Love As Dosed?
Worrying

After getting word that Ayana had fallen unconscious, Saga rushed straight to the IGD in a hurry. Thought garbled. Worry, worry, and also feel guilty. A few sentences 'if only' flashed in his brain. He would not forgive himself if something happened between the two.

With a sigh that sounded a little dull, Saga finally arrived at IGD. By the time he got there, Ayana was being dealt with by Malvin.

He then asked Eri, the doctor who had contacted him. To ask about the condition of the wife until she can faint like this. Is it because Ayana is pushing herself too much?

"Where's the story about fainting?"

The flashback

"Na, please stop! Please sew patient bed 3 dong, urgent nih. I want to check the condition of the newly arrived patient."

Ayana immediately stood up from her chair as soon as she heard the screams of her colleague while giving her thumbs up. He then immediately rushed towards the bed that Eri meant. He then immediately put on gloves and prepared to sew the patient's wound.

"Hello, good afternoon, I'm doctor Ayana-"

"I don't want to be stitched up, doc," said the patient suddenly, "let me just die."

Ayana was obviously shocked when she heard the words of the patient. He thought his patients would not be stitched up for fear of needles. He then looked towards the nurse.

"He was a suicide victim, doc," the nurse whispered, "deliberately jumped into the street to be hit by a car, but God said otherwise, so the wound wasn't too serious."

Ayana suddenly worried. Handling patients with mental conditions that are unstable is not easy, especially considering she is pregnant. He used to hush patients attempted suicide until he got a bruise.

"Duh, the Eri my loving time is a beginning patient. What if I shut up?"

"It's why I stand by here, doc. Just in case the patient turns. But so far no really, the patient is still calm from the beginning dateng."

Ayana tried to stay calm. "But I'm a doctor, I can't just let a patient come in, let alone the patient's condition needs treatment."

"If so let me go home" the patient replied. Without hesitation he immediately got up from his lying position.

"Eh, uh, where are you going? Your wounds should be stitched up immediately."

"I said I didn't want to" the patient snapped.

"But your condition needs immediate treatment, if the wound is not sewn, the blood will continue to come out, you can lose a lot of blood-"

"That's my goal! I said I wanted to die!"

"If you really want to die, you shouldn't involve anyone else!" Ayana grunts in disbelief, "who intends to die is just you, but why are you dragging the others as well? You should have done it yourself, so that no one could have done it."

The patient looks angry when he hears Ayana's words. "You call yourself a doctor?" he said while pushing Ayana's body.

Ayana was still trembling, as if she had no fear. Even though the reality of his heart is tight-fisted. "Why? You offended? If you really seriously intend to end your life, why choose a crowded place? Isn't a quiet place much more guaranteeing?" Ayana then smiled faintly, "Because it could be that the other side of you doesn't really want that. It is not too late, you can make up for it all after this. So let me treat you."

"Don't care enough!"

"I don't care, I just want to do my job. If you really intend to leave, at least you have to sign a forced return statement, because the hospital does not want to take the risk if something happens to you later."

Unexpectedly, the patient sat back down and lay down without making a sound. Ayana smiled with relief afterwards, not forgetting to say thank you.

"Why do you thank me?" ask the patient a little cynically.

"Not everyone is able to survive, each person has a time to get tired of their lives and want to end it all, as you do. But you chose to stay after I got angry, of course I have to thank you."

Ayana began sewing the patient's wound before injecting anesthesia.

"You can. I'm sure you can."

"You just don't know what I'm dealing with why are you so confident that I can?"

"Take this as a woman's instinct."

The patient nodded. "May you be right" he murmured later.

Ayana smiles. "Aamiin's."

After finishing sewing the patient's wound, Ayana immediately attached a water-repellent bandage to the wound. He then asked the patient to wait for the guardian because the hospital had been able to contact his family.

"Doctor Yana just made a really cool vow" praised the nurse who had helped her.

"The readiness of doang, the original is the same, afraid also actually earlier. Where was I to be pushed so, I swear, I'm afraid my son why-why."

"Eh, yes, I was also very surprised when Dr. Yana was pushed suddenly, but now the doctor is not papa right? No one was hurt or made the doctor uncomfortable? The strength of men though not very big-gede exterminated, still different if coupled with the strength of girls, doc."

Ayana nodded while giving a thumbs up. "Pure. That's a new patient coming in, you take care of it first, I want to take a quick drink."

"Ready, doc."

Eri immediately approached Ayana who was now sipping water from a bottle. "Na, you're not papa, are you?"

"No, it's safe."

"Sorry, really yes, I think yes the patient will not act because emang from the beginning come until I observe calm. So fitting there is a new patient whose condition is more serious, yes I throw to lo."

Ayana closed her bottle while shaking her head. "Even, yes, no papa, relax. I checked the patient first, yes" he said later.

Just stepping Eri suddenly held back Ayana's arm. "Na, you're seriously not papa?"

"Seriously, my God, God! No papa, Ri, I'm safe. Wal afiat's health."

"But that..." Eri pointed between the two legs of the woman who appeared to bleed.

Ayana's face immediately turned panicked. Shortly after, he lost consciousness.

Flashback off

Saga instantly scooped her face as soon as she finished hearing Eri's explanation. His mind grew chaotic, he was worried if something happened to his wife and the baby.

"Eh, Bang, are you here?" malvin asked as soon as he finished examining Ayana.

Saga nodded. "Where is Yana's condition with my son?"

"No papa, the baby was just shocked because of a mild impact, thank God there is nothing to worry about. Only even though I need hospitalization advice for a day or two first, yes, Bang, make follow-up observations. Wait for Doctor Ine to come. Just so Yana's bed rest first, maybe the mind factor of her blood pressure is higher than usual. I've given you a blood-lowering infusion." Malvin patted Saga on the shoulder, "meet me first, Bang, let me help with his administration."

"Thanks, yes."

Malvin nodded no problem.