Love For Ayunda
CUA 41 Fear of Making Mistakes

Love For Ayunda (41)

" Sister, move on dong. It's been five years" Reva knows her brother still hopes for a woman in his past.

" Hm"

Reva left while stomping her feet. He was really upset by the attitude of his brother.

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A few days passed. The relationship between Arkana and Ayu has not changed much. Although Ayu never neglected her duties as a wife, she was not as happy as before. More silence.

However, Arkana demands nothing. Like Ayu said, he just needs time.

" Tomorrow Mas out of town, you're okay if you stay?," Arkana confirmed.

" Why should anything. I'm not a child" Ayu replied while remaining focused on wearing her night cream.

Arkana sighed. Honestly, he does not like Ayu's attitude which becomes a little cold. He wanted a warm Ayu. However, the warmth he could only see when Ayu interacted with Alif and the rest of the family.

" Dear, come here. I want to quickly go to sleep with your arms around you," asked the spoiled Arkana.

Without rebutting, Ayu immediately lay down beside Arkana. Arkana pulls Ayu into his arms.

" Want to buy something? I'm going to town Y" Arkana said, loosening his arms.

" Hm.. No need. I don't want anything ", Ayu answered while playing the buttons of her husband's shirt.

" Can I have a vitamin before I go? They'll be gone a week. It can be faster if there are no obstacles, or it can be longer" Arkana said

Arkana knew Ayu had finished his puerperium after his wife asked him to pray for the congregation earlier.

" May" replied Ayu who understood her suamin ambiguous request.

Ayu had no reason to refuse the husband's invitation. Moreover, he remembered that a wife would sin if she refused his suamin invitation.

From Abu Hurairah, the Prophet said, ”If a man takes his wife to bed, but the wife does not want to come to him, then the husband is angry, then he will be cursed until morning.”

" But I don't want to get pregnant yet" Ayu reminded her.

" She's going to wear safety" he replied, picking something up in a drawer next to the bed.

Arkana had anticipated it. He does not want his desire not achieved just because he lacks preparation.

"If in the future you want to install KB first also can" Arkana gave permission.

It should not be selfish to force Ayu to get pregnant immediately while the relationship has not really improved. Arkana's goal right now is to make Ayu comfortable with him.

It was a long night for both of them. To enjoy each other's pleasure.

Initially, Ayu only follows her husband's play. He became more passive and just accepting.

Until a while later, Ayu was the one who became more aggressive and became the control. Arkana feels strange, but he doesn't really care because he himself likes and even enjoys it.

Until both of them actually completed it at almost the same time.

Ayu looks tired. He set his breath.

" Thank you, dear.", Arkana hugs Ayu with Ayu's position behind her.

Ayu just nodded.

"Shake first or go straight to sleep ?"

"I'm gonna take a shower, Mom. But, wait a minute. I'm still tired" replied Ayu who is more comfortable to take a shower first before going to bed.

Without saying much more, Arkana opened the blanket and lifted the wife's body.

"Mas!," cried ayu in shock because without a cue her husband had raised his body.

"Sorry to make you tired. To save time, we take a bath together, '" he said, moving to the bathroom.

Ayu simply enjoyed the attention her husband gave her.

" Can I ask you something ?"

Now both of them are back on the bed with a fresher body. Also the hair that is not wet because it has dried each other with the hairdryer earlier.

" What?"

"In the middle of the game, why aren't you the usual. Although mas really like it, but Mas was curious," he said uncovering his astonishment.

Ayu shut up for a moment. No need to be clear, she understood the unusual things her husband meant.

Ayu who at the time she was in a supine position immediately changed her position facing her husband.

" I'm just afraid of making a mistake" she replied, hugging Arkana. So that he does not see the eyes of the husband.

" What's wrong?" asked Arkana while rubbing his wife's head.

" I'm afraid Mas is looking for an outlet outside because he's not satisfied with me. Moreover, I will be gone for a week. I didn't know I was gonna meet anybody. It could be that he will meet a more beautiful woman who is more than I can raise...."

"Why always think negatively ", Arkana cuts off the word of the wife.

" Because I have an attractive husband in the eyes of women" Arkana just chuckles at the words of her Wife. " Image one of them" added Ayu.

" But you're the only woman that interested Mas" Arkana tried to raise his wife's face to look at him.

Arkana kissed Ayu's face after a brief kiss on her lips.

" It's not that easy to move to another heart. Nor is it men who like to play like that with other women. The mistake on that night only happened because the mas was unconscious and under the influence of drugs" he explained.

"I'm just worried. If that's the case, I can't blame you completely, ma'am. Because there's my share there," Ayu explained.

Arkana. pulls Ayu back in his arms. He kissed Ayu's head.

" As you said, many people are interested. Therefore, it is easy for you if you want to cheat. But, Mas prefers to do the challenging thing that is faithful. Because loyalty can only be done by those who have commitment and it is not easy" Arkana said.

" If you still don't believe, you can contact us at any time. Mas will pick it up as long as Mas knows that you're the one who called the mas,"

" Can I be possessive ?"

Arkana shuffled Ayu's hair. I am worried about the wife's question.

" For the moment. But, not for the foreseeable future," silent for a moment. "After all, possessiveness is negatively connoted. Not good for our relationship. What we must always grow is mutual trust.

Cheating is not just about having an opportunity. But, because there is an intention and he is done with full awareness. Cheating is a choice. So, as many women as you are around Mas, it won't affect anything. Because in Mas's heart is full of your name," explained Arkana at length.

Ayu blushed to hear her suamin words. Impressed only by a flutter but, somehow Ayu likes it.

" Rest. Don't keep thinking about things that haven't happened yet,"

Ayu nodded. He obeyed Arkana by closing his eyes and trying to sleep.

Until finally, because of his fatigue, Ayu immediately fell asleep in the warm embrace of the husband.

"Beautiful dream, baby, Cup."

Arkana's a little relieved. At least Ayu always said her heart and did not hold it alone. Until he knows what he has to do later.

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