LOVE AND BETRAYAL
HOMAGE

on the eve of the magrib . I put the tecpeck on the room table . so that the rishi opens and without me telling first . (that's my expedition )

a few minutes later .rishi came and he immediately went to the room and immediately played his online game .

when I look at her . my heart feels very sick . "yes God is not what I expect from my husband . not this treatment I want from rishi "I cry while I cry towards the bathroom

and Rishipun didn't say what to me

"mas . take me to the midwife for a while . I'm not feeling well" I told rishi while picking up my wallet and techpeck

" yes come on "answer the short rishi

after that we drove to the village midwife in my area .bu midwife ina . but I always called her mbk ina . when I got there I entered first and rishi waited for me outside . because I don't want Rishi to know that I'm pregnant

"mbak . I was 7 days late and I was techpeck I positive mbk " said with mbk ina

" alhamdulilah nduk . nduk . where is your husband ? tell him to come in ? bring mbk ina

" no need mbk . let him be outside mbk . "get me on mbk ina

" e yes ndak can nduk . is the name of this child both nduk "forcible mbk ina

" yes, just a moment" I said as I called out to the rishi who was outside . after I called him he immediately entered the room with me

" mas .this is your wife carrying your child.safe ya mas" said mbk ina by telling rishi

rishi just saw me

mbak ina also began to check me and finally finished . we were finished and went straight to the house .

" are you pregnant ?" rishi said in the room

hearing rishi's question . I was immediately sad . "oh god . this is not what I want . not she congratulated or even at least she said thank you or at least she respected me . but even this is what he said "murm in my heart with tears that almost dripped

" yes" I said lazy

" mas .if you are married to rani surely you would rather listen to it than me who is pregnant with your child mas "my spirit in heart

a few moments later while I was sleeping . suddenly rishi kissed me and stroked my head . instantly I woke up and saw him

"i'll be a father soon . thanks to you "rishi told me

" why is it too late ? this is not what I want "'! I murmured in my heart

and I slept again without answering the rishi words

in the morning it turned out that the sun was already visible and I saw rishi was still asleep

because today he's on leave . early start.pregnant I feel ordinary . without somehow a few weeks later I felt nausea nausea great even I experienced spots in my pregnancy that require me to bedrest for 4 months

during those 4 months I could only lie in the bathroom without doing any activity . just shower . pray and BAB only I got out of bed

when I woke up .rishi started waking up too

" where are you going ?" rishi surprised me

" want to cook breakfast for you mas" I said to rishi

" no need . I'll buy you food . You don't need to cook . Rest is enough. let the child.we're healthy darling" while pecking my lips and forehead

" yes . thanks "my word to him

rishi rushed to take a shower and bought some food for me .

a few minutes later he returned with a few packs in his hand

" dear eat first" he told me

and the rishi began to feed me painstakingly and did not forget to make me pregnant milk

"may the rishi change and it will remain like this to me "my mumble in heart

after finishing breakfast .me and rishi watched a movie together in the room and finally I fell asleep

when I fell asleep .rishi turned out to do the household chores I used to do .

"vio . wake up baby . let's pray dzuhur first ?" take rishi and build me up

" yes mas . "my word with a rather lazy tone

" i live first baby . I want to go to the mushola first" said rishi as he stepped towards the door

"iya mas" I said as I headed to the bathroom for ablution and prayer

after a few minutes .rishi hasn't come yet

even nearly half an hour

"does . pray during that rishi?" I said in my heart

rishi arrived

" a long time ago" I said

"sorry dear . I bought food first for us" said rishi

" i'm sorry mas . haven't been able to serve you well mas" I said to rishi

" yes baby . that's okay . it should bedrest you baby . yaudah eat first just " replied rishi while kissing my forehead

rishipun and I started eating lunch while watching one of the television shows . after lunch . rishi rushed to take a nap. Because he felt tired all day having to take care of me and do homework

"thank you my husband "my mind is deep, watch the rishi's face and kiss his forehead .

in the afternoon I woke up the rishi and told him to take a shower and pray

" dear .wake up already afternoon" I said to rishi

" hoammm . yes dear "rishi replied while yawning as he may still be sleepy

a few minutes later the rishi began to rush for baths and prayers . not to forget he was also doing the usual homework I did . without me to complete it

after completing the adzan magrib was reverberating and rishi say goodbye to go to the nearest musola from home

a few minutes later, Rishi returned home from musola and headed home

" fairy assalamualaikum" said rishi as he opened the door of the house

" waalaikumsalam mas" . said while sleeping in the room because it finished praying also .

" what I want to go out first is . want to buy food as well as all I also want monthly shopping . I want to take care of you . pity you guys . at home continue to be sure to do that " rishi said while kissing my forehead

"iya mas . no papa . just go mas. I'm also okay at home mas . don't go home malem malem yes mas . I'm afraid if alone at home mas "my answer to rishi

" yes, baby . I would be home soon if I had all bought it baby . oh yes baby . his data for monthly shopping , last month where dear ? let me bring the "! rishi told me

" it's in the drawer of the mas room . if it's finished straight home yes mas . don't be too long to chat with your friend if you meet there "I said again by telling rishi to go home on time

" yes, baby . ready

yaudah I left first yes . You hearted at home "part rishi while kissing my forehead and my lips