Love for Khalisa
Chapter 90

Khalisa looked around him, looked silent and empty, did not feel 100 days had gone Alika, slowly Khalisa was used to life without Alika, if longing to miss him, Khalisa could only visit the kemakam Alika, slowly Khalisa was used to living without Alika, she poured out all the longing she felt over her daughter's grave.

As Khalisa did today, he went with Irsyad for the pilgrimage of Alika's kemakam, they strengthened each other, trying to hold back their tears so as not to fall on Alika's tomb, they want their daughter to calm down there, no longer feeling their sadness at losing her.

"my dear daughter thank you because you were ever present in the life of mom and dad". said Khalisa put a bouquet of beautiful flowers on the tomb Alika.

" do you miss us like we miss you?". asked Irsyad crouched down beside Khalisa.

"do you know sometimes you still feel if you still live with us". Khalisa said again smiling to cover his sadness.

Irsyad who understands Khalisa's feelings at this time, quickly approached Khalisa's body, he hoped that the warmth in his body could eliminate the sadness that Khalisa felt.

" are you okay my dear?" tanya Irsyad stroked Khalisa's hair gently.

"yes I'm fine, you don't have to worry".

after seeing Alika in her grave, Khalisa and Irsyad stopped by the roadside baso, it seems like the weather this afternoon is so suitable if filling their stomach with spicy food, those who are sad will definitely get excited again.

" why do you dariitadi just stirring your basom". reprimanded Irsyad who has since noticed Khalisa did not eat his baso at all.

"i'm not having any appetite". Khalisa said lazily.

" are you not feeling well?"

"no matter what in the morning my head is a little dizzy, my stomach is also a bit nauseous if filled with food".

Hearing Khalisa's words made Irsyad smile happily, he thought that it was possible that Khalisa was pregnant.

"what if we went to see a doctor after we finished eating".

" for what to bother the doctor, it is better to take stall medicine only later I will be cured".

"you can't just take medicine, I don't want you to do anything".

" you are why it is so strange that I usually also take stall medicine if not feeling well". Khalisa wrinkled his forehead.

"i'm going to take you to the hospital anyway".Irsyad said, thinking he would take Khalisa to the obstetrician to make sure if the assumption was true.

Khalisa can only breathe like a bull when he was upset without feeling suspicious at all to Irsyad, Khalisa did not think if Irsyad thought she was pregnant at this time.

With full confidence Irsyad invited Khalisa to one of the hospitals that are not so far from their rented house, Irsyad thought that he could immediately invite Khalisa home and tell him to rest at home.

Khalisa was very upset when he realized Irsyad invited him to the obstetrician, Irsyad pulled Khalisa who was just silent to sit next to him to wait for the queue until their name was called.

" why are we obstetricians?". asked the curious Khalisa.

"i think you're pregnant right now, to make sure that's why I brought you here".

Degh...Khalisa's heart beats faster, Khalisa feels shocked and confused, he does not know what to say to Irsyad? she did not have the heart to destroy the happiness on Irsyad's face but in fact she could not be pregnant because all this time she was still routinely taking contraceptive pills, she was still not ready to be a mother, she was not ready to be a mother, moreover, he had just lost Alika, making him more sure not to want to have children before he could overcome all the traumas he felt in his life.

"yes, I'm just a little tired". said Khalisa nervously.

" are you sure?".

Khalisa hurriedly nodded to convince Irsyad who kept looking at him.

" Khalisa al zahra", call a nurse, let Khalisa enter the examination room.

Accompanied by Irsyad Khalisa entered, there was already a male doctor waiting for him there with a nurse.

" miss Khalisa, do you want to check your contents?". asked the doctor kindly.

"actually we just want to make sure my wife is pregnant or not". replied Irsyad who felt jealous to see a handsome doctor in front of her.

" have you done the test before?"

"not docked yet". Khalisa said shyly.

" please you go to the bathroom". said the doctor thrust an object that is almost similar to a small glass and a single test.

Accompanied by Sister Khalisa went to the toilet, telling Irsyad both with the doctor, Irsyad secretly watched the doctor because the doctor's good looks Irsyad became a little wary, he said, afraid if Khalisa tempted by his good looks let alone the charisma of the doctor was so strong.

"sorry your wife is not pregnant, the test results are negative.

" really? but my wife since morning sick and not feeling well". said Irsyad who was still stubborn.

the doctor smiled, "good so you'll be more sure let me check on your wife".

The doctor told Khalisa to lie down and began to examine Khalisa, Irsyad looks dislike when the doctor began to raise Khalisa clothes and touch Khalisa's stomach, Irsyad a little regret because it has brought Khalisa peegi to the hospital, if he knew his obstetrician was a handsome man, he would definitely take Khalisa to another hospital.

"i have checked carefully, there are no other signs of life on your wife's side". explained the doctor made Irsyad feel disappointed.

The doctor also had a little chat with Khalisa and asked a few questions, which made Khalisa finally feel nervous and cornered.

" nausea can also occur due to the effects of the pill kb". said the doctor made Khalisa and Irsyad bulged in shock.

"what do you mean doc?". said Irsyad in disbelief.

" i think Miss Khalisa nausea can be caused by using the contraceptive pill not because you are pregnant, the effects of the pill kb are various, I suggest it is better to use other kb such as iud ".

Irsyad was stunned, he still did not believe the doctor's words, there was no way Khalisa did that far without talking to him first, Irsyad tried to control himself even though his feelings were mixed at the moment.

After coming out of the gynecologist room Irsyad seemed silent, he was still trying to calm down, did not want to discuss this matter in public, he better talk about it with Khalisa later at home.

Khalisa also seemed to be aware of Irsyad's change since, after listening to the explanation from the doctor, Khalisa felt confused about what he had to say to Irsyad later, whether Irsyad would be angry with him, whether Irsyad would be angry with him, will Irsyad understand him and forgive him? now he feels really guilty for Irsyad because it has made Irsyad disappointed in him.

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