Love for Khalisa
Chapter 101

It felt so fast like a dream, just yesterday we shared with each other the affection full of happiness, now all just a memory, now I am really alone, there is no place for me to lean, no more, complaining and sharing happiness, where should I express my longing for you if I don't know where you are now, it's unfair for us because fate has separated us forever, even if we are not met for the last time, if it ends up like this why we have to meet and be united, it is better to be strangers who do not know each other, maybe this heart won't feel the pain that hurts so much that I don't know how to smile...

Lately Khalisa continues to daydream in Irsyad's room, his sadness at losing Irsyad makes the spirit of his life disappear, he hates his destiny, why should he lose everyone he loves? is he destined to live alone? why isn't he the only one who left this world?

"Khalisa are you okay?" asked his mother who deliberately accompanied Khalisa in his rented house.

"dad".

" don't you want to eat, you haven't eaten in all day".

"i'm not having an appetite".

" even so you have to keep eating so you don't get sick".

"later". replied Khalisa again daydreaming.

Seeing the situation of his daughter is now really very concerned, Anjana bentung how to get Khalisa back as usual again living his life, it has been a week since the departure of Irsyad Khalisa just daydreaming in Irsyad's room, Irsyad said, though he had tried to persuade Khalisa to return to live with his home in order to forget Irsyad, but Khalisa always refused on the grounds that it still takes time. Whichever parent is not devastated to see his son suffer, but there is nothing he can do but pray for happiness for Khalisa, hopefully there will still be a bright light that will shine on Khalisa's life.

Although Khalisa did not want to eat, Anjana still brought food into his room.

" mama has made your favorite food, you have to eat a lot".

Khalisa glanced for a moment and stared at the food in front of him, but he still remained unappetised, all the food in his eyes now looked the same, nothing could attract his attention.

"liar mama's bribe".

" no, I don't want to eat".

Anjana looked sad because again he could not persuade Khalisa, tears that he had been able to withstand since then could not be contained anymore and escaped his eyes just like that.

" why is Mama taking off?" tanya Khalisa wiped the tears on her Mama's face.

"Mommy is sad to see you like this, Mama understands how you feel but you also have to move on with your life, you're young, your journey is long".

" i needed time, everything happened so fast, I really wasn't ready to lose Irsyad after Alika's departure".

"all is your destiny, son, you must sincerely accept it, Mama was also in your position when Mama lost Papa but Mama must remain strong for you children Mama".

" when Mama lost Papa there was still me, Kanya and Kevin's brother, while I was alone, Alika had also left me".

"who says you're alone, there's still Mama, and she and Kevin, we're always there for you".

Khalisa immediately hugged Mama because he felt touched to hear Mama's words, he felt guilty for making Mama sad.

"yes it's better you eat first, Mama doesn't want you to get sick".

Khalisa finally refused to eat anymore, he was fed by the mother who was so worried about him.

" you better stay with Mama so you don't get lonely". said Mama-nya on the sidelines eating Khalisa.

"i don't want to bother Mama".

" you don't bother Mama but she will be so happy to be able to stay with you again".

Khalisa seemed to think, convincing his heart to not hesitate again in making decisions, maybe staying in the middle of a family that loved him very much will reduce a little sadness and treat his loneliness.

" well I will stay at Mama's house, although it is difficult to leave the rented house filled with the memories of my small family.

"Mama is sure you will find happiness again".

" my happiness is gone with Irsyad, I'm still living my life right now it's all for my mom and my family".

Anjana was sad and happy to hear the words of Khalisa, he was happy because Khalisa finally wanted to live with him but also sad to see the destiny of his daughter, being a widow at a young age was not easy, but also sad to see the fate of his daughter, he was afraid that if Khalisa would close his heart and decide to live alone forever, he was very worried about Khalisa's future.

"after night you should sleep, tomorrow morning we will pack your things".

" just sell all my things, I don't need them anymore, I'll just bring my clothes and some other important things of mine".

"all right, it's up to you, let your brother Kevin take care of everything".

Anjana who began to feel sleepy, rushed to sleep in the next room, her worry had also begun to decrease after talking to Khalisa.

After the Mama left, Khalisa is now back alone, he does not intend to close his eyes because tonight is the last day he can be in his rented house, he wanted to spend time to remember all the days he had spent there, especially in Irsyad's room which so many memories of the two of them, stopping together again with Irsyad, Khalisa chest felt so tight, so tight, irsyad's touch on his body he can still feel, Everything is so sweet that it feels difficult to forget, he still really hope that everything he went through was a nightmare in his sleep, he said, hopefully when he wakes up from his sleep, Irsyad will sleep next to him.

It has been almost a week Irsyad left this world but there has been no news from Dayu, could Dayu fail to get information about Irsyad? khalisa hope that if Irsyad has not died seems to have disappeared, Irsyad disappeared like swallowed by the earth, even Irsyadpun Khalisa tomb does not know it.

"didn't you there miss me?". murmured Khalisa as he stared at the photo of his marriage to Irsyad, "you are evil because you have completely left me and are not coming back".

Khalisa, who was not sleepy and tired of being in the room, decided to leave the room and go home, Khalisa back off because the terrace is his favorite place and Irsyad to relax and enjoy the night breeze, he became a shadow of his togetherness and Irsyad, remember all the ignorance of Irsyad that often makes him annoyed, so unable to hold his feelings Khalisa to accidentally scream hysterical and cope with it so much.

"Irsyad.........!!!!".

Khalisa's shout managed to make his Mama wake up and immediately ran over to Khalisa to calm him down. Anjana who did not want Khalisa to dissolve in his sadness immediately brought Khalisa back to his room.