a thread!

Only covered by a blanket, until suddenly, Aoyama re-clutched my body, while kissing my back!

"Jennys... Marry me..." Speak with a loud voice.

The decapitation is getting tighter... It made my breathing even more congested, and my tears flowed more and more.

"I love you so much... Marry me... Please..." Say again.

I hurriedly wiped away my tears, and took off Aoyama's embrace.

Aoyama woke up, then sat down and leaned back.

"I'm sorry... It all just happened last night." His tone sounded very sorry.

I was thinking, weren't we both drunk last night?

Anything can happen drunk!

I can't possibly feel compelled!

Sure was!

I just did it unconsciously! But what a difference!

I dared to get up, and sat down next to Aoyama, after I pulled out the blanket to cover my entire body.

"Am I not a widow without self-respect?" I smiled bitterly, staring blankly at the front.

Aoyama looked at my face in disbelief...

"What are you saying! I'm the one who's guilty here!" Aoyama raised her voice a little.

I turned towards Aoyama who was now looking at me sharply, and I immediately pulled the blanket, intending to immediately tidy myself up.

"We haven't even been..." I said, but Aoyama pulled my hand out swiftly

"Married me!" Say again.

I turned back to him.

"You're too good for..."

Aoyama immediately locked my lips with hers... I shed tears again, and Aoyama let go of her kiss. He put his forehead on my forehead.

"You're the best..." Aoyama grabbed my face.

"Married me... Please..." Her eyes were teary when she said that, and I immediately hugged her.

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To be honest, Aoyama reminds me of the late Clarence.

Yeah... He was always there when I needed him...

She is the one who always treats the wounds that Young Joon has made for me, but the difference is, I have a little special feelings for Aoyama, even though it does not diminish my love for Young Joon.

Different from Clarence...

I just consider her nothing more than a sister!

Unlike Clarence who tends to be more serious, Aoyama makes me laugh more often. Aoyama... The man asked me to be his wife...

Aren't I lucky?

There's still someone else there. Park Young Joon's!

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Aoyama offered to drive me to my apartment, and I agreed. Along the way, we were both pensive, thinking about what happened last night.

"This is my first experience." Suddenly Aoyama said, looking straight ahead

"Eh? Pardon?" I looked towards him.

Aoyama smiled, then turned her head towards me at a glance.

"That was my first experience, so you don't have to be afraid of getting sick." Aoyama smiled as she looked straight ahead.

I vaguely remember last night's events. I remember Aoyama lying naked, and she said...

"What's next?"

And I'm the one moving in there!

Yep!

I'm the one who started it!

I feel so ashamed now!

I turned my face in the opposite direction to Aoyama, grimacing with embarrassment, and covered my face with one hand.

Aoyama soon realized that!

"What's wrong with you?" Aoyama looked confused at my behavior.

"Jenny, are you okay?" Aoyama looked worried, then pulled over her car.

He quickly slipped his seatbelt, and turned towards me.

"Jenny, tell it to..."

"I'm fine..." I immediately stood up to my seat, without looking back at him.

I try to make my face look as normal as possible.

"Are you afraid of being exposed to the presenter..."

"No! N-not that..." I looked at his face with an expression that was hard to reveal!

"I swear, you're the first one..."

"I believe!" I interrupted Aoyama's words, and smiled sillyly.

" Can we continue on our way?" I still smiled sillyly at him, and looked back to the front.

Aoyama still looked at me with a look of wonder, and finally re-attached her seatbelt.

"All right." He said then continue the journey.

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We've arrived in front of my apartment building. Before I opened my seat belt, Aoyama said...

"About last night..."

"Please, don't ever talk about it again." Sela without looking at her.

"It's entirely my fault." I said, with teary eyes.

Aoyama looked at me.

"Think about my request... I'm serious about that." Aoyama looked at me gently, and I turned to her then smiled.

"Thank you for the ride." I said, then removed my seat belt.

When opening the car door...

"I'm really about how I feel about you." Aoyama's voice sounded soft.

Then I opened the car door, and got out of there, and said...

"I'm sorry if I don't let you stop by, it's just, I haven't tidied up..."

"I understand... Go." Aoyama smiled warmly.

I returned her smile, then closed her car door, and waved to her as her car started to go.

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When I was in my room... I cursed myself again, for last night!

Good Lord! How could I possibly do such a disgusting thing!!!

Oh God! Am I not getting over the line now?!

Now I feel as if I am a wild widow, thirsty for many men!!!

Jennifer... What's wrong with you!!!

Why are you being so cheap like this!!!

Nah! I can't go to the office tomorrow!

Yeah! I'll ask permission again, for reasons not feeling well!

Yeah! Aye!

I really couldn't bear to look Aoyama in the face, after last night!!!

Wwwhhhh.... Oh my... Why did this all have to happen to me???