
" Ajeng has not spoken to Andien mas, Wa aja is still blocked, because Andien's problem broke up mas."
" Ajeng does love you very much, he is very disappointed, he feels, if you become his sister-in-law, he is very happy Ndien, as well as mommy, he was sick because we separated. More pensive."
" I hurt the mas family really well, sorry it's not enough, right?".
" You are more frankly Ndien, maybe for others, really expect you, as well as mas, mas have not been able to move on, you are good Bi, very good, very good, but I never expected us to be like this, you made a mistake, I'm sorry, honestly Ndien, anything."
" Andien's feelings are wrong. "
" And when I found out, you weren't dating Dimas either, you were confused by Ndien."
" The guilt is, very deep mas."
" If you're happy he's Ndien, don't live off that guilt, you'll be alone."
" The good heart is like a garden, the good mind is its root.Good words are its flowers.Good deeds are its fruit.The heart is not a toy of the mas, the heart is fragile, the heart is,need special treatment and can not be recycled, I do not want to play games about the heart of the mas, because the affairs of the feeling, affect everything, ", said Andien.
" I understand Ndien.Mas remember two things about you Ndien, how you came into my life, and how you left me".
" Mas do not hate you Ndien, as sick as anything mas alamai, will not change the nature and character of mas.Just because the bad people then reply, mas is not like this, it will dirty themselves mas."
" Not everyone understands your condition, not everyone understands how you feel.
" Many men, unknowingly give the burden, give the trauma, to women. To continue his life, feel good just fine without burden.Even no matter the slightest about feelings.I struggled to recover from our separation Ndien, did not want to know how hard I struggled, forced myself to love myself, Ndien, must be strong despite frequent collapses, he forcibly recovers from broken and broken hearts, struggles to heal".
" If it is said to be heavy, very heavy Ndien, but for the sake of many things, can only live up to this day, even as bad as the situation, I told myself, I said to myself, no matter if you go through a situation like this, I tell myself, no matter what, you have experienced disappointment, rise up and never regret the memories."
" Want to tell the story along anything to others Ndien, will lose when the feet kneel, hands in fold ".
" I still love you Ndien, you're the best part of my life, I can't really be far from you, but, if it's close, I know and realize whose heart it is, I'm hurt.I don't hate you, Ndien, although honestly I was very hurt, whatever pain I experienced, I was happy to have been a part of you, I was more aware, that happiness does not need such a reason.Just look around, understand the situation, understand the situation, grateful for the remaining and the future .Not the first time I lost. But it's when you're happy, but realize someone should be even when they're gone."
Andien just kept quiet, he really did not know what to say anymore, and when his squad gave him the code, to prepare for the podium, Andien paid his respects to Edward.
There is a sense of regret, guilt so deep, it feels that the chaos of his life is not lost.
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