
Although it feels very difficult but I have managed to get through the days without you, like something is missing in my life but I try to ignore it, continue to live my life that feels empty without your presence...
You were once present in my life like an umbrella in the rain, even though the rain grew heavier you never gave up being under the rain, until finally the umbrella disappeared into the rain and I could never find it again...
I hope you are happy even though you are no longer with me, only a prayer I can give you right now, let me keep my love for you in the depths of my heart until God reunites us...
Your love
Khalisa al - zahra
Tonight it seems that Khalisa's eyes are difficult to close, he again remembered Irsyad, his memory of Irsyad reappeared in his mind, it was a long time ago he did not hear Irsyad's voice, he said, the voice that used to be very attached to his ear and heart, there was a longing that was so deep that he could no longer bear, he said, he wanted to go to see Irsyad but it was impossible for him because Irsyad's tomb was too far away and he also did not memorize the road to get there, he could have asked Dayu and Nova to take him but he did not want to trouble Dayu and Nova again.
Now that Khalisa can only hold his feelings, he must not show his sadness in front of everyone so that they do not worry about him, especially his mother, let them think if he has moved on from his past with Irsyad because honestly until whenever Irsyad will stay in his heart, there will be no one who can replace Irsyad in his life, he was willing to spend the rest of his life alone until death invited him to reunite himself and Irsyad.
"Wait for me Irsyad, I'll still be your my dear.
Khalisa who was tired of opening the gallery on his phone, he looked at the photos of Irsyad and Alika that he had captured in the camera, even though he only saw the picture he hoped to treat the longing he felt for the two of them, he still did not expect his life that used to be only a memory, only, The two of them were present and left his life unexpectedly.
Khalisa who does not want to be dissolved in his grief tries to close his eyes hoping that Irsyad and Alika will be present in his beautiful dreams.
The sound of water stubs was faintly heard in Khalisa's ears who was still sound asleep, slowly Khalisa began to open his eyes, gulping down to the window of the room whose curtains were slightly exposed, Khalisa said, it turned out that the day was starting to light but looked cloudy, the glass in the window of his room was dewy sign if outside was raining, the weather was cold made Khalisa lazy to wake up, and the weather was too cold, he chose to pull the blanket and went back to sleep when today it was his turn to work the morning shift.
" sir.tok".
The sound of knocking on the door raised Khalisa's ears that had started to fall asleep again in his sleep.
"who? ". shouted Khalisa with a heavy voice typical of new people waking up.
" you're still sleeping? there's a Sultan outside".
Khalisa jumped in shock from his bed hearing Anjana's words.
"Sultan.why do he come here early in the morning". Khalisa murmured slowly.
" i'll take a shower, please have Sultan wait a minute". Khalisa said immediately to the bathroom in a hurry.
After bathing, Khalisa who was neat immediately headed to the terrace of the house to meet the Sultan.
"Sultan why did you get here so early in the morning? ". tegur Khalisa stood before the Sultan.
" Well get in the car".sultan said lightly.
"that's not what I mean, but what do you want this early in the morning at my house? ".
The Sultan smiled, not questioning Khalisa.
" do you deaf not hear my words? " ketus Khalisa.
"still not good morning angry, you better sit down".
" You look sweeter if you're silent". ledek Sultan. "didn't you see anything different from me today? ".
Khalisa who was tangent and curious immediately noticed the Sultan from head to toe with intense, well.it turns out this morning the appearance of the Sultan is different from usual, indeed, Sultan who usually always uses a shirt with a suit but this morning the Sultan does not use a suit but a sweater that Khalisa gave as a gift on his birthday.
" what do you think suits me, your taste is good". Sultan.
"Well suited, not my taste is good but it is you who are cool so deserve to use anything, even cheap items look expensive if you wear them". Praise Khalisa is a little low.
" don't talk like that, I really like this gift of yours, I'll definitely wear it a lot".
Khalisa smiled happily to hear the words of the Sultan, he was so happy because it turned out that the Sultan really liked the gift from him.
"so you're here just to show off". ledek Khalisa.
" Not really, actually I want to pick you up, I see the rain this morning is durable, is not it better you come with me, coincidentally this morning I have a meeting with a client at the cafe near Resto, the, so I thought I could give you a ride".
"you should not bother picking me up, I can go alone with a bulge or angkot, I can also use a raincoat or umbrella so as not to be exposed to rain".
" whatever but now that I've come, you can't refuse".
"all right wait a minute, I'll get ready first, do you want some tea or coffee? "
"no need, I had breakfast at home, besides later I will meet clients at the cafe, I do not want my stomach to be bloated because of too much drinking".
" well, I'm not forcing either". Khalisa said that he slipped into the house leaving the Sultan who only smiled to see him.
After saying goodbye to Anjana, Khalisa and Sultan immediately left, although the weather did not look supportive but Khalisa's spirit to work was very large, Khalisa hoped after the incident he experienced, he said, she can continue her dream of being a successful independent woman, working in a restaurant is not her ultimate goal but her place to go to a better future, Khalisa still hopes someday he can have his own restaurant.
"what are you thinking? ". tegur Sultan surprised the dreamy Khalisa.
" nothing".
"really? but it's obvious on your face there's something you're thinking about".
" is there any writing on my face, you know-how shit". Omel Khalisa.
"so women do not ketus, later your beautiful face wrinkles quickly". ledek Sultan
" just now, isn't it good so there won't be a striped-nose man coming near me".
"what a striped-nose man you're referring to is doctor Nill". ledek Sultan who suddenly jealous remembered doctor Nill.
"Hey why just accuse people, I'm not saying if doctor Nill is a striped man, why his own opinion.
Sultan who was aware of Khalisa's gaze just smiled wryly, he did not expect that Khalisa would defend Nill doctor like that, actually already as close as Khalisa relationship with Nill doctor? although curious but Sultan was reluctant to ask Khalisa directly.