Love As Dosed?
Ayanas Confession

Ayana took off the white coat and directly attached it to her left arm. His expression looked gloomy since this afternoon, Ayana's mood was really bad because of Aska earlier. He still did not think what action he should do to make Aska believe in his words again, if he had no more relationship with Saga.

Yes, okay Saga does have all the criteria to be a prospective mother-in-law of her dreams. But for Ayana herself, Saga has not entered the category of her ideal husband. Even for him Saga is very, very not his type.

"Len, did you bring a car with you?"

"Dianter anyway, why?"

"May I nitip the car? Tomorrow you're anterin to my house but yeah? I'm anterin, how?"

Helen, the fellow doctor on duty the night after, laughed while wearing her white coat. After the suit was neatly attached, the woman wagged her horse-painted hair until it hit Ayana's face.

"Sorry yes, say, tomorrow I picked up my guy again. So if tomorrow you take a taxi, motorcycle taxi and the like, mending your car, you take this mall home. Okay?"

Ayana shakes. "Gue is no longer in good condition for driving, again upset me. Danger."

Helen's expression instantly changed. "Why why?"

Not in the mood, Ayana chose to wave her hand and immediately went home. Because Males drove, he finally chose to go home using the base ojek. In addition to being lazy because he had to wait for a taxi, he wanted to feel the night breeze so that the gala blurred into the wind.

"Where's your car?" greet Saga as the girl finishes closing the gate.

Too cool to daydream Ayana was not even aware of the existence of Saga before.

"Well, what's Saga doing here?" ask Ayana astonished at once shocked.

"Wait for you."

Kening Ayana shriveled in wonder. "Why what?"

"Gasih rendang from Mom."

"Oh, where's the rendang?"

Ayana immediately drowned looking for the whereabouts of rendang that man was talking about. Because the man was carrying nothing, even his hands were put in the pocket of his long training pants. There was nothing on the patio table except a cup of tea and cookies. Then where's the rendang that guy was talking about?

"In dalem."

"Which calem?"

"Imposed your Mama."

Oh, it's accepted that the mother turned out. Ayana nodded in understanding

"Oh, does that mean?"

Saga looked at Ayana straight. "Why is your car?"

Ayana shakes. "What the hell."

"Why ride the ojek?"

"Yes, like me, want to take a cake ojek, take a cake taxi, ride odong-odong, or walk even though it is not Mas Saga's business. Why did Mas Saga suddenly start fussing?"

Suddenly Ayana felt guilty for yelling at Saga. Although the look on the man's face still remained calm and calm as usual. I heard only a short breath from the man.

"Yes, I'm home. You take a break."

Suddenly Ayana felt guilty. "I'm sorry, Mas, I didn't mean to snap Mas Saga. I'm just tired, sorry."

"Wait, Mom!" prevent Ayana when Saga intends to step up and leave Ayana's house. The man spontaneously turned around, "i want to talk."

"Tomorrow, you're tired" Saga replied.

Ayana shook her head quickly. "I want it now, I can't do it tomorrow. Tonight I need sleep, yes, at will, I have to get out of trouble."

Not understanding of the girl's conversation, Saga only raised her eyebrows next to astonishment. Although soon after the man nodded and told Ayana to take a bath and clean first.

***

Saga's gaze stared straight ahead, still faithfully waiting for Ayana to start her conversation. Almost 15 minutes passed, since the girl had finished her bath and was now sitting next to her, no chatter came out of her lips. Not as he said. He was not bored at all, just that he was a little worried about the girl, who today suddenly had a lot of silence. His mind wondered, was the girl okay?

"Tomorrow?"

Unable to bear it, Saga finally broke the silence. His gaze now turned to the side, staring at the two eyeballs of Ayana quite intensely.

Ayana's face looked nervous. "Why, Mas?"

Saga shook his head and stood up. "You're tired, say it tomorrow."

"Just a minute, Mom, I'm writing another sentence. You don't go home first dong," prevent Ayana when you see the Saga gelagat that is like about to leave home. With a little weight the man sat back down.

Saga did not demand Ayana speak immediately. He just kept quiet and waited until the girl was ready with her words.

While Ayana looks more agitated in her seat. His face hesitated to speak.

"Mas Saga, I don't think I can handle all this. I. I want us to stop expecting our relationship to get serious." Hurry Ayana continued her sentence, "but even so we can still win. I want to be the Mas Saga." Not forgetting that he gave his best smile. Ayana felt quite relieved after successfully expressing her heart.

"I can't."

Ayana was unable to contain her shock when she heard Saga suddenly return to using the word 'me'. Whereas as long as they are near the man always uses my greeting. Why does it feel so uncomfortable when he hears it again?

"Can't do what, Mom?" In addition to being still in shock, Ayana also did not understand Saga's sentence.

"Friends."

Saga then turned towards Ayana, the look on the man's face was still trying to calm down, but Ayana could quite see the disappointed look on the man's face. Guilt suddenly came. Should he regret what he said just now?

"Mas," said Ayana hesitantly, "Mas Saga doesn't want to be my friend?"

Without a doubt Saga shook her head. "I'm a grown man, Yan, I don't want to be trapped friendzone." He stood up, "I am pleased. You go straight to sleep."

Ayana stood up and blocked Saga's hand. But soon the man let go. There was a feeling of heartache when he found out that the man seemed reluctant to touch. So quickly apologized. "But we're not done talking, ma'am."

"That's why you rejected me, right? What else is there to talk about?"

"But, Mas-"

"Yan, sleep!" cut Saga sounds like it doesn't want to be disputed.

However, his tone still sounded soft and calm. And this makes Ayana more shrouded in guilt and disappointment.

"If the story is how I can sleep this malem, Mas," Ayana grumbled and went into the house with her ugly face. Leaving Saga alone.

Saga took a long breath. Indeed, after the girl's confession, she was also able to sleep? Of course it's hard. He had just experienced a bitter rejection. Which man can sleep well after being rejected? It doesn't feel there.