Love As Dosed?
PPDS or Child?

Saga is still seen reading a book when Ayana enters the house. Her husband must be waiting for her return.

"Assalamualaikum, my husband. Waiting for his wife to come home?"

Realizing his wife's return, Saga immediately closed her book and extended her hand. Ayana immediately kissed the back of her husband's hand.

"Well, do you eat malem?" tanyanya ignored the greeting of the wife earlier.

Ayana nodded then sat down on the left side of Saga. Her head was directly leaning on the husband's shoulder. Both of his eyes were immediately closed after.

"Wake first" Saga warned.

"Have you had dinner yet, Mom?" ask Ayana. Both of his eyes were still closed.

Saga then nodded.

Hearing Saga's reply, Ayana immediately opened her eyes and looked at Saga. "When did we last eat together? How old feeling, huh?"

"Last week it was." Saga then straightens up Ayana's body, "shower first, yuk! It's malem." Then guide the wife to stand up immediately. This made Ayana suddenly change her ignorant expression.

"Two of these, Mas?"

"Want to?" Saga asked back. However, before Ayana answered she first said, "no. It's malem. Don't be weird if you don't want me to flick," he threatened to sound not kidding.

"So, when the faces look like they want to be," ledek Ayana, "hayo, ngaku!"

Saga did not immediately reply. The man took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. "Do you stay up two days in a row?" the challenge is not to lose.

"Look, who's afraid," Ayana replied not to lose. His expression did not look playful.

Saga who saw it, inevitably had to sigh again and this time sounded heavier. It was his fault for challenging his wife.

"I," said Saga resigned, "you run out of the night shift continue rolling shift day, Yan. Don't be weird! Come on, hunt, shower!"

Ayana immediately laughed as she patted Saga's cheek. "Duh, so sweet really worried about his wife. So melt me, Mas."

"Come in the fridge if it melts."

Ayana immediately scowled. "You're the number one destroyer, Mas. Dah, I'm gonna take a shower first."

"Emang was told from earlier, right?" reply Saga while reaching for his reading book that was lying on the table, then followed the wife afterwards.

When Ayana finished her bath Saga was still awake. As usual, the man was busy with his book. Compared back to him, if waiting for the man was definitely the ends even sleep first.

Realizing that the wife had finished bathing, Saga closed the book. Ayana immediately lies down next to Saga and hugs the man.

"Sleep immediately?" ask Saga while returning the embrace of his wife.

"Hurry up, it's that we're still newlyweds, Mas. Time to go to sleep?"

Saga nodded in disagreement. "Sleep," he suggested later.

"Just a minute, can I talk?"

Saga then stretched her arms and looked at her wife. "What?"

"TDS." Ayana again buried her head on Saga's chest, "you think I better take a specialist what don't you?"

"Is there a problem?" ask Saga worried.

Coincidentally, the two have agreed that Ayana will take a specialist doctor education program after they get married. And Saga agrees with that, he doesn't even care if his wife will ask to delay the pregnancy during the education program. Then why now did Ayana look hesitant with their agreement.

"Mama didn't give me permission."

Saga stretched their arms back. To ensure the expression of the wife's face now. "How are you?"

Ayana shakes. "I don't know. I'm confused, Mas."

"Let me talk to Mama" said Saga, trying to calm her.

"It doesn't really matter if I take PPDS, only you don't agree that we're delaying pregnancy."

"I don't have a problem."

Ayana stared at Saga intensely. Her two eyes tried to find the lies from her husband's eyes. However, he did not find it. Saga looked serious about his words.

"Emang Mas Saga doesn't want to have any?"

"So Mas Saga really wants to?"

"Now. But since the one who got pregnant and gave birth to you, I am up to you. If you're not ready, let's postpone."

"I'm selfish dong, Mas?"

"No," commented Saga.

Ayana took a long breath. "If you take PPDS with a pregnant condition I'm afraid it can not be a good mother how, yes, Mas?"

"You haven't tried yet, how do you know what you can do?"

Ayana shook her head in ignorance. "No idea, Mom. I'm confused."

Saga tilted her body. Their positions are now facing each other. His hands were crossed in front of his chest and a straight look looked at his wife. "So the resident is heavy, especially with your position as a wife. It may feel like it will get heavier if you get pregnant later. But even though it's heavy, I'm sure and believe you can get through it. Don't be afraid either, I will definitely continue to support you."

"But Malvin said being the son of his parents the specialist was heavy. I'm afraid our son feels that way."

"Yan," said Saga, not seeming to like the wife's opinion, "do you say that?"

"Mas, you know that Malvin's pureblood clique isn't our muggle? His parents were both specialists, Mas."

Saga nodded. "I know, but--"

"I'm really worried, Mom, if our son will be the same fate as Malvin if I were to take a specialist. I don't want to. Does that mean I don't have to take PPDS, do I?"

Saga shook his head quickly. "If that I don't agree. I don't think your worries are fundamental. I don't want you to give up your dreams just for the sake of conceiving and giving birth to my child. If the child can get in the way of your dreams, we don't have to have children."

After saying that Saga chose to sleep on his back to his wife. Ayana did not dare to let out her voice after that, all she did was go to sleep afterwards. Their bodies are both tired and they need rest as soon as possible. Not arguing.

***

Ayana already did not find Saga's whereabouts by her side, as she opened her eyes. While trying to collect his life, he then sat down cross-legged. His head looked for the whereabouts of the husband.

"Mas! It's Saga!"

Ayana immediately got out of bed while curling her hair using a hairpin.

"Again the shower?" He then walked closer to the bathroom door. Knocked it twice, but got no answer. When she opened it, her husband was not there.

Ayana then decided to go downstairs. Who knows her husband is already in the dining room reading the news or maybe a health journal.

However, when she gets there, Ayana does not find her husband.

"Sir, where did the father go, huh? How can I find it that there isn't?"

"Well, didn't you have time to say goodbye to Mom?"

Darti's question seemed to slap him. He immediately realized, last night Saga was a little angry with him about PPDS. Oh, my God, why did you forget him?

"Oh, maybe you don't have to wake up Mom, will you come home late at night. Later also Mr. seemed to rush, like a phone call from the hospital. Maybe there's an operation early in the morning but I forgot, Mom."

Ayana grimaced then nodded. "Yes, there may be a cito, Ma'am. Immediate operation. If you forget like not deh, because you rarely forget about the schedule of operations."

"Oh, is that it, huh, Mom? It could be, yes, maybe it's that country. Do you want to make breakfast now?" tawar Darti later.

"Well, didn't you make breakfast for me?"

"Father is in a hurry, Mom, so I'm not perfect for breakfast. He said he'd have breakfast at the hospital."

Ayana nodded in understanding. "Well, if that's why I also have breakfast in the hospital cafeteria, ma'am."

Darti looks surprised and unsure. "Well, isn't Mom today the afternoon shift?"

Ayana scratched her hair wrongly. "Em, that's. anu, I mean nyusulin Mas Saga all let me have breakfast together."

"Oh, fine, Mom."

"Hehe, yes." Ayana suddenly like a person who is misbehaving, "if that's what I am. go up first yes, Ma'am. Take a shower. Afraid Mas Saga had breakfast first."

"Better a phone first, Ma'am," said Darti suggested.

Ayana just nodded to say yes.