Love, Life, and Jennifer
Missing You's...

I'm still filling my cut to clean up my apartment, before I finally get back to work tomorrow.

I'm even still thinking about what happened 4 days ago at Aoyama's house.

Owwhh God! Why did it have to come back to my mind!

And, yeah! One more thing!

Isn't Aoyama's house too luxurious for the usual size of the staff in the office?

Given, his status is even my subordinate in the office.

Or maybe he was the son of a rich man? I don't know! Clearly, it did not make me think to immediately answer his request to me.

He kept in touch with me as usual, without bringing up anything about that night, or asking about my decision.

We're just talking about our work, yeah! That's it, and ah!

We were planning to have dinner together tonight, at a restaurant not far from my apartment.

There is no reason to refuse!

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I'm done with this pretty grueling job, and intend to take a shower.

As I looked at my face in the mirror of my room dresser, I saw Young Joon's watch lying on my dresser.

It made me remember Young Joon...

Almost two weeks ago he came here, and... Sleeping with.

I grinned bitterly in light of the incident, moreover, when I remembered his words while hugging me from behind, after our struggle

"Back to me... Please, my love..."

I shed my tears, and immediately rushed to take a bath, rather soaking.

While soaking, I empty my mind, and only focus my mind on myself.

I, 27-year-old Jennifer Elizabeth Lie, have a master's degree, now a financial manager, at a prestigious company in Bremen, Germany.

Having a beautiful face, a brilliant career, yet a miserable life!

Married at 25, divorced at 26, and went wild at 27!

I thought about something, considering my life now, I thought I no longer needed a man!

I am capable enough to support myself!

But in reality, I still feel lonely...

I miss a warm hug when I'm down...

I miss laughing jokingly together, I...

I miss Young Joon...

No matter how many wounds he has inflicted on my heart...

No matter how many secrets he hides from me...

It doesn't matter...

My parents don't even know about my divorce with him yet!

I don't know when I'll tell them. My heart is not ready.

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I've been wearing a navy-colored dress, sleeveless, with a cheongsam model, and pretty high cleavage.

I put on my makeup as natural as possible, so this doesn't look so excessive.

I curled my hair up a bit high, and gave a little bangs on my forehead.

Isn't my oriental face really getting more and more visible, if it's like this?!

I smiled to see my reflection in front of the mirror.

'Tok... Geck... Hmu!!'k!!!'

The sound came from the door of my apartment, I immediately sprayed the perfume, and grabbed the small Sling bag, before finally walking in that direction to open the door.

When I opened the door, I thought Aoyama was there.

Yet apparently... Park Young Joon's!

His eyes are red, and look puffy.

His face was completely fucked!

And again, she was wearing the shirt she was wearing when we last met!

What's wrong with this guy?

Young Joon hugged me tightly.

"I'm sorry... I reneged on my promise..." His voice sounded sobbing.

"I can't hold it continuously... Painful taste..." Said, but... I immediately let go of her embrace.

"You ruined my makeup! Even the scent of your body is so foul!" Ketusku.

Young Joon looks sad, and misbehaved at my response.

"Can't you prepare yourself as best you can before you meet someone?" I looked at him grisly.

"I-i..."

"Go home! And fix yourself first, before you meet me! Your appearance like this won't make me crumble." I expelled.

Young Joon looked at my sad face, even his eyes glazed over...

"Go! Wait what else!" I raised my voice to him, and he finally left hesitatingly and sadly.

A few minutes after Young Joon left, Aoyama arrived.

I thought to myself, did she meet Young Joon?

I don't know!

We stand facing each other now, and also look at each other.

Aoyama who was looking at me was full of admiration, it was visible from the expression on her face.

And I, who looked at him with a full sign in my heart.

"You are amazing..." Aoyama blushed, and I smiled.

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Along the way, I kept thinking about Young Joon.

Why does he always do the same thing whenever he has a problem with me?

Not changing clothes, letting the fur on his face grow, and...

"What are you thinking?" Aoyama broke my daydream.

"Eh... Ummmmm... That's..." I'm a little nervous now!

"Haha... Forget that! I want to enjoy this moment, without any distractions." Said.

I don't know, what a disturbance Aoyama meant, it's just...

"Aren't the restaurants we're going to visit already gone?" I said then I turned towards Aoyama, and Aoyama smiled

"I'll take you to a more interesting place!"

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We have arrived!

Aoyama turned out to take me to Schlachte! Waw!

Isn't this awesome!

The Wester River is beautiful at night! I must admit, I like it! Aoyama stared at the river, and so did I.

"Yeeeaaah... I really like this." I said then I looked at Aoyama.

"So, did I make it this time, miss?" Aoyama.

I laughed at Aoyama's words just now, then looked at her face, and nodded.

