Love For My Sad Boy
Chapters 13. Love Can't Be Forced

..."If I don't love, how? Can love be forced?"...

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Arkan admitted, living alone is so much more. Make it more independent, freer, more troublesome, quieter, and less troublesome for others. His name is also alive. Everything must not be separated from positive and negative values.

It means like this, since living alone in an apartment, Arkan so have to shop for his own monthly needs, shopping for his own ingredients, and shopping others, all alone. Suppose ... Someone accompanied. It seemed that he must immediately have a partner so that there was always someone accompanying him. But, the couple he wanted was still lost in the heart of his best friend. The real home is her. It's okay, just let the girl be with the man she loves. One day, if his best friend makes the girl cry, he will not hesitate to seize her. Lead him on his way back to his real home.

Arkan stopped and looked around. Ah, the preoccupation of daydreaming, he had unknowingly passed through a place where there are many needs. Sighing, he was forced to turn around and return to the previous place he had passed.

Upon arrival, Arkan immediately put in a few packs of beef and chicken. Arkan is a meat lover. It was as if he had never eaten without a meat menu. While still at home, he can enjoy a lot of various kinds of meat menu. But after moving into the apartment, he could only eat ready-to-eat meat or order food at his favorite meat restaurant. Well, now he is shopping for meat because he wants to learn to cook meat. He must be able to cook so that the food menu does not always buy outside. In addition to more expensive prices, buying outside food is also less varied. The menu she likes is just that.

Finished with the meat, Arkan moved to the shelf behind him to look for seasonings. Arkan is a real man who never touches things in the kitchen. It is certain that he does not recognize kitchen spices. But Arkan is smart. From home, he has prepared a recipe along with a picture of herbs or spices listed in the recipe. So, now it is easier to sort out the spices.

In between his choosing activities, he thought if Silva could cook? If he could, he would be very grateful after marrying her. If not, how? He chuckled softly at the thought of the silliness that would occur if they were both unable to cook. Arkan shook his head to shake off that ridiculous thought. This is a public place anyway. If he laughs himself, he may be thought to be less sane. Finished with seasoning, he moved on looking for other necessities.

About half an hour later, Arkan was done. He immediately queued at the cashier to pay. Accidentally, his trolley hit the back of a man who was kneeling in front of a female toddler. Looks like the man is persuading the toddler who looks pursed his lips. The man turned his head and got up with the toddler grabbed onto his carrying.

Arkan lowered his head. "Sorry, Bang. I continue to stumble at it," he said feeling guilty.

The man smiled and shook his hands. "Look easy, Bro! It doesn't hurt, though. Well, it's like your wife's sick, too, huh?" asked the man after looking at him like he was watching himself and a trolley full of stuff.

"Huh? Wife?" arkan's parrot gawked not understanding.

The man nodded. "Yes, you married young, right? Don't be ashamed of that! I also got married young. So it is still young like this already have a child Segede gini," said the man raised a little toddler in his sling and then kissed the cheek of the gembilnya with anxiety.

Oh, Arkan knows now. Apparently, he was thought to be married and is now shopping for groceries in place of his ailing wife. Arkan almost chuckled in front of the man. Nothing he could justify this man's guess. Who knows, one day he will experience this too. Arkan wants to marry young.

Arkan nodded. "Yes, Bang. The cave wife was not feeling well anymore, so the cave changed her shopping. The intention is to all masakin, but, could not, yes?" the answer is to take a good role.

"It looks like that, just look for the tutorial on YouTube. A lot, tuh. The cave also often replace the wife cook."

"Well! Then, the cooking is not good, said his wife?"

"Yes... At first he was angry with her. But, after cooking a few times, it finally succeeded as well. He said the dishes are now more edible than ever."

"It wasn't worth eating before, Bang?"

The two laughed laughing at the man's unfortunate fate. Then they met each other and it was the man's turn to pay for his groceries.

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A few minutes later, Arkan came out of the supermarket with two large bags on his right and left hands. Arkan rushed to the parking lot to his car. Fortunately the father was still kind enough to leave a car for him in the apartment. If not, maybe it will be difficult to bring this much stuff up and down public transportation.

He put his groceries in the trunk and entered the steering wheel and drove away from the supermarket parking lot.

"That Faris is the same ..." Arkan narrowed his eyes in order to see more clearly the face of someone who was arguing with Faris. "Dea?" Both Arkan's eyes widened. "What if they fight on the side of the road?"

His curiosity is too great. He pulled his car over on the side of the road. Fuck that parking forbidden emblem. He also hitchhiked for a while. Luckily, in front of him there was still a car parked haphazardly. So, he does not need to worry about being caught eavesdropping.

"Wasn't you the one chasing me?"

"That first! Before I give up on you!" Faris replied no less high. "Eat him, don't be so expensive as a girl! It's my turn to give up, you beg me, like a cheap girl!" Faris ended her sentence with a screech.

"So your mouth! I'm not going to admit this to just any guy! I'm only willing to lower myself, Faris. I don't know what else to do with you." Dea shook her head as if she had lost hope.

"Nyerah. All you have to do is give up! Forget me and find another guy who can love you sincerely. Stop expecting me! I already have Silva, even though I'm not the same Silva, I've surrendered to you. I can't take it anymore, De," Faris said, staring deep into Dea's eyes.

Shaking, Dea seemed to shed tears. He opened his mouth, but no words came out. As if all the words Dea wanted to say, only reached the throat. Unable to be spoken by the tongue.

A moment after that Faris passed leaving Dea and drove on with his black sports bike.

In the car, Arkan breathed. Why are their romance stories so complicated? They have just started entering this period. Love still feels foreign to them.

Having finished his business, Arkan returned to drive his car on his way to his apartment. Passing Dea who is now sitting on the asphalt pavement with his face drowned in the folds of hands that are piled on both knees.

Arkan can't just stand still or just pass by. Finally he pulled his car back, rushed out and approached Dea. In his grasp there was an ice cream that was going to be his snack on the way home.

Tests.

The cold water from the ice cream pack dripped into Dea's hands, causing her owner to raise her head. Staring at a pair of Arkan's shoes that were right in front of him. Then slowly up to both legs of the man's level to the face of his handsome, both eyebrows of Dea raised high.

"Arikan?" dea said in a loud voice.

"Udah, don't get tangled! He doesn't pantes make your tears go to waste. Mending ice cream, here!" Arkan held a pack of ice cream in his hand.

Dea stared at the ice cream and then looked back at Arkan. Replied by a reassuring nod from Arkan. Dea hesitantly accepts the ice cream.

"Gue knows how you feel, because I do the same thing. Indeed, sometimes love just needs sacrifice without a reply. The choice is two. Go and forget him, so you can find another heart and live happily. Or endure the wounds of every sacrifice you make. One that can not be done, never make the person we love to reciprocate our love," said Arkan made Dea stunned.

"Udah, go home! Mending sleeps rather than angisin people who don't even think of you at all" Arkan closed before passing leaving Dea still stunned in his position.

... Seriate......

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