Love for Khalisa

Love for Khalisa
Chapter 29


drizzle indicates rain...


sunrise means that the day is morning....


the dark sky is the sign that the day is night....


but how can the heart distinguish between love and hate............,?


Khalisa felt his eyes dry could not shed any more tears even though he was eager to cry, from inside the angkot that continues to walk Khalisa can only look at Arion who is still not moving from his place until the figure of Arion disappeared Invisible Again by his eyes.


Arion kept staring at the angkot that took Khalisa away, his knees limp as if unable to support his own body , Arion knelt by the roadside lamenting his fate for not succeeding in persuading Khalisa , the woman he loved so much .Arion still remembers How it used to be when Khalisa was angry would always forgive him .Khalisa has indeed changed but Arion believes in the heart of Khalisa there is still love for himself, but, there is no way Khalisa forgets himself just like he can not forget Khalisa because so many beautiful memories between them, Arion hopes Khalisa will return again his hug, he said,weaving back the story of those who were cut off by fate.


Khalisa is not sure how he can live his life again to reach the future if the shadow of the past continues to follow in his footsteps, Khalisa felt his heart no longer tremble if he was near Arion, maybe because he no longer loved him ?but Khalisa also can not hate him even though Arion ever hurt his heart.


Khalisa could not close his eyes because he continued to imagine his meeting with Arion. Khalisa is afraid that Arion will not stop bothering him, What if Arion is reckless and tells all of her to Irsyad.What will Irsyad do if he finds out that Alika is actually the son of Arion? Is it possible that Irsyad will still love Alika like her own child?


Khalisa went to the terrace because he was tired of being in his room, breezy talking to each other about the arrival of Khalisa, Khalisa leaning on the sofa closed his eyes enjoying the cool of the night breeze, reconcile his soul who is not calm.Hope all his burden will disappear carried by the gusts of the night wind.


"who, how come the tumben hasn't slept?"ask Irsyad, approaching Khalisa.


" not sleepy, why not sleep?"


"just went to sleep but heard the door open".


" sorry if I'm bothering you".


"gpp, let me get you here".Irsyad said.


Khalisa again closed his eyes, not wanting Irsyad to realize the sadness through his eyes.


" you are sick".Irsyad asked to see the look on Khalisa's face is not as bright as usual.


"no".


" so you've got a problem".


"no".


" you're not good at lying Khalisa".


Khalisa was silent regardless of Irsyad who was still curious about him.


"let you sleep well, how about me kelonin".irsyad tease deliberately comfort Khalisa.


" no need, you can sleep alone".


"whatever, the idea is just to offer kindness".


" that's the name he uses".


"sure you don't want, last chance for loe,gue count to 3, 1..2".


so upset with Irsyad, Khalisa could not close his eyes back, making himself pinch Irsyad's waist to stop disturbing her.


" awwww,,,,,, pardon Khalisa".rangek Irsyad is in pain.


"your promise will not be noisy anymore".ask Khalisa.


" yes, but you also have to promise not to be sad anymore".


khalisa reflex released his hands from Irsyad's waist, staring in disbelief at Irsyad who was so sensitive to his feelings, Khalisa only realized that since then Irsyad only tried to entertain himself.


"sorry".say Khalisa felt guilty.


"it's good that my face is sweet where there is a fierce look" .sahut Khalisa who has begun to forget his sadness.


"sweet sho why there are no ants on your face".ledek Irsyad.


" just ask me there the same ants marching on the wall".jurau Khalisa did not want to lose.


Irsyad was happy because he could see Khalisa smiling again, Irsyad did not want the woman he loved to feel sad.he wanted Khalisa always happy when near him.


"we go in, later you can get sick with the night wind" Irsyad said


" you go first".


"kalo lo do not want to enter later I'm fat".threatened Irsyad as usual so that Khalisa not stubborn.


khalisa forced his end into the house leaving Irsyad who was still busy locking the door.


***


Khalisa felt no spirit to work especially no Irsyad who used to entertain him, which could always make his mood improve again.mau how else because Irsyad also had his own life.


" you sick?"ask Ketty who just came.


"no".


" but why is your face a little pale".


"maybe not breakfast yet".


Khalisa to forget if he has not eaten anything since morning, just a glass of milk that just entered his stomach.even Khalisa also lied to Irsyad if himself had breakfast first.


" yes already fast there you eat, then even sick again, the idea is outside there is a chicken porridge".


"go no more appetite".


" jeez Khalisa, your body later added keperpeng".ceplos ketty.


without hesitation ketty immediately pulled Khalisa's hand, leading him up to the porridgeman who happened to run by the side of the road.ketty also came to order for himself.


"have you not had breakfast yet?". asked Khalisa.


" well, but I've been writhing my porridge into laper again".


Khalisa can only pat his jidat see ketty who is a bit fat but still doyan once eat.but Khalisa happy to see ketty confident and what there is.


"Khalisa I haven't seen the sultan come in a long time, where is he?".asked ketty while eating his porridge.


" how do I know, why are you kangen?"khalisa Goda.


"where does he want me".said ketty laughs amusedly." strangely ordinary he often comes but lately never looked over again".


"maybe busy".


" not because of your broken heart".


"where there is, from the first I just friends with Sultan, kalo he does not want to just be friends with me, that's his right, which is important I never give hope especially to hurt him".


" i like the lo style".ledek ketty.


"ywd spit his meal before the restaurant in the same open pak anton".


well at least Khalisa grateful can still be a little entertained because there is a ketty that accompanies him while at work.Khalisa so can forget the problems he is facing that make him sad all day until forgot to fill his stomach, Irsyad will definitely be angry once if until his ulcer disease relapses because he ignores it.