Love As Dosed?
Disappointment of Tama

Tama stopped her intention to get into the car when she saw Saga's car appear to enter the yard of her parents' house. Inner wonders. Didn't Mama say that Ayana went with Saga, but why was the man alone? Without hesitation, Tama then decided to approach the man.

"Ga! The saga!" call Tama, stop Saga's intention to enter the house.

Spontaneous Saga stopped her footsteps and turned her head. Tama then immediately quickened her footsteps, she even ran a little to get to Saga.

"Cocontainly alone? Yana where?"

"Why ask me?" Saga asked back with her tone. His expression did not look very friendly.

This made Tama's forehead wrinkle in wonder. Why is this guy? Inner wonder.

"He didn't go the same? "

Saga shakes.

"Keep going with who? I said it went the same way."

Saga shrugged both of her shoulders indifferently.

"Lo why the hell? A sariawan?"

Again Saga only answered with a headband.

Not wanting to give up, Tama again asked, "Lo abis from where?"

"guidance."

"guidance?" parrot Tama with his incredulous expression. The man snorted and wanted to protest, but then remembered that Saga was a lecturer as well, "since when did you become a lecturer as well?"

"Not too long," replied the short Saga.

"Lo again marahan with Yana?" tama asked hesitantly, "what else did I do this time?"

Saga returned with a headband. "That's possible" he said shortly after. When the two neutrals accidentally catch a car that is now stopping in front of Tama's parents' house.

Tama immediately looked. "Who?"

"Lo's sister."

Tama turned back to Saga. The man's tone of voice sounded a little different when he mentioned the word 'lo's sister'. Is this just his feeling? Not wanting to be too dizzy, Tama refocused her gaze on the car that stopped in front of her Mama's house. It turned out to be true according to Saga's guess. That's Ayana, her only sister. And who is she with?

"Anjir, who's that guy, Ga?" Tama's tone sounded surprised mixed with anger.

"The boyfriend is possible."

"Okay lo selow? Not jealous?"

Saga shakes. "It's not my right."

"Can't you?" Tama doesn't seem to understand. He shook his head quickly and refocused his attention on the younger brother and did not know who the man was. Both look friendly, even occasionally the man's hands tidied up the little brother's hair, which is actually if he looked carefully. Basic mode looks like that guy. His emotions became even more inflamed when he saw the man kissing his sister's cheeks in turn, "asshole, Ga, who would you dare to cry my adek?"

"He's adek lo, why ask me?" balas Saga looks calm. He then patted Tama on the shoulder and said, "go in first."

"But. but. lo kan-"

"Snap. First, next time if you want to stop by," cut Saga and then go inside. There was a feeling of disappointment that he was feeling and he did not want to show it to Tama.

Tama himself then immediately decided to go home when the car left. He even ran to be able to immediately ask for an explanation from his sister.

"Yes! Hannah!"

Ayana turned her head immediately when she heard her name being called. The girl immediately waved her hand, greeting Tama.

"Who was that guy?"

Instead of answering, Ayana asked back. "Abis playing from Mas Saga's house, Bang?"

"Gue asked who that guy was, Na. Why go back to nanya?" decak Tama Emotion.

"My new chowok."

"What?! New dude? You're crazy? What saga, Na? Don't you think about her feelings?"

"Yes, I'm the same Mas Saga has nothing to do, Bang. We're just friends, he's like my own brother. Kayak lo, Bang."

Tama ruffled her waist while sighing heavily. His expression seemed incredulous. He seemed to want to run amok but did not know what he could rampage.

"Crazy yeah, lo, Na, I didn't expect you to be like this. Lo said there is no relationship but you want to be invited to Jaka's wedding, which in fact is Saga's sister." With her cynical face Tama clapped her hands, "waw, it's really nice you said. If you have nothing to do with me, you should not be invited there. You have indirectly given hope to Saga and her family, and now you lightly say there is nothing about her? And worse yet you're just like any other guy?" Sounded rude swearing shortly after, "swear yes, if you are not a girl, I slap your face, Na. I don't care if it's my favorite."

"Bang, I think your talk is outrageous. You have no right to chat with whom I want to date. It's my life. It's my right. It's also my happiness. You can't judge my choice!"

"Yes, really, this is your life. But you also need to remember, Na! Your life is not just about you and your own happiness. You also need to remember in your life there is still me, Mama, the same Papa. And you've hired us to satisfy your own happiness. Not only that, but you also love Saga, my best friend and his family. Lo love hope to them, but the ending is our disappointment. Saga my best friend, Na, if you do not want, you should not love hope. Not like this. I'm disappointed, Na. I'm disappointed in you."

Tama looks frustrated and confused what to do after shedding his disappointment. He pulled his hair back while shaking his waist. Stared at the two eyes of the sister who looked teary. Tama shook her head then rushed away without saying a word. Leaving Ayana who was now pecking with her two wet cheeks.

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Malvin immediately smiled brightly as he opened the door of his apartment, and found Ayana standing there carrying a plastic bag. The girl directly thrust the plastic, she happily received the package.

