Love As Dosed?
Ayana Sick

"Mommy!! Your favorite son is coming home!" malvin exclaimed as he entered Ayana's house.

Without waiting to be invited in, the man immediately went into the kitchen, because he knew Kartika must be busy at this hour preparing dinner. And sure enough, when she reached the kitchen the woman who had given birth to her best friend was busy with her spatula and vows. Malvin quickly approached Kartika and kissed the middle-aged woman on the back of her hand.

"Just come home from your hospital?" ask Kartika.

"Yes, Mi, very tired, but here first for Mami dong. And how is it going to get quiet? Still sleeping, Mi?"

"No, again in the living room most also watch. You are samperin gih, and you have brought Mami angelin."

Malvin straightened his thumb. Quickly, he immediately looked for his own bowl to pour the porridge. When he finished, he immediately took him to the living room.

"About the slumber leave teros," Malvin quipped as he kicked Ayanas leg slowly. When he reached the living room he found the girl leaning against the body of the sofa with both eyes closed. The man then placed the tray on the table and sat down at the girl's side, "still lemes, Na?"

Ayana immediately stretched out her hands while yawning. "Lo old man?" the reply is not connected.

"Lumayan."

Ayana frowned. "Old lumayan?"

"New lumayan nyampe."

Malvin then put his palm on Ayana's forehead, shortly after a faint sound. "Anjir, you're like who the hell, Na? Aska what Saga? Your fever is not coming down?"

"Well down, Vin," Ayana replied while checking her own body temperature using her palm, "lo jengukin sick people do not bring anything?" ask her with a cynical tone. He only realized that on the table there was only a bowl of porridge that was warmed this afternoon. Ayana was sure of that.

"Gue didn't come here for the jengukin."

"Certainly? People who look at it bring a parcel of times, not come with empty hands like this. Want to use a reason why you come do not bring anything?"

Instead of answering Malvin instead unpacked the contents of his bag. He took out a thermometer and handed it to Ayana. "Pake yourself!" his order then, then continued to issue a tension device and stethoscope that was directly clad on his own neck.

"How much?" malvin asked when he saw Ayana removing the thermometer from her armpit.

"38,9."

"Gue told Mami to call doctor Mas Saga lo yes, Na, let your fever go down and not go up?" malvin's advice sounds serious.

"Tell me if you dare" challenged Ayana with a judes face and a cold tone.

Insensitive to the code given by Ayana, Malvin immediately shouted to Kartika. "Mommy!"

"Why are you?!" amuk Ayana while hitting the best friend with a sofa pillow. Judes' face looks more judes when the man even showed off his grim face.

"You check lo, Na. Yuk, tensi first. Tensi lo rise anyway because you're angry mute."

Malvin then starts checking Ayana's blood pressure. "What complaint? Still got dizziness, nausea, vomiting?"

Ayana shakes. "Dizziness sometimes, just not as heavy as yesterday. The vomit is not, only the nausea sometimes still like to appear."

"Now?"

Ayana nodded. "Yes, it's like you saw your face," he joked with a chuckle.

"Damn it, have been warned macem VIP patients are still doing. Just try not to hurt anymore, I've pinched your hair."

"That means there's good luck too, am I sick?"

"Yes there, you so dapet overflow of affection from me," Malvin replied casually. He then removed the blood pressure gauge, "still a bit low. I guess I don't need to give you advice already know what you need to do?"

Ayana nodded. "If to raise blood pressure is not necessary, Vin, but for other business it seems necessary deh."

"Example?"

Malvin began to clot his ears using a stethoscope and continued his examination. "Breath, Na," he said, gluing the end of the stethoscope to Ayana's chest. The girl immediately followed the best friend's instructions, "exhaust!"

"Aska mutusin me," said Ayana suddenly.

Malvin took off his stethoscope on reflex. Both of his eyes were perfectly rounded. "What did you say, Na?"

With a bitter smile, Ayana repeated her sentence earlier. "Aska mutusin me."

"Anjir, how can you? You found out what, Na?"

Ayana immediately put on her flat face. "It's a check you're running, Vin?"

Malvin nodded quickly as he put his stethoscope on the table.

"Well, there's nausea and vomiting when you don't check my stomach?"

"No need, you didn't throw up. A story about why it was cut!" malvin is impatient.

Ayana immediately snorted cynically. "It you don't want to tell me to eat and take medicine first?"

"Later on, this is me. Not eating the same porridge now will not make you die immediately, Na, just relax. Now tell me a story first!"

"Well, what kind of doctor are you?"

"I'm not a doctor who likes his patients. It's a story, now it's a story!"

With a forced expression Ayana then started her story.

The flashback

That day the man came to his house. At first, he said he wanted to visit because he knew he was in poor health. Honestly, Ayana did not expect it to be decided suddenly like just now. In his condition that is not fit anyway. Why would Aska do that?

"Why, Ka, what all of a sudden? Are you still angry about yesterday? I'm sorry, but you're also wrong, right? We just got better but suddenly you broke up with me? What's my fault?"

