Love Athletes And Trainers
Instinct

" Sleeping and waking up makes no difference to me. My dreams are bad and my life is horrendous. I don't know which made the tears melt the eyes, the disappearance. The body shivered and the heart frowned. I miss what you said Ndien."

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“All will be fine, Dear.” Your calm voice is soft in the ears. I felt a warm stream of your fingers tracing every inch of skin. It starts from your hair that has begun to extend, down to your neck, back, and ends with a tight hug at the waist. "

" And you know, under the covers, under the covers,

you squeeze tightly both of my hands. I forced a laugh while answering pessimistically, “You are indeed too bad a liar.”

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: You laugh, really, then answer seriously, “I am bad at lying but still the best at loving you, said Dimas.

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" It's funny but I can't laugh and still suffer. It's so lazy to face today, "Andien said.

You know, Ndien, I miss you waving, and I miss chasing the hospital's early morning attendance. My body grabbed the phone that popped up a long row of notifications from you Ndien. Your name is the first one I touch. Without a doubt I followed the link of a song you sent through the chat screen. Not half the song played, I've laughed through each of the lyrics. Little laugh but as if running tired.I miss it Bi."

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" My feet are out of bed and my heart is determined to start the day, no longer doing you any wrong."

" Everyone has their own wounds, pains, and fears. Even sometimes, ah not sometimes but often for the sake of keeping the feelings of the people around, this self is trying to be okay. Laughing as if the world was giving off fireworks in the chest. Once the stage is over, the mask is removed, then the heart wonders. Is there someone out there who realizes that my laughter has disappeared from my eyes? There's no sparkle. Only a line of falsehood remained on the lips. I'm so hurt, if you're not part of my life for too long, I'm not hurt so deeply."

" And my mom's message this morning when you call Andien, don't feel your life is hardest just because it's gone through a problem no one else has ever faced. Don't consider your life heavy if you're not noticed. Don't think your life is the one that suffers the most because every age, every generation, every condition, every situation, every person, every role has its own difficulties and problems. Please, respect each other’s way of life, mami and papi with you son."

These words are so touching to Andien.Andien knows, you know,

" You sulk and then you shut up. I know Ndien mamu is upset and you are silent. I'm quiet you're quiet, too, but I like.You're quiet, that's more adorable because it means you exist. There's a taste in me, and the sense between us will never go out.

If I'm having fun myself it means you don't exist and it feels sad Ndien."

" Merana, miserable, not very good far away from you Ndien. Even want me Wa don't know how to start, want to apologize you are angry, want to ask you news you don't answer."

" At least you have Wa."

" And why are you also not Wa mas ? Or a phone? Don't want to meet you, when you're in your training? Is it because the Chinese athlete is Ndien ".

" I should have replied to what you made mas, especially since the first Chinese single player son liked me, even until now, let me know mas, it feels in the duain how , not good."

Dimas just hugged Andien's body tightly. Their eyes stared at each other.

" You're getting ugly, skinny ,hiyam, not taken care of."

" Without you, it's not who Ndien is. I will not repeat lying to you. Create a map, make 360 uploads from the play store, so we know each other, we where ".

" Actually there is no need for that mas, sharp female instincts, and if the man lies sooner or later it will be open."

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Don't Forget

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