Love For Ayunda

Love For Ayunda
CUA 29 Letters From Ayu


Love For Ayunda (29)


No. gabe. It must be just my feeling. Honey, wait for me to explain everything. Inner Arkana.


" So, hurry up!!"


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Arkana, who had just parked her car, rushed down and ran straight to her room. Ayu's words kept ringing in her ears.


According to your orders, I will leave I will never wait for you. Thanks for everything.


Chequelek


Arkana looked at him. However, empty. There was no wife in his room.


Maybe in Alif's room. Inner Arkana


Arkana runs towards the connecting door to Alif's room. Nil again. There is no Ayu, not even Alif.


Deg


His feelings are getting messed up. Arkana ran down the stairs to the kitchen.


" Bi, aunty!", cried Arkana.


A middle-aged woman approaches Arkana.


" What's the matter, Den?", asked Bi Mina.


" Have Ayu gone home? Where is alif? Why isn't there in her room?", Arkana flocked her maid with many questions.


" Non Ayu has not returned. Even Den Alif picked up his friend Non Ayu. He said he was leaving. I was also asked to prepare Non Ayu and Den Alif clothes", Bi Mina explained.


" How is aunt sure it's Ayu's friend?"


" Non Ayu talked to me through his friend's phone",


" Tell me no, she said where are you going?"


" no. But, Non Ayu tipped something for Den Arka. A moment I picked it up", Bi Mina went to pick up things for Arkana that she had left to her friend Ayu.


Not long after, Bi Mina came and handed the item to Arkana. Arkana returned to her room feeling empty.


It was clear that Ayu went to take Alif with her. However, the question was, where did Ayu go?


Impatiently, Arkana immediately opened a medium-sized cardboard box. He hopes there is a clue about the whereabouts of Ayu and Alif.


Inside there is an ayu mobile phone, jewelry including a wedding ring is also a brooch. Everything is Arkana's gift.


Arkana smiled bitterly. Instead of finding a clue, he instead finds items that should be able to show Ayu's whereabouts now in his hands.


" That's how you don't want me to find, baby? You know all this stuff I've kept my tracking device?", his tears are flowing. A sense of tightness filled his chest cavity.


Ayu is not a stupid woman. The wedding ring even Bros is a custom made item only for Ayu who was deliberately ordered Arkana. He knew this stuff had been planted with a tracking device. So, if he keeps the goods it is the same as giving the point of its location to Arkana.


After all the stuff he took out, at the very bottom there was a letter.


To my husband, Mas Arkana


Assalamu'alaikum


When Mas received this box, it meant that I had already gone far away from you.


A wife cannot leave without her husband's permission. But, I left also on Mas Arka's order in the hospital.


" But I didn't tell you to go far, baby", said Arkana.


Maybe, I mean, I was just told to leave the hospital. But, do you remember? Would you let me go if I messed around? Even in front of Mommy Mas promised not to hurt me. But, actually?


Arkana. He realized that he had hurt his wife with his dishonesty that caused misunderstandings.


To me, I have hurt my heart so much. Grasping hands and sitting pretty friendly with other women, it hurts a lot. She is a woman in your past.


Mom, would you say I had to? They are given the freedom to choose.


I don't know what he's sick of. Maybe it hurts hard until the azaleas are near? I don't know.


Did you do it out of pity or because he's still in your heart? I don't know either.


What I believe right now, I mean nothing to you but your wife. Yes, just status. While your heart is still filled with its name. He is the owner of your heart.


That is why you prefer to accompany him who has accompanied you for two years. Rather than taking a moment to explain to me, someone who may not have filled your heart has only been with you for a few months.


I'm disappointed, Mas.


I never begged to hold you accountable. You offered it yourself. Even you are constantly trying to melt my heart. Until the moment this heart is only attached to you, you just throw it away.


I'm a fool who believes too much in your words. Too washed away on your ray coax. Because all I think about is Alif, Alif, and Alif.


How happy he was when he knew he had a father. How happy she is when she spends time with you. Until I forget to confirm whether you're really out of your past. Yeah, I'm lulled.


Maybe it's time to rethink this relationship. While I haven't been too deep in loving you. I think responsibility for Alif can still be done without having to continue with me. I need not only your body, but also your heart. I need your honesty.


Ridhoi me wherever me and Alif are. I just need to calm down. The doctor said, I should not be too stressed because it can result in my weak womb.


...Wassalamu'alaikum's chat...


...Your wife...


...Ayunda...


Degs..Degs..Degs..


" So, are you pregnant?. That change in your attitude is because you're pregnant with our child?", Arkana's tears are getting louder. The greater Arkana's guilt toward his wife.


Ayu's strange attitude during this time was because she was pregnant. Lack of appetite is also a sensitive trait.


Arkana again took a paper that turned out to contain a hospital statement that the wife was 7 weeks pregnant.


Arkana fell silent in her tears. Regretted? Yes, he's sorry. He should have been honest from the beginning. It was honest that he met Tasya. Not even delaying to explain and ending with regrets like now.


Even now, Ayu went to avoid him just to calm down. For the safety of the fetus in her birth.


At the time he should accompany this still vulnerable pregnancy. However, if his presence only adds to Ayu's mind burden, Arkana becomes confused as to what he should do next.


"I should have ignored a message from Tasya back then. Delete it before I read it. So as not to get carried away by the feeling of accidentally seeing her mother Tasya in the Mall when me and my small family spend time together in the midst of my busy life", muttered Arkana.


In fact, Arkana even more concerned curiosity than his small family. Leaving them with a lie, there was sudden business.


" Arkana b0d0h", he said to himself. "Since then, doesn't that mean family isn't number one to me?", Arkana laughed at herself.


Arkana was silent for a moment, he was wondering what he should do.


" How can I let my wife go back to her pregnancy without a husband. Is the pregnancy weak now? Stress? Because me?. Oh my God" Arkana was angry at herself.


" No! I can't just keep quiet. I have to look for it even if I can only see it from afar, I have to find it!", Arkana said.


He grabbed his laptop and began to move his fingers over the keyboard.


TB


 


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