Love for Khalisa

Love for Khalisa
Chapter 62


The night wind that blows so soothing to the face, making anyone feel at home for a long time outside staring at the sky decorated with stars, the shine of the moon makes the night sky look bright no longer dark.


Khalisa feels like a night that needs moonlight to illuminate him, whether someone will be present in his life like a moon that always faithfully accompanies the night.


Unlike usual Khalisa who always likes to relax enjoying his time on the terrace tonight just looking at the sky from behind the window of his room.he can not close his eyes even though the night has been late, he could not close his eyes,his heart and mind are still not calm thinking about Irsyad who never returned home, added with the lie Arion, himself felt disappointed but wanted to be angry was useless because the time has long passed,Arion is only a part of the past that may not be worthy to be remembered by her, let her bury all the wounds in the bottom of her heart,he swore he would no longer be deceived by Arion's sweet mouth.


Khalisa is also still thinking about Ayumi, he does not understand why Ayumi helped Arion to that extent?The curious Khalisa promises to find out everything from Ayumi, he will force Ayumi to speak truthfully, so Khalisa is worried that Kevin loves the wrong woman, so he will be afraid that Kevin loves the wrong woman,what if Ayumi wasn't the right woman for Kevin.


Khalisa who is tired of closing his bedroom window, he laid his body beside Alika, tonight Irsyad did not even pick Alika home, Alika was delivered home by Kevin, Khalisa did not understand why Irsyad changed?he also no longer cares about Alika, Khalisa's heart as in his taste so painful when thinking about Irsyad's attitude lately, he said,does Irsyad not love her anymore or is there never love for her in Irsyad's heart?


Khalisa who had just been closed heard the sound of a door squeak, was Irsyad coming?he glanced at the clock on the wall, the time already showed at 02.00 wib, with a somewhat anxious feeling Khalisa out of his room, he was afraid what if not Irsyad but a criminal who entered into his house, he was afraid,especially now that he was alone with Alika at home, Khalisa brought a broom with him just in case he carefully stepped so that the sound of his feet could not be heard.


"Irsyad".sap Khalisa was shocked and happy to see the figure he missed was in front of him.


"sorry, you're disturbing, you're just here to pick up a shirt".


Khalisa could not believe that even the words of Irsyad came back like they were just friends.


" why have you changed, what's wrong with you?I'm not angry with you anymore".


"nothing has changed, only time has turned".sahut Irsyad went into his room but Khalisa followed him from behind.


" if I've got it wrong, I'm sorry for you".Khalisa lowered his face.


"you don't have to apologize, because it's all wrong I've loved the wrong person".


Khalisa's lifting his face" What do you mean?".


"maybe I've wasted a lot of time waiting and expecting the uncertain, now I realize that love can't be forced right".


Khalisa really did not understand the words of Irsyad, he was still trying to digest the words of Irsyad.


" from now on I will not disturb your life again, you can return the same people you love".


"That's why you, the one I love, you're not someone else".


" no need to entertain me anymore, you can already accept everything".


"Irsyad if you take the wrong medicine, why do you talk just keep slashing".omel Khalisa.


Irsyad no longer ignored Khalisa who was still standing staring at him with teary eyes, Irsyad took a suitcase on top of the closet and moved all his clothes in there.


"it is no longer important that I love you or not, so I hope that you can live happily and not hurt again".


" how can I be happy if happiness is no longer with me".Khalisa said in tears.


Irsyad glanced , seeing Khalisa crying made his heart sliced, there was a sense of unbearability in him despite wanting to hug Khalisa to calm him but he could not do, he said,he no longer wants to hope in Khalisa, he does not want to be disappointed anymore.now he must be able to let Khalisa live with his loved ones.


"before leaving can I see Alika?"


"why do you have to ask, you're Alika's papa, whenever you can meet Alika".


Irsyad came out of her room, put down her suitcase before entering Khalisa's room, she smilingly looked at Alika who was asleep in her sleep, kissed her cheek Alika with so long, she smiled,her sense of heavier parting ways with Alika on appeal of losing her love.


" Irsyad I beg you not to go, can't you change your decision for Alika".


Honestly, Irsyad does not want to go if he follows his heart but his ego as a wounded man can not be ignored, as a man he also still has self-esteem.


"do you really not want me to go, for what?in order to see you back with br****k's guy!!!?"


"you say what Irsyad is, until whenever I will not be willing to go back to him even though you are not beside me".


Irsyad looked Khalisa in the eye, he found no lies, did Khalisa speak honestly?


Khalisa held Irsyad's hands together" I beg you, I won't be able to lose yourself, stay by my side, I already love yourself, do you have the heart to hurt me".


Irsyad raised Khalisa's face bowed, removed his tears Khalisa who had soaked his face, he tried to believe all the words of Khalisa, Khalisa,his heart was not a stone that could not be melted after seeing the tears of Khalisa who looked sincere,he denied all the ego in him because it turns out he could not deny if his love for Khalisa is still so great.


"you're not going, are you?"


Irsyad only nodded, seeing Khalisa smiling happily and immediately hugging Irsyad, doubtful Irsyad also returned Khalisa's embrace.


"thank you for listening to me again, I'm sorry for making you angry, I'm sorry for doubting your love".


" let's forget what's gone by, I'm also sorry if it makes you sad".


"i beg you not to act like this anymore because it is not appropriate for you, you are more suitable to be his usual Irsyad".Khalisa's tease makes them laugh forget their sad feelings.


My happiness is with you and my sadness is the fear of losing you...


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