Love for Kanaya
CHAPTER 3. WILL SEARCH

Inside the bathroom, Keenan took off his clothes then stood in front of the mirror staring at his reflection.

Next to his hand clenched and he stuck it on the mirror when he saw the scars on his chest, there was regret attending the invitation of his colleagues. If only he had not come to the show, last night's events might never have happened.

Keenan closed his eyes, trying to remember the girl's face. However, what happened was only a few words from the girl who tried to fight.

"I'm going to look for you, however I have to take responsibility for my actions even though it's not really my fault."

After cleaning up, Keenan approached the father who he said wanted to talk about important things to him.

"Pa, Mama said there's something important that Papa wants to talk to me about?" Keenan brought himself to sit beside his papa.

"Here you look at the girl in the picture." Vino gave a photograph to his son. "His name, Vera" he said again.

Keenan took the photo and looked at it with a frown. A few moments staring at the photo, Keenan also now understand about the important thing that his papa wants to talk about.

"Sorry, Pa, it looks like Keenan changed his mind." Keenan then returned the photo to his father.

"But why Keenan? Didn't you yourself say you were going to hand it over to Papa to find a future wife for you? That girl is Papa's friend's son and she's already agreed to be betrothed to you." Vino said, a little surprised to hear Keenan's decision that suddenly changed his mind.

Hearing his father's words, Keenan let out a long sigh and rested his head on the sofa he was sitting on. During this time he was never close to any woman, so at that time he agreed when his father offered to find a future wife for him. But after last night he changed his mind, preferring to look for the girl he had taken away his honor and would take responsibility for. However, of course he could not tell the reason why he changed his mind, on his papa.

"Pa, give Keenan an apology to him. Just tell him Keenan isn't ready to get married." Keenan said as he looked with his tail to the photo of the girl still held by Vino.

"It can't be like that dong, Keenan. You're just as likely to embarrass Papa." Vino looks disappointed.

"Keenan's really sorry, Pa. Keenan can't marry Papa's chosen girl." Keenan moved from his seat and stepped out of his papa's study.

Vino could only sigh while staring at the back of his son who had disappeared behind the door. He could catch something wrong with his son, but he did not know what Keenan was hiding from him.

With a forced and heavy heart, Vino finally contacted his friend to give this unpleasant news. And of course his friend across the phone did not accept and berated Vino for the cancellation of Keenan's matchmaking with his daughter.

Likewise with the girl who will be betrothed to Keenan, he certainly did not take it for granted Erlangga's son canceled the match unilaterally.

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After exiting his papa's room, Keenan returned to the room. I don't know how many times he moved his seat. His whole mind was seized by the girl he took away his honor. Keenan felt he could not delay too long, he decided to come to Arland today to tell the story of last night and ask his best friend for help to find the girl he had taken his honor. As well as finding out who the woman who had dared to want to trap him by putting stimulant drugs into his drink, and what was the motive of the woman to do so?

After saying goodbye to his mother, Keenan rushed to see his best friend.

"The only way we can do that now is to go back to the hotel and see the CCTV footage last night. Hopefully it is recorded clearly the face of the woman who wants to trap you, that way we can look for her. And for that poor girl we pray that she doesn't press charges that could ruin your reputation, but I'm so proud of you for taking responsibility for that girl."

"Arland, you know I have a younger sister and I can't imagine if this happened to Anin." Keenan's face looks so frustrating.

"Don't talk like that, it's not because of your will. The most important thing is that you want to be responsible is more than enough."

"But what if that girl doesn't want to and sues me instead?"

Concerns re-emerged in Keenan's heart, not for fear of being prosecuted but not for wanting to until his parents knew about this incident, because they would definitely be very disappointed if they knew that their son had ruined a girl's future. If the girl is willing to accept responsibility, she will introduce the girl as a future wife to her father and mother.

"Come on Keenan, don't be this pessimistic. I'm sure that girl is a good girl, otherwise she would have killed you while you were still unconscious." Arland tried to calm his friend.

However, Keenan was still not calm. He was not at all afraid but felt very guilty for what had happened to the girl.

Arland patted his best friend's shoulder, then rushed to invite Keenan immediately go to the hotel in the hope that the cctv recording there can provide clues to solve the problem that befell Keenan.

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In a dining room specifically for hotel employees, Kanaya sits alone while staring at the screen of her mobile phone featuring the name of the man she has been in a relationship with for months.

I don't know how many times the lover made a phone call, video call and also a series of chat. However, Kanaya ignored all of that. Not because he was reluctant but because he felt he was inappropriate for a man as good as Damar.

"I'm sorry, Bang Damar." Lirih.

"I love you so much, but do I still deserve Bang Damar? I'm dirty!"

Kanaya rubbed her tears just like that, she had already decided to avoid the lover for a while to calm down, until she was completely ready and would tell him everything. However, his heart was instantly heartbroken when he imagined that Damar would dump himself once he knew his unholy state.

The tears that he had just wiped, wet his cheeks again. His chest was immediately crowded imagining having to be separated from the lover who was deeply loved. The figure of Damar is able to fill the void in his loneliness, re-explaining the light that had dimmed in his life after the departure of his parents. Then what if Damar is no longer by his side?

Kanaya wiped her tears again, with all the feelings that raged in her heart she disabled her phone so that Damar did not contact her first at this time. Although actually this is useless because Damar will definitely come to this hotel to meet him however, he will try to avoid it. Then he moved out of the room, whatever his feelings now he still had to work as usual for the sake of his sister.

Elsewhere, Damar stared nanar at his phone screen after several attempts to dial Kanaya's number but there was no answer. The chat he sent was not read. Her boyfriend's number is no longer active.

"Why is the number now inactive? What is it with Kanaya? Feeling I've never done anything wrong so she kind of avoids me like this."