Love For My Sad Boy
Chapters 18. Wait around

..."No matter what your attitude is to me, I won't hate you. Because, I only know how to love you."...

...~Arkana Setya Putra~...

It had been fifteen minutes since Faris left with Dea. Silva was still sitting in his place, as was Arkan who was still watching from his desk unbeknownst to the three others who were with him. Arkan is upset and wants to hold Faris back when he sees Dea dragging Faris out. Arkan thought Faris was too flabby to the point that rejecting women alone could not.

"Guil!" Raffan's call resuscitated him. He looked at Rafan who was already standing with Nesya and also Reva looking at him in confusion.

"Eh, you guys want to go on?" arkan asked with an occasional glare directed at Silva's figure.

"Yes," replied Rafan while turning to the direction that Arkan was watching. It turned out that he caught the figure of Silva sitting alone. Rafan immediately turned his head quickly at Arkan with widened eyes, staring at Arkan in horror.

"What's? You guys go first, deh. I'm tired, I still want to be here. I'll go home later, tell me, okay?" Arkan explained with his eyeballs still occasionally directed at Silva.

"Ih, Arkan why the hell? How odd?" asked Reva while looking in the direction that Arkan glimpsed since earlier.

"Yes, why the hell, brother?" timpal Nesya who also felt Arkan's behavior was a bit strange.

"What the hell, really. You guys want to go on again, right? Just like Bang Rafan, huh? Brother again has business, when it's done, brother kabarin," replied Arkan by holding one hand Nesya who stood beside him.

Sighing, Rfan was forced to agree because he was stared pleading by Arkan. He himself was curious, but what could he do. He is still with their sister.

"Yes, we go first! Later if we want to go back, I'm telling you," break up Rafan in the end.

Arkan smiles at Rafan as a thank you.

Then they left Arkan out Backyard Kitchen to continue their adventure in the Farm House tourist attractions.

Arkan was still focusing his eyes on the figure of Silva still sitting in his chair. With the occasional glance at the entrance, Arkan believes that Silva is hopeful that Faris will return soon. However, half an hour passed, there was still no sign of Faris' return. It was Silva who raised his left hand with a watch. The girl must have been counting how long she sat there. Even the visitors have changed and this place is starting to deserted.

Arkan is still there. He saw a table that was right behind Silva, just left by the visitors. Without wasting any chance, he immediately moved the place there. In this way, it became easier to keep an eye on Silva. Of course with a little disguise. He covered his head with a hoodie he was wearing.

Both of Arkan's jet netra can not be separated from Silva's back. As if he had missed a moment, Silva would have disappeared.

Half an hour passed without any sign of Faris' return. Both of Silva's eyes were always directed at the entrance, not to find Faris among the visitors who entered.

"Hm... I'll wait outside, huh. Later if Faris comes, it is not necessary to enter again," muttered Silva who can be heard Arkan.

The girl tidied up her gear and got up. Attach his sling bag to his shoulder and walk out. Of course Arkan followed. Which makes him anxious and upset, why Silva is still so good that he does not want to think badly about Faris. Though it was clear Faris left her with another girl for over an hour. Where did that good thought come from?

Silva walked right outside the restaurant. Not far away, there was a long chair under a shady tree. Silva was sitting there. Arkan was standing in front of the restaurant. He thought about continuing his disguise or openly accompanying Silva.

"Mas, don't take the road, dong!"

Arkan stepped aside after getting the call of a visitor carrying a toddler. Then, Arkan immediately approached Silva and without hesitation sat down next to the girl.

That was when Silva turned his head quickly to his side. "Arikan?"

Arkan turned his head and revealed a faint smile. It has been said that Arkan always thumped when near Silva. Now, he was feeling it, he was trying to control his attitude so as not to be caught being nervous.

"What's wrong?" silva asked as Arkan looked at him intensely.

"Eh, no. I'm temenin," replied Arkan quickly.

"Huh?"

"Lo is alone, right? I'm temenin, huh?"

Silva nodded and ria after understanding Arkan's intentions. "I'm actually waiting for Faris."

"Ngapain awaited, anyway? It's been an hour, isn't it, she's gone?" asked Arkan looking at Silva with a nosedive.

Silva turned his head and frowned. "Kok know? Lo stalker, huh?!" accuse Silva of pointing at Arkan while shifting his seat.

Arkan clucked lazily. "Gue Arkan, you know for yourself, right? And I'm not a stalker!"

"Keep, how do you know I've been waiting for Faris for so long?"

"Because I was here before you came. Time inside, I accidentally saw you with Faris. Suddenly Dea comes in and Faris comes out and until now the balloons go back too" Arkan explained quickly.

Silva nodded slowly. "Lo kegelasin or ngerapp anyway? Really spit?"

"Huh? What the hell, lo?" silva asked as Arkan's voice muffled in his palm. Doesn't sound obvious.

Put down both hands and then shake. "When will you wait for him?" arkan asked looking at the twin beads Silva was currently also looking at him. Arkan always wanted this. It feels so good this way. It seems like he wants to keep smiling.

"Yes... Don't know, maybe you'll be back soon?" silva replied slowly then ducked languidly.

If he could, he would love to say that Silva is not sad. However, the one that came out of his lips was only...

"Yes, so am I."

"Also what?"

"Waituin lo."

"Make what?"

"Keep up love together!"

"Huh?"

"Eh?" Arkan wavering because of his release voiced his heart.

"No, I mean I also want to wait until Faris returns. If Faris knew I saw lo but not guarded, surely he would be angry."

A sweet smile rose on Silva's lips. "Faris is so. Although always cheesy and spoiled, but he keeps me really. That's what made me melt with him" Silva replied with a straight forward look. He is unaware of Arkan's sharp turning eyes.

"Did he ever let you down?"

Silva nodded. "Ever a few times."

"Why?"

"The error is the same. He had forgotten his promise several times. That's what I've been feeling lately" Silva replied slowly and then ducked.

"Certainly? Are you still waiting for him? Maybe he'll forget his promise."

"It's one of my ways to maintain a relationship. Trust and always think positive. After three hours I waited, I just went home by myself."

"Lo suggests what to your brain when it arrives?"

"Yes... Maybe he's got other business after Dea? Keep forgetting about me because the business is so important, or is it dead?" silva answered with uncertainty and impossibility according to Arkan.

"Why do you still want to maintain your relationship?"

Silva chuckled lightly. "Now, anyway? I still love him, how the hell do you?"

"If one day Faris fussed you're too deep, what? Do you still want to forgive him?" arkan asked, looking closely at Silva's face from the side.

Silva buzzed a sign he was thinking. "Depends on my heart condition at the time. Can it survive or is it too painful. Even if Faris' people think he made a big mistake, but if my heart can still survive, I'll forgive him when he apologizes."

"When you're really disappointed about what Faris did and you can't forgive him, what will you do?"

"I can't stand it, even if he apologizes a thousand times, I won't be sorry. That's when I'll take him off. But, maybe I'll also be traumatized by guys."

Arkan was at a loss for words. He salutes Silva's principle. How much Silva loved Faris. Faris' last chance was the last time he believed in men. Lucky for that friend. It also seems to say that his chance of getting Silva after breaking up with Faris was very small. In addition to maybe Silva will be traumatized, he also does not want the girl slumped even to the point of trauma. Nah! It was better to keep his heart lonely than to see Silva slump. Whatever he'll do, as long as Silva is happy.

...Seriate......

Bucin oh bucin's. How good Silva is to live surrounded by buciners. I also want😭

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