"You're not wrong, but I'm wrong."

"meaning?"

Ayana did not understand the direction of the man before her right now.

"I should have been self-aware from the beginning, who I am and who you are. Shouldn't have liked and fallen in love with you from the beginning, I shouldn't have invited you to date, and should have never met."

"Ka, what are you talking about? I am happy to know and date you. I never regretted our meeting either."

"Aren't you feeling comfortable at all?"

"No," Ayana replied firmly, "I love you, Ka."

"If love?"

Suddenly Ayana immediately silenced. His lips were confused and did not know what to say. His expression also looked nervous. This made Aska laugh instantly.

"I'm the fool here, Na. I should have realized from the beginning that the person was not me, but why I was still a bego and pretended not to know. I thought our togetherness made you really love me, but I was wrong."

Ayana was still silent with her head lowered. The guilt hit his soul.

"That means the only way is for us to part, Na. Please let me go! Please wake me up if that person is not me. Make me go and never hope for you again."

"Aska," called Ayana with a trembling voice. The next instant his cry broke out, "sorry me, Ka, excuse me! I shouldn't have involved you in this complicated story."

"Before I forgive you, it's good that you forgive yourself, Na. Don't keep feeling guilty! You deserve to be happy, so do I."

Ayana was no longer able to speak with Aska's magnanimity. "Why are you so good, Ka? This is not fair to you."

"Because I love myself, Na. I don't want to get hurt more than this so I made this decision. After I thought about it, we didn't fit in too much either. I also find it difficult to understand your working hours, like I can't go out with a doctor. And I think the doctor really fits the same doctor as well, let the dose be appropriate."

While rubbing her wet cheek Ayana said, "Ka, can you hug?"

Aska immediately nodded while stretching out both of her hands.

Still with her face ashennya Ayana immediately poured into the arms of Aska. "Thank you for all this time, Ka, I'm sorry for making so many mistakes to you."

"Yes, I'm sorry if I haven't been a good boyfriend to you. I love you very much, Na, but I love myself more. I want to be happy. That's why I have to get rid of you."

"I love you too, Ka. Very fond of. Sorry for my selfishness, yeah."

Aska nodded while breaking her embrace. His two thumbs then helped Ayana wipe away the rest of her tears.

"His voice, let the spit be healed. Mom time doctor sickly, shy as patient dong."

Ayana nodded. "Udah healed kok abis hugged the former," she later joked.

Flashback off

"Anjir, Aska's vow is really good, Na? Why is he a guy anyway? Or why am I not a girl? Just try if I'm a girl already directly I drag it people to KUA. There are yes, guys as good as Aska but even met a plin-plan girl model like lo?" Malvin clucked while shaking his head after hearing Ayana's story, "i swear I'm the same Aska."

"Gue too." Ayana nodded in agreement then grabbed the bowl containing her porridge to take the medicine, "so cute. When he was young and handsome again, his life was wasted just because he knew me" he continued in a sad voice, before putting a mouthful of porridge into his mouth.

"How's it feel? Yummy?"

"No need to taste, the important thing is that I eat and do not vomit is fine."

Malvin who agreed with Ayana's sentence immediately gave her two thumbs up proudly.

"Keep if you've been cut off Aska and your problems run, you ask for advice what else from me?" Malvin then remembered that Ayana still needed advice from him.

"Gue was confused as to what to do now."

"Abicin the porridge, Na."

Hearing that Ayana immediately clucked while staring at Malvin cynically.

"Yes, abis question lo ngadi-ngadi. Udah clear lo same problem Aska klar ya mean you just straighten out the problem lo same Mas Saga lo it. Admit that yesterday you khilaf saw cogan until tempted to macarin, and now you have realized that you love him. It's his business, Na. What else do you want? Think about using what custom? Are you immediately confused about choosing an outdoor or indoor theme?"

"Yes, it's not that easy, Vin."

"Yes, if it can be made easy why should it be made difficult?"

"I mean, it's not that easy, I just disconnected my ex has not even 24 hours, my time has been directly with others? I think I'm like a silly girl, right?"

"Oh, so you want more of your 'good girl' image than doctor Saga's? Na, plis, can't you just bego for a minute? Are you not the same as Doctor Saga? Don't care how she feels all this time? You've hurt him so much, Na, you're not aware? What forget? Or pretend to forget?"

Malvin's sentence actually slapped Ayana. His appetite that was not how suddenly disappeared. He spontaneously put down his bowl and left.

"Heh, Na! Where are you going? Eat the medicine first! Whoi!" exclaiming Malvin who is not digubris Ayana at all, "basic. Want to immediately find the candidate ayang bebnya tuh. And hopefully this is not her saga that is khilaf with other girls. Not my dear if it happens, it can be all messed up," his grunts while bribing the porridge Ayana used. Understand he just came home from work and stopped by here so haven't stopped eating.

"Malvin, that's why the porridge even you eat? Where's yana?"

Malvin immediately scowled wide when caught by the owner of the house. "Hehe, Mommy. You finished cooking, Mi?"