Love For My Sad Boy
Chapter 46. Don't Be So Again, huh?

Finished with his job at the cafe, Arkan was allowed to go home. He was walking out of the taxi and into the hospital. Before he came home, Raini sent him the room number that Silva occupied. So, he went straight there with an anxious heart, of course.

Tok tok!

Arkan knocked on the door to make sure the room in front of him was indeed the room Raini had pointed out. Before long the door opened and displayed the figure of Kevin who was still wearing a uniform. It is clear that he is still here since school and Silva was rushed to the hospital.

"Go in, Ar. Bini lo nangis. Relax, we don't know how," said Kevin gave access to Arkan in order to enter.

Arkan immediately approached Silva. The girl was crying in Raini's arms. Seeing Arkan coming, Raini let go of his arms and moved to be replaced by Arkan. He believes, after a few days of living together, there is a connection between them.

"Va, yes, don't cry. Kasian later your pretty eyes can be swollen, you know!" persuade Arkan while bringing Silva's body into his arms.

Feeling the warmth of Arkan's body, Silva's cries slowly subsided. Somehow he felt calmer in Arkan's arms. Others wonder why it is so powerful that Arkan's influence, they thought. It made them think badly that the foetus in Silva's stomach was indeed Arkan's flesh and blood.

"Arkan, we have to go home. Silva is calm and there are guards. We say goodbye, yes. Tomorrow we come here again, really," said Rafan was replied by a nod by Arkan.

"Yes, thank you, sir. You brought Silva here and keep him until I come. I don't know if there aren't any of you. Again, thanks," Arkan replied as he gently stroked Silva's hair.

"Yes, equally. Mostly Silva is our best friend, so this is our job" said Raini who rubbed Silva's wet cheek.

"Yes, don't cry for long" said Dinda who pinched lightly on Silva's cheek.

"Your pretty eyes, you'll get swollen, you know!" continue Bening while holding back laughter.

Actually they were insinuating Arkan who a moment ago said that sentence. It's nothing, but Arkan's talkative. So, he can talk with a little spiced up like that, making them all unexpected and honestly, a little amused.

Arkan only shook his head to see his friends giggling withholding laughter after Bening and Dinda managed to tease him.

"Well, we're going home, yeah!"

They also came out of the room. Leave Arkan and Silva with a shrouding silence.

"Arkan," called Silva in a raucous voice. The girl looked up at Arkan who was hugging her while standing up.

"Yes? Need something, hm?" sahut Arkan while cleaning all of Silva's face from tears.

Silva did not rush to answer, he looked into Arkan's eyes which shone with calmness and the man's smile which looked light and sincere though thin. And those two thick eyebrows shot up as if to encourage him to tell the truth.

"G-gue is pregnant" Silva said, looking down. He was afraid of Arkan's reaction as he had expected. He was afraid that Arkan would be angry and unwilling to take responsibility. If it was like that, he didn't know who else to lean on. Maybe he'll fight it out himself and raise this kid himself.

Arkan was hit. She was already very worried that Silva could become pregnant. Because the fetus means flesh blood br*ngs*k man. However, Silva must have been hit more. It needs support, protection and spirit. So Arkan will continue to accept the baby and take responsibility for marrying Silva. Because after all, there was still Silva's flesh blood in the baby. After all, the baby didn't know anything, it wasn't wrong. He should not hate his presence.

"Hey, why nduk?" Arkan raised Silva's chin to look at him.

"Dengerin's fine." Arkan rubbed Silva's hair and cupped his face.

"I'll take responsibility. I'll marry you, work hard for your living and get a baby. I promise I will stay by your side and never leave you, before the end of the day. So, don't be afraid. I'll always be there for you, okay?"

Suddenly, Silva's tears were dry. He was moved to hear a series of promises Arkan said. He really hoped that it was all true and would really Arkan do. Because he no longer has anyone who can be used as a shelter. Even his father kicked him out.

While Silva drowned his face in the chest of the Arkan field. Dampen the man's uniform with his tears. He returned Arkan's embrace tightly. As if channeling his anxiety and fear to Arkan. From now on, he will accept Arkan in his life and fight together to live the bitterness of the world towards a beauty he believes is sure to wait on the edge of grief.

"Arkan.." call Silva without looking up at Arkan.

Arkan only replied with a mutter. "Hm?"

"Promise yes, your k-you will continue to be beside me. Don't stay with me, because now you're my only home" Silva stuttered a little for using 'me-you'.

How's Arkan doing? Of course it's fucked. Especially in his chest. His heart was breaking and his heart was beating very fast. Until Silva can feel the thump.

Feeling astonished and a little worried, Silva looked up to make sure that Arkan was okay. When he saw it, Arkan's face was flushed to both ears. And both his eyes looked at Silva yet it was as blank as his gaze. The clueless Silva simply blinked his eyes many times.

"Silva, don't do it again, yeah."

"Who? Why?"

"It's not good for my heart health, you know!" answer Arkan who is like a whine. Afterwards the man hugged Silva and hid his face in the recess of Silva's neck, sniffing there. Makes Silva laugh. He didn't expect Arkan to get this watermelon.

***

At the Faris residence, precisely in the tv room. Faris couldn't help but harden her jaw. He is very uncomfortable being bought by a girl he does not like. Maybe he'll hate it soon.

"Faris, we're sending like this like a husband and wife, huh? Later, if we are married to continue to have children, there must be our children who are again in the grab of toys. Keep-and-"

"Shut up!" Faris yelled at Dea because she felt her ears hot to hear her chattering. "Gue dizzy denger lo ngoceh continues. Who wants to marry you! Not Sudi! Mending now you go back there! I want to look at your face!" faris grumbled while releasing Silva's grip on his arm.

"How do you want to like me? I've done everything in every way, from clean to dirty. Why are you still not looking at me? Is my struggle lacking? Faris, I love you, I love you, Ris! Look at me a little bit, can't I?" Dea spoke with a breath of breath. It was as if letting out all the restlessness and pain in his heart.

"Sir, De. You don't love me. It's not love, it's obsession. I hope you can escape me and find another guy you really love" replied Faris rising from his seat.

Dea shook his head, he got up and spoke again. "But I want you! Do I have to be Silva first let you get my feelings back? Anyway, what the hell is good about him? Just a weak, stupid, easy girl to lie to."

Hearing Dea's words, Faris frowned deeply. His sense of suspicion has arisen because of Dea's contempt for Silva. Faris slowly stepped closer to Dea with her sharp gaze. It eroded the distance between them with a stifling cold aura. Especially for Dea who was now standing restlessly in her place.

"What do you mean by that? So you ever lied to Silva? Do you know where he's stupid? Have you ever fooled him? Huh! Answer me!!" faris shouted right in front of Dea's face which tightly closed both eyes.

Sipping his salivary crudely, Dea ventured to look behind Faris' red netra. "Yes! I brought Silva to the club. I got him drunk, and I got Silva touched just like om-om. I'm the one who confessed to all that. Clay, right? I can do anything, Ris. For who? For lo! Only you can make me this way and dare to do it all. So, if you don't obey me, I can really do worse than this to Silva."

Faris paled hearing Dea's confession. So, it wasn't Arkan, it was Dea, Faris thought.

While Dea compared her frequent look at the face of Pias Faris. He thought Faris was afraid of his threats and would follow his wishes.

...Seriate......

Is that right, Dea?😏