"Sweety, my BFF. Lo is the best. On request, right?"

Ayana nods and breezes into the apartment without waiting. Malvin thumbs up and closes the door.

"Lo is very strange, seblak pesen do not use crackers," Ayana comments immediately choose to throw her body on the sofa.

"I'm amused to see, Na, the crackers are good to fry instead of boiled like that. I wonder, how strange people really eat that?"

"Lo's weird, eating seblak don't use crackers."

"Who said it?" Malvin immediately showed me his cracker jar, "this is called crackers yes, please!"

"Yes, it's up to me, it's up to you. I love it."

Ayana did not reply. The girl was silent while propping up her chin. A long breath sounded shortly after. Malvin, who was about to bribe, suddenly stopped his intention and sighed.

"So why?"

Ayana glanced at the man then shook her head. "Lo eat first, I'll tell you later."

"You want ice cream? In the fridge, take it if you want."

Ayana nodded and immediately stood up. Without saying a word he rushed straight to the kitchen to get the ice cream that Malvin meant.

The atmosphere of Malvin's apartment looks quiet, both of them are dissolved with their respective activities. Malvin with seblak without crackers and Ayana with ice cream with her daydream.

"Vin, is what I'm doing wrong?"

Malvin was suddenly worried. Her last mouthful was just about to touch her lips, but Ayana had already asked? Didn't the girl just say that she was going to tell me after the meal was over, but why did this start. If he answers now what about his last mouthful? If it is not answered Ayana must feel ignored.

"The chin!"

Kan, what did he say?

"Behold, I'm this abisin first. Nanggung stay sesap, if I just answer first ntar keburu not lust."

Ayana clucked while glancing at the cynical Malvin. "Say dong if it's not already abis."

"Yes, did you just say," Malvin replied in between the chews.

When he finished, Malvin went to the kitchen to clean his dishes and get some water. He returned to the living room and sat down next to Ayana.

"No boy?"

Ayana nodded while thrusting the ice cream container to Malvin.

"So what I'm doing is wrong, Vin?"

"What?"

"Gue's dating Aska."

Malvin bribed a spoonful of ice cream. "Why do you think that?"

"Because I've previously signed the same Mas Saga. I met Bang Tama, he was angry with me. Bang Tama is very disappointed with me, Vin. Am I wrong, right?"

"Yes, it's not entirely wrong. You have the right to choose a loved one, if you feel more affectionate with Aska, yes no papa. That's your choice, as long as you are ready with all the consequences and risks later."

"That means I'm not wrong, right?"

"Yes, but that doesn't mean what you're doing is true, Na. Lo yesterday gave hope to Saga and his family indirectly. Can you imagine their disappointment? So you can also imagine the disappointment of Bang Tama now?"

"That means I'm wrong?"

"Now this isn't about being wrong or right, Na."

"Keep what?"

"It's important that you be happy with what you choose."

"But I fucked them, Vin." Both of Ayana's eyes suddenly sore and teary, Malvin swiftly rubbed his back.

"It's okay, Na, no papa, the name of man must have made a mistake right? Believe me, Bang Tama is only disappointed for a moment, tomorrow will also forget itself. Do not think too much, there is no stress! Crazy long ago ntar lo."

Ayana was silent and dissolved with her own thoughts. Malvin purposely feeds a spoonful of ice cream into the girl's mouth.

"No papa, Na. Bang Tama must have been angry for just a moment, Na, believe me. Don't worry too much!"

"But I think of Mas Saga. I'm not good with him, his family too, I just thought, Vin, he must be disappointed and furious with me right? He doesn't even want to meet me now, now Mas Saga is really like avoiding me, Vin. What do I have to do?"

Malvin straightened his body in shock. "Seriously he doesn't want to talk to you anymore?"

"Yes, seriously, I told you yesterday, Vin."

"Emang yes? Don't know, I forgot."

"Yes, he doesn't want to meet me because he doesn't want to be stuck friendzone with me."

Malvin ber'oh'ria nodded in understanding. As a fellow man, he meant Saga and he appreciates it enough.

"Yes, you respect his decision, so he can also appreciate your decision to choose another man. Yes, yes, selow. Just soan even dizzy think of another guy, ntar guy lo jealous. Appreciate her feelings too."

"It's really good, anyway? It's not all that easy, Vin."

"Na, if we can make it easy why should be made complicated anyway? This is the important thing you are sure the same choice you. Are you sure you chose Aska instead of Saga?"

"Yes, I'm sure, if I'm not sure I don't want to be with him."

"Yes, relax. Unless you suddenly doubt your own feelings. Just now, it's natural that you're dizzy. Understood?"

Ayana did not reply. The girl was suddenly silent and preoccupied with her own thoughts. Malvin was calling his name even to the point of being ignored.

"Fuckin!" exciting Malvin.

"Huh?"

"Lo why suddenly dumbfounded?" Malvin's eyes widened, "Flood, Na, you're not suddenly worried about your own feelings, are you?"

Ayana's expression was suddenly nervous. His hand immediately grabbed the ice cream container that Malvin was holding. "No," then.