Love, Life, and Jennifer
Good Lord!

Today's office job really tired me out!

And yes, a week ago, exactly a month after we dated on the Wester riverbank, Aoyama took a leave to return to Japan, because there was a sudden family affair.

I'm on my own now...

No handsome man ever enters my room as he pleases, just to offer me coffee.

I smiled remembering Aoyama.

A few hours ago, he called me, just to ask if I had a cup of coffee today? Ahahaha!

And Young Joon, that night was our last communication.

I don't know, the work at the office these days, makes me really not give me a chance to think about anything other than the files that are piling up on my desk right now.

When one of the employees came into my room to give me a cup of coffee, I again felt such great nausea!

It's been more than a week that I feel uncomfortable like this, until Lily, the employee reprimands me.

"Your face is always getting pale by the day, Miss Lie." He said after putting a glass of coffee on my desk

"Eh?" I looked at his face

"I think you should get yourself checked into the hospital right away. No offense, I'm just worried about you. Because we all like you." Lily sounded cautious when she said that.

I smiled at him

"Thank you very much, baby... I'm so happy for your attention. Go back to work, I'll think about your advice." I said, smiling at Lily.

"All right, excuse me, lady. Don't forget my advice." He said, then passed

"Of course!" I looked back at the computer screen, but I was not checking the data there, but thinking about Lily's words.

I grabbed my bag that I had placed not far from my computer, and I took out the Compact Powder that was always available there.

I stared at the shadow of my face on the glass on the Compact Powder.

That's right what Lily said!

My face is really pale! Don't I always wash my face with makeup before going to work, every day?

I always use powder and lipstick in color as usual.

It's just... I think I'm going to the hospital right now. Remembering, I have felt something is wrong with me these few days.

I contacted Lily by phone in my room, and told her to meet me right now.

'Tok... Geck... Heck...!'

That must be Lily!

"Come in." I said, and Lily came in, and stood in front of my desk.

"What's up, Miss Lie?" Lily seems worried about me.

"I'll do your advice now, can I trust you to take care of everything, today?" My love. Lily smiled

"Give me that, lady! You can trust me!" Lily looks confident

"Well, I'll go now." I said then grabbing my bag, then moving out of my chair.

"May no one be serious, miss." Lily was worried about me.

I patted her shoulder and smiled.

"I'll be fine, and get back to work." I said, then passed.

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I had been in the internal medicine room, and consulted a doctor in his 40s, who was now analyzing my complaints.

"How long have you been experiencing these symptoms, Miss Lie?" Ask the doctor is friendly.

"I don't know for sure, it's just, it's been getting really annoying since the last few days." I said.

The doctor looked at the note, then looked at me.

"I think you should see Sophia's doctor." The doctor looked at me with a serious look

"-you mean?" I asked a little wonder

"Bring this up, when you see doctor Sophia in the womb." Doctor Emma handed me a piece of paper.

My heart immediately stopped beating, hearing Emma's doctor advise me to see a gynecologist!

I walked out of Emma's doctor's office limp.

I stared at the doctor's writing, not knowing what he wrote there.

I immediately went to the nurse's desk, to deliver a message from Emma's doctor.

"Ah, it just so happens that the last patient just came out, you can immediately meet him at the Poly gynaecologist, which is right on the right side of Emma's doctor's room." The nurse pointed out the direction of Sophia's doctor's room kindly.

"Ah, thank you." I smiled at him, then walked towards the place the nurse had pointed out.

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Doctor Sophia, she's staring at the paper from Dr. Emma, which I gave her.

"When was your last menstrual cycle?" He said while looking at me.

I was a little surprised by the question. Because to be honest, I didn't even pay much attention to my period of months, given my busy work schedule.

"That-that's...."

"What about your sex life?" Say again.

I looked at Doctor Sophia who was currently taking notes.

"Are you still having active sex? And when was the last time you did it." Dr. Sophia is looking at me.

"Nearly two months ago." I answered with a pretty vibrating voice.

Doctor Sophia immediately invited me to lie on a bed not far from her desk.

He asked me to slightly take off my shirt, so as to check it out, with a tool after applying a cold gel over my stomach.

He turned the device over my stomach, staring at the screen in front of us.

"All right! We're done here." Dr. Sophia looked at me with a smile. And back clean the rest of the gel over my belly with tissue.

Dr. Sophia went back to her desk, then picked up the paper popping out of a machine located next to her computer. I went back to the chair in front of his desk.

"Congratulations! It's 8 weeks old!" Smile Dr. Sophia sumringah once! Unlike the first time he checked me.

I gulped faintly when I heard his explanation.

My heart stopped beating

"You mean?" I made sure

"You're pregnant, and you're 8 weeks old!" Doctor Sophia again developed her smile.

And i'm... I smiled bitterly...

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I'm out of Dr. Sophia with a careless step, and a blank look.

How did this happen?!

Oh lord...

I opened the contents of the map Dr. Sophia gave me, just before I left, in my steering chair. See the list of analyzers, prescription drugs, and also... Sketch my son through the results of the USG.

My tears just melted away looking at the image of the creature, which was currently breathing inside my body.

What should I do with this creature? I don't even know for sure who the father of this child is!

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I opened the door to my apartment, and I didn't even know for sure if I had closed the door when I came in! My mind is completely fucked up right now!

I rushed straight to my room, and threw the map Dr. Sophia gave me, and rested beside the bed.

I was crying so much...

I even roared there...

How broken I am now!

I, Jennifer Elizabeth Lie, am a pregnant widow, but I do not know for sure who is the father of the fetus that has been embedded in my womb!

I was thinking about suicide!

Yeah!

I'll take the kitchen knife, then slice my veins!

Let it!

This child should not be born with such a complicated status!

Aye!

I will take my son with me to the afterlife!

When I stood up, how surprised I was, seeing the figure of a man who was currently looking at the contents of the map that I threw on the bed earlier!

Park Young Joon's!

How did he get in!

Wasn't.... Oh gosh! I may have forgotten to close the door on my apartment!

"What are you doing here!" I said then snatched the thing he was currently looking at.

But he quickly confronted her.

He looked at me sharply!

"Married me!" Her eyes glazed

"WHAT DO YOU MEANUUU!!!" I yelled at him, and he immediately grabbed both of my shoulders!

"Come back to me, we can start over! We'll take care of our son..."

"I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THE FATHER OF THIS CHILD IS!!!" I threw Young Joon in the hand, and went back to bed.

I was crying so much.

I can see at a glance, Young Joon was wide open to my confession!

"What do you mean?" YoungJoon rested in front of me, then grabbed both my shoulders.

"TELL ME, WHAT DO YOU MEAN!!!" Young Joon yelled at me while shaking my shoulder, and stared at my face sharply.

I looked at Young Joon's face, and smiled bitterly.

Young Joon's eyes are glazed.

"I... Sleeping with Aoyama, a week after we slept together..." I said lirih.

Young Joon's tears trickled down, he took his hand off my shoulder, and bowed limp.

"Go away... Live your life well... I can take care of this myself." I said lirih.

Young Joon looked at me with a disappointed look, he wiped his tears, then wiped my tears, then hugged me.

"No matter who the father of this child is. To me, he is my son... Although in reality, he is not my son, he is still my son... We're gonna take care of this kid together..." I cried in Young Joon's arms...