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We had a meal that Aoyama ordered some time ago.

"The food is delicious! It must be expensive!" I said, while eating lobster slices.

Aoyama laughed at me!

"Haha... Do you always count everything nominally?" Her speech.

I looked at Aoyama's face, and smiled.

"Have you spent all your pay for tonight?" Look at me, and Aoyama is smiling again.

"Not really... It's only a fraction of a percent of my salary." Aoyama smiled proudly, then went back to eating her dishes.

We had finished dinner, and were back talking and enjoying wine, by the river Wester.

"Never drink, except with me." Aoyama said seriously, then sipped his wine.

I laughed at his words.

"I'm very serious about that." He said with a very serious face.

I changed my laughter, with a big smile

"I don't want to get drunk tonight." Then I sipped my wine.

Aoyama seemed to understand the meaning of my words earlier.

"I won't get you drunk, this time." Aoyama looked at me, then smiled.

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On the way home, Aoyama clasped my hand while driving.

I'm letting.

I don't know, I almost never refused to do what Aoyama did to me. Even when Aoyama kissed my hand, I just looked at her with a smile.

"I love you..." Aoyama said without looking at me.

For some reason, Aoyama's words just now, made my heart slice.

"I fell in love, at our first meeting. And I haven't stopped thinking about you since." Aoyama remained focused on looking forward, but smiled warmly

"Eh?" I turned back towards him

"If you think this makes no sense, I don't care! And if you don't believe me, about the fact that you were my first love, I don't care anymore..." Say again.

Aoyama stopped the car, because the traffic light was red, and then she looked at me.

"Since our first meeting, I was determined, to have you all... Anyhow..." His eyes were glazed over, as was mine.

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"You don't want to spend the night here? There are two rooms inside." I said I offered Aoyama, who was now at my doorstep. He smiled broadly

"I'd be a very dangerous person, if there were only the two of us here." God, and I smiled

"I'll lock the door to my room in layers!" I said with a smile, and Aoyama laughed

"I'll go home, take care of yourself." Said.

I'm nodding.

And when Aoyama started to bring her face closer, I immediately said

"Be careful on the road..." Aoyama looked disappointed, aware of my rejection

"Hmmm... Thank ye... Good night..." His words then passed.

I immediately closed the door, just after Aoyama's back disappeared.

When I was in my room, I immediately took off my dress.

And when I removed my makeup, I went back to seeing Young Joon's watch...

I grabbed him, and looked at him.

I remember when he came back. It's back to chaos!

Just like when I left him. Does he always get ruined, every time I leave him?

Young Joon's... I must admit, I missed you so much... Very!

I put my body on the bed. I don't know why, I want to open the photo gallery on my phone right away. I opened one by one a photo of my relationship with Young Joon.

Even our wedding photos, still neatly tucked away there.

I stared at the portrait of Young Joon who was smiling happily as he embraced me. And without me noticing, my tears started to drip.

Suddenly a call came in from Young Joon. I hesitated to answer, but... My little heart has no power to resist it.

"I missed you... Very..." Young Joon's voice shakes across the street.

My tears are flowing more and more.

"You don't have to answer every sentence that comes out of my mouth, it's just... Don't close this call." Young Joon started to sound sobbing.

I tried as much as possible to smother my mouth, so that Young Joon did not know, that I was sobbing here.

"I've hurt you so much... I realized that... I'm sorry..." Young Joon is hysterical right now.

I am getting less and less able to hold my tears.

"I lied to you that you were the first one to sleep with me... I'm sorry..." Young Joon really sounds like a tortured person.

"But believe... I did it unconsciously... I don't do it using feelings... It all just happened... That witch set me up..." Young Joon half screamed across there.

"Jennys... Ii'm sorry... I can't live without you... It's kind of crowded in here without you..."

I immediately closed Young Joon's call. I came back crying!

Oh my God, Jenny...

What have you done?

Who's the villain here now!

Aren't you being too selfish, by not giving Young Joon a chance to explain?!

If you'd heard Young Joon's explanation back then, this would never have happened!

If only you hadn't just gone and heard your heart, you wouldn't have always run like you are today!

Jennifer, you're the real villain here!

Not Young Joon, not Kimberly!

You are too selfish for being more concerned with your pride!

You're too selfish to hurt the feelings of so many people!

Wasn't it because of you, the FBI finally found Clarence's hideout, which turned out to be a hacker who had long been a hunt for the FBI?

Isn't it because of you that your ex-husband is living in a tormented state

Is it not because of you that Aoyama lives in uncertainty?

And isn't it because of you, your parents, and Young Joon's parents living in a hope that will never come true?

Jennifer's!

You are the real witch!

Not Kimberly!

You're supposed to defend your household! Not even destroy it without rest!