Love For My Sad Boy
Chapters 19. Ill-starred

Long wait, Silva looked bored. His feet could not stand kicking pebbles on the ground. Arkan was anxious to see it. Well, you know he's bucin? Arkan realizes that Silva is bored. He then cleared his throat to attract Silva's attention.

Succeeds. Silva looked at him as if asking.

"How long are we waiting?" his question made Silva glance at the watch.

"Umm. two hours less."

Arkan nodded. "Lo's still waiting for him in an hour, right?"

Silva nodded in response.

"You want to continue your show first, right?"

"meaning?"

"You're here for a vacation, right? Now, instead of bosen mending I am traveling. So that your vacation here is not in vain. Later if Faris has come, it must be connected, right?" arkan explained.

Silva buzzed the sign in thought. "Okay, you want me? It's not good to go around by myself."

"Ready! Yuk!" So happy, Arkan reflex grabbed Silva's hand and grasped it and was taken running.

Silva stopped his run. And make Arkan stop.

"Why stop?"

Silva nervous. Between shame and disgust, he stared at the hands of those who were clinging to each other. Arkan also looked at him and soon he came off after realizing what he was doing.

"Sorry, that reflex."

"L-yes, it's okay. Come on, go on again!"

They continued their journey to the Mini Zoo. There are several types of animals there. Among them are deer, rabbits, cats, dogs, hamsters, and some other soft-haired animals.

"Dear deer! Very funny!" Silva gently stroked the reindeer's back with a smile.

Suddenly a carrot was thrust in front of him. When he raises his gaze, it turns out that Arkan gave him some carrots.

"Still," said Silva took a carrot to give to the deer. "Ih, that's so funny!"

Arkan smiled seeing Silva so pleased with the deer. His heart said that if only their current status were lovers, he would be much happier.

"Arikan?" Silva's call made Arkan blink and wake up from his daydream.

"Yes?"

"Why smile for yourself?" asked Silva who seemed to be holding back his smile.

"Euh... No," muttered Arkan rubbed his nape wrongly.

Feeling funny with Arkan's mannerisms, Silva chuckled amusedly. "Yes, we saw another animal, yuk!"

Arkan simply nodded in response then followed Silva who was already walking in front.

"Rabbit!" exclaimed Silva then approached the rabbit cage that was as wide as a deer cage earlier.

Arkan follows Silva who enters the fence. The girl crouched down and lifted a snow-white hare to her cradle. Silva also stared anxiously at the two rabbit eyes which were black but clear.

"You love carrots."

"Huh?" Arkan parroted looking at Silva asking. But Silva did not look at him but rather looked at the rabbit in his carrier. Arkan frowned in surprise. Did Silva talk to the rabbit?

"Okay, now you're eating a lot of carrots, yeah, Bunny!" silva shouted down the rabbit and then fell silent as if remembering something.

Before long he took a slow breath. "See, I'm inget Faris. He's my girlfriend, just like you!" After that Silva giggled amusedly.

While preoccupied with Silva's amusing behavior talking to the rabbit, Arkan's countenance instantly turned flat upon hearing Faris' name tucked in Silva's sentence. He rolled his eyes and turned to approach another white-haired rabbit with a black pattern. The rabbit was eating carrots in the grass. Arkan slowly crouched down in front of the rabbit. When one hand was stretched out about to wipe the soft-looking feathers, the rabbit was surprised and immediately ran away.

However, his focus was sidetracked upon hearing the sweet crisp laughter beside him. When he looked, it was Silva who laughed at him. The girl was holding the white rabbit again.

"Should never have touched her rabbit. Let him calm down, let him know you first. Try carrying this white guy!" silva handed the white rabbit to Arkan.

With doubt Arkan accepted the fat rabbit turned to his carrier. It feels comfortable, warm and soft. Like hugging a doll. His right hand stroked the rabbit's back gently. A faint smile rose on his lips.

"It's soft, huh?" asked Silva who was petting the rabbit's fur.

That made Arkan look at her. Silva was nearby, at this close distance. His heart was certainly beating. It turned out that the girl was more beautiful when viewed from this close distance. So what if it's closer? Oh, can't, Mr. Arkan! Arkan realized, he was still a nobody to Silva. If he was reckless to do so, it would make the girl uncomfortable to be around him. From this distance alone is enough.

However, suddenly Silva's body was pulled backwards. How shocked the two were to find Faris standing beside Silva. It turned out that guy was the one who pulled Silva. But it was too rude, Arkan thought.

"Don't be rude-"

"He's my girl! Don't interfere!" press Faris staring at Arkan's bitch.

Arkan chuckles cynically. He lowered the rabbit in his carrier and then stood up straight and looked at Faris no less sharply.

"Gue knows she's your girl. But you have no right to hurt her just because she's a lo girl. He is also human, treat him well!"

"No need to teach, I know! I'm more experienced than lo" Faris replied with a grin at the end.

Grunting violently, Arkan chuckled cynically but his face still looked calm. "Experienced about what? About girl nyakitin?"

Bugh!

Faris did not think twice. He raised his fist on Arkan's face.

Silva closed his mouth in surprise. Why should a fight be spiced up, Silva thought.

Arkan rubbed the corners of his lips that were bleeding. "Your habits are still not lost, it turns out. How do you want to protect a girl, if you yourself still can not control emotions?"

Bugh!

"Faris!" his screech as Faris again floated his fist right into Arkan's nose.

"Gue can control emotions other than those who bother me!" press Faris staring intently at Arkan who wiped the blood on his nose.

"Even your own best friend."

"Ralat, you're not my best friend anymore."

Silva was shocked and unexpected by what he heard. Faris said things she shouldn't have said. Why just because of him, they had a big fight like this, Silva thought. He's dizzy now.

In place, Arkan clenched both his hands tightly. His jaw hardened and his gaze grew sharper. He was holding back the emotion of hearing Faris' painful words while humbling himself.

"Once again I see my girl, abis lo!" threatening Faris then pulled Silva's hand away from Arkan.

The sight of Arkan followed their backs. He didn't expect Faris to do this. Just because of a girl, he hurt his own best friend. He told Faris that he would not take Silva away from him.

"It turns out, my sacrifice all this time means nothing, do you, Ris?"

Yes, Arkan always sacrificed his feelings for the happiness of his best friend and the girl he loved. He was willing to resist all his desire to seize Silva and willing to hurt his heart every time he saw their romance, just for the sake of both of them being happy. Arkan was even willing to keep everything for the sake of their friendship to remain intertwined. But what did Faris reply?

"That's what you want, okay. I'll do what I want, too."

...Seriate......

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