
Sometimes I think about giving up, though,,
The more I think about forgetting you the more I feel hurt, the more,,
It feels like I want to go to your side, stringing up our unfinished dreams,,
But I realized that it was all a dream to me, that,,
Khalisa was pensive in front of the mirror, back to Irsyad, it was not easy for him to eliminate the figure of Irsyad who had been present in his life, let alone the many stories they had gone through together, it was not easy for him to eliminate the figure of Irsyad who had been present in his life, continuing his life does not mean that all this time he has been able to forget his past, until whenever Irsyad will stay in his heart.
It is very difficult to pretend to be happy in front of many people, but Khalisa had to do it for the sake of the mother so as not to be sad to think about it, when in fact Khalisa's heart is still very hurt to lose two people who are very dear to him.
Meanwhile, Anjana and Kevin are staring at each other in disbelief, seeing Khalisa's attitude makes them realize that Khalisa is still dissolved in his past, how could they have thought Khalisa had really moved on with his life and forgotten all his sadness.
"did Mama say something wrong?" ask Kevin Anjana.
"Mama is not wrong, it's just that we don't know if Khalisa's heart is still injured until now".
" yes, Mama thinks Khalisa has forgotten his past".
"maybe Khalisa still needs Ma's time, because everything happens so fast in his life".
" maybe". said Anjana expectantly.
"how is your relationship with Ketty?".
" good".
"what's good, Mama didn't ask Ketty". ledek Anjana
" then I have to answer what, our relationship is fine".
"are you serious about Ketty?".
" i'm still thinking, I don't want to be too hasty anymore".
"well, don't let it be like you and Ayumi".
" what does Mama Ketty think is a good woman for me? because Mama didn't like Ayumi before, but I didn't listen to the end of my own disappointment".
"though Mama just met Ketty a few times but according to Mama Ketty a good woman".
" well, Mama's judgment is always right.
"you better put your heart out first, and then make the best decision for your relationship".
"of course Mah, Kevin also does not want to fail again, shame the same people if this handsome Mama's child fails to marry again".
" your basic, still a little bit narcissistic"., said Anjana while shaking Kevin's forehead.
"sick Mah, later if I want to be bad no longer handsome how?". protest Kevin rubbed his forehead.
Anjana, who was in a hurry, pulled back Kevin's forehead, not caring about Kevin who was protesting against him.
Kevin who had not felt full with his instant noodles, was tempted to see Anjana who was eating, he immediately rushed to take rice and eat rib soup with Anjana, they seemed to enjoy their togetherness, they seemed to enjoy their togetherness, Kevin who is the only boy is indeed very close to Anjana, he is not even shy to indulge in spoiled with his mother.
" how does Mama Sultan think?" ask Kevin about his meal.
"why suddenly ask about the Sultan?".
" does Mama think the same as me to match Khalisa to the Sultan".
"don't fuck around, if Khalisa finds out he's gonna be pissed".
" Khalisa doesn't need to know".
"how to?".
" i will support the Sultan to be close to Khalisa, I will make it as if all coincidences were not planned".
"it's up to you, Mama doesn't want to force Khalisa, all of Mama's decisions go to Khalisa, because she's living it and feeling it, we can only support her".
"if it's best for Khalisa Mama will support you, Mama thinks Sultan is good enough for Khalisa".
" well, I've been finding out about Sultan, he's a perfect guy who's a good fit for Khalisa".
"it seems like you're intending once". ledek Anjana
" i've been intentional and determined". said Kevin Cengegesan
***
Early in the morning Khalisa had woken up because he slept very well last night, he walked out of the room to the kitchen because he heard a noise from there.
"are you awake?" tegur Anjana who saw the arrival of Khalisa.
"yes, what is your mom doing?"
"usually Mama's making a cake".
" can I help Mama?".
"no, you're gonna have to work".
" it's still too early, I still have plenty of time".
"alright if you force it".
Khalisa painstakingly helped Anjana in the kitchen, he who had previously been accustomed to cooking looked very dexterous.
" does Mama know, Alika really like the sponge cake made by Mama"., said Khalisa smiled but tears seemed to grow in his eyes.
Anjana, who was aware of Khalisa's sadness, could only rub Khalisa's back to calm him down.
Actually not only remembered with Alika, Khalisa also back to hang Irsyad when he made brownies for Irsyad on his birthday, but he did not want to make Anjana more sad to see him, but he did not want to make Anjana more sad to see himself, moreover, last night it had made Anjana disappointed with his attitude.
"Mom can do everything yourself, you just go back to your room and get ready".
" i'm fine, let me help Mama this time, don't refuse to continue my help". Khalisa protested, "from old Mama, Mama should just rest, Mama should rest, kevin and I could afford Mama and Kanya's life, but Mama's still busy selling cookies".
" Mommy won't bother you two".
"Mama and Kanya are our responsibility, so Mama doesn't have to be that kind of condolence".
" thank you for caring about Mama and Kanya but Mama will still sell cakes even though you forbid Mama because Mama likes to do it, if all day just stay at home Mama will definitely feel bored".
"alright but at least don't forbid me to help Mama".
" yes, as long as you are not sad anymore".
Khalisa who felt moved and embraced Anjana, he was very grateful to have parents like Anjana who was so good and cared about the happiness of his children. He promised not to make Anjana disappointed again, for Khalisa now the most important thing is the happiness of Anjana, whatever he will do so that Anjana can be happy, even though he must pretend to be happy too.
Khalisa who has finished helping Anjana in the kitchen also helped Anjana open a stall in front of her house, he helped Anjana arrange all the cakes into a glass display case, so it looks more attractive.
"good morning".welcome to the newly arrived Sultan surprised Khalisa.
" morning, why early in the morning come to people's homes". Ketus Khalisa's.
"why so jutek, can I not come to your house again".
" the problem is you came too early, don't tell me if you want to hitchhike breakfast".
"what's okay". joked Sultan made Khalisa roll his eyes lazy.
" can't". Ketus Khalisa again
Anjana who just came out of his house seemed happy to see the arrival of the Sultan.
"eh, Sultan, come on, let's go in and have breakfast together". Tegur Anjana smiled kindly.
The sultan who heard it was of course very happy and without refusing to immediately enter regardless of Khalisa who glared at him.