Love For My Sad Boy
Chapter 58. Gemes Gemes Gemessss

Time has shown past midnight. You know what Arkan and Silva are doing?

They sleep.

Both.

In one bed.

In Arkan's room.

Hugging.

Ow! His position is so funny!! Arkan hugged Silva and hid his face in the recess of Silva's neck. For some reason, it became a favorite place for him. It felt like he would instantly calm down as he inhaled the fragrant aroma emanating from Silva's body. I don't know what soap Silva was wearing. They use the same soap. But why didn't Arkan feel his body smelling like Silva's skin. It's not that it's not fragrant, it's just Arkan who is unconscious. In fact, Silva also likes the smell of Arkan's body. When hugged Arkan, Silva was always calm because of the scent of the man's body. Therefore, lately Silva often misses Arkan, because he wants to breathe the fragrant aroma again as well as feel the warmth of Arkan's body.

Um... Read like a bucin couple, huh?

Therefore, these few days, they always sleep while hugging. Comfortable he said, making their sleep more soundly. Arkan even woke up several times because of sleep that is too deep until lazy wake up.

But strangely, the guy did not feel afraid if the misfortune went to school. It was as if he was used to being late. When asked by Silva, he always answered with the same answer and made Silva careless, not wanting to ask again.

Here is the answer: "You are calm, I am used to being late. I have pinter, a lot of achievements that I've had. So the school can't possibly knock out a genius kid like me."

If it had been like that, Silva would have just rolled his eyeballs lazily. He still seems to be dating Faris this way. Because Arkan is too confident, but still higher Faris anyway, his confidence level.

However, Silva does not want to return with Faris. It has fallen on the charm of this man in his arms. The man who took away his honor, his future, his ideals, and the affection of his family. But for some reason, now he loves this guy. Always wanting to be together and not wanting to be far apart for a long time. Even a day without seeing each other, he missed. Yes, a day is long according to Silva.

Speaking of which, right now Silva is waking up from his sleep. He is the type of person who is easily awakened by small things. A slight movement or sound can wake him up. Earlier, Arkan slightly moved to tighten the hug on Silva's waist. So, at this time he woke up and still did not want to go back to sleep.

Silva looked at every inch of Arkan's face. So beautiful and peaceful with a regular roar of breath. His smile won't disappear when he looks up at Arkan's handsome face up close. His hand raised moved his fingers rubbing Arkan's cheeks that were no less smooth than him. Then switch to the nose, eyelids, eyebrows, and lastly on the lips.

Both of Silva's cheeks warmed up as he recalled what these mischievous lips had done. This slightly dry pink slightly thin lips often makes his heart performance double faster. Making his blood rustle profusely and his face flushed like a tomato.

Okay, stop remembering what Arkan did with his lips! Just remembering has made his chest disco.

Ting!

Ting!

Ting!

Successive notification sounds from Arkan's phone, prompting Silva's curiosity. Carefully, he let go of Arkan's embrace and got up to sit down. His hand reached for Arkan's phone, which was kept next to the man's body. So, Silva had to be extra careful not to wake Arkan up.

When he reached for Arkan's phone, he saw several text messages from an unknown number.

Upon opening it, Silva felt deeply sorry for having exceeded Arkan's privacy limits.

______________________________________

From 08**********

Brother Arkan, thank you for notolongin me earlier. If there was no brother, I might have lost my honor.

Oh yes, it's me Flowers. Save my number yes, Kak😊

Good nights: a lot of

______________________________________

"flower?" silva muttered after reading the contents of the message.

"What's the same flower that Faris' new boyfriend is?" Silva was silent with his thoughts for a while before winking his shoulders.

"Ah, maybe another flower. Anyway, Arkan is a good guy, so he must have nolongin' this chick." Silva tried to think positively and then kept Arkan's phone back where it was.

However, after putting his body back next to Arkan, he remembered something.

"Eh, but how come only nolongin can chat, anyway?"

***

The next morning, Arkan awakens without Silva by his side. He blinked his eyes many times trying to clarify his vision. It was true, