Love After Regret
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When you fall in love, there is only one choice, change. Whether you want it or not, love always demands change. Accepted or not, love will also make changes by itself. No love is really what it is. If she does not demand change, her habits will make her change with her own. Or vice versa, love will change the habit slowly and slowly.

Only one is unaltered, a person when he is in love. Heart feeling. Because the affairs in the heart can never be forced as good as humans.

Only attitude can be changed, and love will change all that. Attitude can be pretended as if, someone already does not care. However, care is not always shown. Care can be born from silent attention. Can be born from prayers that are only spoken late at night. A person who is in love can hold everything he feels in his deepest chest.

Leona stepped wide towards the dining table. Her face was so pretty this morning. However, something changed, namely his expression. No smile adorns your lips like every morning. She looks like a newborn woman.

"For the Madam," Bik Lian greeted as she bowed respectfully.

"For Bik" Leona replied as she pulled up a chair and sat down.

The woman took the bread that had been smeared with jam by Bik Lian. He did not say hello to the husband who had sat while enjoying Bik Lian's toast.

Leona also did not wake up early as usual. Prepare breakfast and greet her husband with a smile. This morning a lot was missing from the woman.

Pedro was a little distracted without his wife's greeting. Usually, the woman looked at him with a wave every morning. But now, why is it so cold for this woman.

"I've got a business trip out of town. Maybe for a week" said Pedro opened talks. It felt a little strange when he first talked to his wife. Leona is usually the noisiest at the table.

"Ohh yes," replied Leona.

Pedro looked at his wife. No, that's not the answer Leona used to give her. The woman would snatch and say not for long but this time only answered briefly that is, yes.

"If you are lonely at home, you can go to Mama's house" said Pedro again.

"Yes," Leona's answer remains yes.

Pedro's getting weird. It was strange, why did it hurt when his wife answered so short and coldly like this.

"After returning from out of town, I will accompany Tasya to bring her mother back to Bandung," he explained. Pedro accidentally mentions Tasya's name, because Leona will definitely go berserk if discussing the woman.

Leona nodded. "Yes." Yeah." He stood up and felt his bag.

"Mrs, here's the stock." Bik Lian gave Leona a box of supplies.

"Thank you Bik, I'm leaving" he said.

Leona said goodbye with a nod and a smile on Pedro.

Again and again, Pedro was dumbstruck. Unknowingly the man showed his wife's footsteps away from the dining table. He leaned back in the chair with a long breath. For some reason, part of his heart cavity feels disappeared. Looking at Leona's changed attitude this morning.

"What's wrong with Leona? Is he having a problem?" murmured Pedro.

"Are you all right, sir?" asked Bik Lian who looked at Pedro looking confused.

"Sir, did Leona tell Auntie anything?" ask Pedro. Who knows Bik Lian knows about his wife's problems. There's no way Leona's cold on him for no reason.

"Nothing, Sir. The madam didn't say anything to Auntie" Bik Lian replied.

Pedro breathed long. He stood up from his seat and felt his briefcase and sauntered out to the car.

Pedro's footsteps stopped when he saw Leona get into Yuna's car. He sees Leona's car still parked in the garage. Tumben his wife did not bring a car.

"What's wrong with Leona?" muttered.

"Are you okay?" yuna asked glanced at Leona.

Leona nodded while forcing a smile. "It turns out not to be easy, pretending not to care and deceiving yourself. It's a little complicated but slowly I'll get used to it" Leona said

Leona must be a hypocrite to herself. When he saw Pedrosa and Tasya at the restaurant yesterday, he made him realize that it is not good to force yourself to a heart that is impossible to have

Leona tried as hard as possible even though she was fragile, she was not strong when talking about the heart. However, he would not let his heart die.

"Pelan-gelan Na," said Yuna. "Or as good as you talk to pedro about your relationship. If indeed Pedro can not continue yes already separated from you become a victim of selfishness him."

Deg.

Leona's heart stopped beating when Yuna mentioned the word separation. Leona never wanted a farewell in her household. Maybe he can pretend not to care but to part with Pedro, is that possible? Leona couldn't, it was too heavy. Pretending not to care had already tormented his heart. What if she was truly separated from her husband? Leona wasn't sure if her heart was okay.

"Thank you Yun. It's dropping me off." Leona opened the car door

"Rooks." Yuna held Leona's hand.

"What's wrong?" leona's forehead wrinkled in wonder.

"Who are you for?" yuna asked suspiciously, because Leona never brought supplies while working.

"Ehem." Leona was a little nervous. "Make me," replied his origin.

"Relatedly? The contents are just that bread." Yuna glanced at the rice box in Leona's hand that contained several loaves of bread.

"Already ahh, you're so chatty. I'm saying goodbye, Love. Thanks for the free ride." Leona got out of the car while waving her hand.

"Sama-sama Love. Don't forget lunch. Love you!" yuna exclaimed with a tempestuous laugh.

Leona felt like vomiting hearing the temptation of her best friend. He shook his head like a nauseous person mocking Yuna who was still laughing in the car.

Leona stepped inside her button.

'After this I will get used to it when I don't care about Pedro. I'm starting to realize a lot of things. That my life was too precious to spend begging Pedro for love. If I were to split up I couldn't. But maybe when I get used to it without it I have to get used to not expecting it. May this be the right path, ' inner leona.

Leona sat in her chair. He took a paper and pencil on the table.

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"Yes Brother Dika," said Leona

"How about lunch together, can you?"

"Yes Brother. I brought Bik Lian's toast to Brother. Brother must have liked it," while lifting the rice box in his hand.

"Wahh sure. Say hello to Bik Lian." There was a ruckus across there. "See you later in the afternoon. Don't forget to bring the medicine. I'll do a further check."

"Yes, sister" Leona smiled back.

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