Love For Ayunda
CUA 16 Trauma

Love For Ayunda (16)

" Yes already, Brother go home first, yes!",

Alif immediately took Mr. Hendra's hand to kiss him. He remembered what his mother had always taught him to kiss the hands of those older than him.

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Arkana takes Ayu to her room. Ayu noticed Arkana's room was very spacious and so neat.

" We'll clean ourselves up in turns. Do you want me or you?" Arkana made a choice.

" What if I used to, honey?" asked Ayu.

Arkana was silent for a moment. His heart feels flowery.

"Darling?" asked Ayu, shaking her hand in front of Arkana.

"Oh yeah, what?"

" Can I take a shower first?" Ayu repeated her question.

" Yes, of course. The bathroom's over there", Arkana shows the bathroom door.

Ayu walks into the bathroom and starts doing her cleaning routine.

Arkana was sitting on the couch, opening her phone.

Fifteen minutes passed, Ayu was done and put on her bathrobe which was already available in the bathroom.

Arkana's eyes did not blink looking at Ayu without using a veil. His long hair, smooth skin, stunned Arkana.

Arkana suddenly remembers a shadow in the past.

" Beautiful", Inner Arkana.

Indeed, as long as he met Ayu again, he never saw Ayu without her hijab. Because since living with Miss Maryam Ayu tried to wear Istiqomah clothes that cover her aura.

Then, he shook his head to wake up from his daydream.

" Dear, are you done?. Let me show you where your clothes are", ask Arkana.

Arkana immediately drove Ayu to the walk in closet and showed where Ayu's clothes were.

Alu walked in a little timidly, for this was the first time he opened his veil in the presence of a man after he was steady to hijab.

However, as she remembered Arkana was her husband, Ayu ventured.

" From here to the cupboard at the end of it, all your necessities. While the cupboard that's there gets to the end of it, it contains my needs" Arkana explained.

Ayu nodded.

" Yes, then now I'm the one who wants to clean up,"

Arkana leaves Ayu and heads to the bathroom.

When Arkana finished it turned out that Ayu was already asleep in bed. It seems like he is very tired.

Arkana walked to the walk in closet to change her clothes. However, it turned out that he saw the clothes that Ayu had prepared. Finally, he put on the clothes his wife had prepared.

Arkana fell down next to his wife.

For a moment he looked at Ayu. I admire the beauty of God in front of me.

Until finally he fell asleep even though, Arkana never took a nap.

Ayu was restless in her sleep, sweat pouring out. After a long period of anxiety he finally woke up.

Ayu was really shocked to see a man who was hugging her tightly. Until he automatically rewinds his body away from the man.

Arkana awakens, feeling Ayu's sudden movements.

He looked at the pale-faced Ayu with sweat pouring out.

" Why are you, honey?", asked Arkana.

Ayu did not answer he still set his breath that was wheezing.

" Are you okay?", asked Arkana again.

Ayu finally answered but only with a headband.

Arkana tried to hold Ayu's hand. Apparently, his hands were very cold. He immediately took the water that was on his breath and gave it to Ayu.

Ayu drank it up the toilet.

" Dear, do you want to tell me? What's wrong with you?" asked Arkana slowly.

Arkana understood. Someone he told to find out about Ayu, told him that Ayu had always had nightmares ever since.

" Sorry. It's all my fault" said Arkana.

Ayu just shut up.

" Let's go to sleep again!?", ask Arkana.

" I seem to want to see Alif alone," Ayu replied because her drowsiness disappeared instantly. There was a feeling of worry if he went back to sleep.

I don't know, because he's not used to sleeping with a man or he's traumatized because when Arkana took his chastity he was unconscious.

The two wash their faces first before meeting Alif who is still playing with Zaki.

Tika's family hasn't come home yet. Because the Arkana family asked him to stay.

" Alif happy to stay here?" asked Arkana as Alif ran up to him.

" Yes, Deddy. Deddy's house is so big. There is a place to play, Alif likes", cried Alif.

Alif and Zaki are playing in a room that Arkana has become a magic playground for Alif.

There is a place for bathing balls, trampolines and various kinds of games that are usually in the playground in the mall.

Ayu was happy to see the happiness displayed by her son. For a moment he forgot his fear. ok ok

Ayu also sat in the chair watching Alif who invited Arkana to play.

Her tears suddenly fell. He was deeply moved that Arkana would accept Alif even if he was born not because of the love of his parents. Even when asked if Ayu already loves her husband? the answer is not yet.

Ayu just tried to follow the existing flow. He just tried his best to carry out his role as a wife and a mother. For the happiness of her son, Arkana wants to be responsible and does not see the compulsion in her.

" Are you happy now?" asked Tika.

Ayu nodded. " I'm so happy to see Alif smiling and feeling a father's affection".

"Blessed. Enough 5 years, you're living a life of suffering. Now it's time for you to be happy."

" Arkana said, you're going on your honeymoon out of town. Is that true?"

" yes. Arkana said so too. According to Mbak, how?", Ayu looked towards Tika.

" What how is it? Of course it's good. You can get closer if you have quality time only both" explained Tika

" Then what about Alif?", asked Ayu looking at Alif. Though the sense of weight was not solely because it left Alif alone.

Ayu has never left Alif for a while. Moreover, now he had to leave Alif out of the city for days.

" You take it easy, it's Ma'am's business".

" Mother, Alif is thirsty" said Alif who ran towards him.

Tika took the water and gave it to Ayu.

Ayu drinks it to Alif.

" Alif sleepy?, asked Arkana while sitting his body on a chair right next to Ayu.

Alif shook his head he was still interested in the game that was there.

" Dear Alif, you have to take a nap" said Ayu.

" But, Mommy. ", whine Alif.

He still feels right there.

" After Alif takes a nap, Alif can play again here. It was made for you, baby", Arkana said.

But, Alif was still heavy to leave the room.

" Want you see Alif's room? Alif hasn't seen his room yet, has he? There's a picture of her Cars", Arkana tries to persuade Alif again.

" Areally?," asked Ali curiously and answered a nod by Arkana. " Alif can take Zaki's brother, can't you, Daddy?" Alif asked expectantly.

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