Love for Khalisa
Chapter 19

Khalisa is currently unable to describe his feelings, all the feelings in his heart are mixed into one, sad, upset, disappointed, angry and hateful. it feels like Khalisa really wants to escape but in reality he can only hide in the room from the shadow of his past.

how could he be so foolish as to forget the name of the man he once loved, Arion Zayn Evano, Zayn and Arion are the same man, who already hurt his heart and made him hurt.

related for 3 years more it turns out not make really know the figure of Arion, as long as with him Arion never told about his family, Arion never told about his family, Khalisa only knows about his long-dead mother and his remarried father therefore Arion lives alone in his apartment,

Is during the dating Arion just toying with himself and not really love him, Why should Arion cover up about his family and lie to him? whether in the life of arion first, his self is not important at all.again he must feel disappointed and regret ever being a part of Arion's life.

" have not slept". the irsyad greeting who had just entered the room shifted his gaze to the khalisa who was dissolved in his mind.

"yet".

" why do you think about Zayn?"ledek Irsyad makes Khalisa nervous like a thief who has been caught red-handed.

"what do you mean".ketus Khalisa who is afraid irsyad know his past with Arion.

" out of now I saw elo busy observing zayn, indeed your husband is less handsome".irsyad tease

" don't worry, make me notice Zayn".elak Khalisa.

"honestly I'm not ready to lose Lo Khalisa, when your heart can't choose me yet.

" let me just sleep on the couch".said Irsyad took a pillow and bolsters from the top of the mattress for himself to sleep on the sofa.

***

early in the morning Khalisa had woken up to help bi ani (grandmother's housemaid) prepare breakfast for the whole family.Khalisa who was busy cutting vegetables did not realize someone had been behind him.

"how is Khalisa?".why Arion surprised Khalisa and turned him around.

seeing that Khalisa did not respond to his words, Arion spoke again" I had missed you Khalisa but after seeing the fact I regretted seeing you again".

"what do you mean".

" in fact I always felt sorry for leaving you, all this time I also always felt guilty for you, but it turns out you are a hypocrite, you are pregnant with Irsyad's child and married to her ,it turns out you betrayed me too".

Khalisa was silent even though he really wanted to be angry to hear all the accusations of Arion to him, but Khalisa could not tell the truth to Arion if alika was his son, but he could not tell the truth, let Arion misunderstand him instead of seeing their families disappointed.

Arion hurriedly left when he saw bi ani who had finished throwing the trash back into the kitchen.

" our talks are not finished yet Khalisa.

"strange, the most yelled maling".grutu Khalisa slowly so that bi ani did not hear him.

***

during the day the whole family was seen relaxing in the living room, om Evan and aunt Mira who had not seen her nose since yesterday, were also there, too, irsyad's parents did not live with grandma because they have their own house which is only 1 km from where the grandmother lived.

although it had not been seen for a long time Irsyad's parents remained unchanged , still the same as usual, arrogant and haughty, seen when Khalisa kissed their hands, they just throw their faces, they just throw away,not at all greeting khalisa as his son-in-law.Khalisa tried to strengthen his heart even though his heart was sad.

" you don't want to stay with us Zayn while in bandung?". asked Evan to Arion.

Khalisa glanced at Irsyad who looks upset, Khalisa so feel sorry for Irsyad because it is not considered by his own father, anyone who became Irsyad will definitely feel hurt.

"sorry, but I'm more comfortable in my grandmother's house".answered Arion, looking at Khalisa.

" don't you always be comfortable anywhere".sindir Irsyad.

as the adults were busy chatting alika who was still innocent just playing on may's lap, May unceasingly kissed Alika's chuby cheeks, making Alika laugh amusedly.

"sister Khalisa try to pay attention to the face of Alika, not her face more like brother Zayn".ceplos may.make everyone immediately pay attention to the face of Zayn and Alika alternately.

" do you hate Zayn so much that your son's face is similar to his".ledek om bobby on Irsyad who just smiled bitterly.

Khalisa actually wanted to refute may's speech, but did not know why his mouth seemed to be unable to speak at all to just make him silent.khalisa hoped that Arion was not as ayumi, as ayumi,because usually men rely more on their minds than their conscience.

" maybe alika is indeed my daughter". said Arion casually, making everyone's eyes almost out of place ", I was just joking". continued Arion again making everyone laugh with relief.

" loe's joking isn't funny at all".Irsyad left the living room upset.

Arion did not care about irsyad at all, from where Arion sat seemed to be watching alika, every curve of the face of alika could not be separated from his observation.Arion still thought about the words may, if true Alika was his son, Alika was,of course his self will not stay silent and will take back what is rightfully his.Arion will not let Irsyad live happily on top of his suffering.

there was a smile from the corner of Arion's lips, after a long time losing his loved ones, and,now Arion promised himself that he would never let go of Khalisa again whatever happened, it was the fate that reunited him with Khalisa and he hoped that fate would reunite them.

Irsyad who is still upset with Arion, go to the rear gazebo, smoke his flagship cigarette so that his mood is a little calmer.there is fear in Irsyad, what if Khalisa still loves Arion?whether he can give back Khalisa to live happily with others, will he be able to if he loses Khalisa and Alika.want to feel his Irsyad invites Khalisa and alika back to Jakarta,but what everyone will think later, especially Khalisa, surely later Khalisa will be suspicious of him.

Irsyad hopes to control her emotions,

hopefully he will not be provoked by emotions again if faced with Arion who according to him is very annoying and not know themselves.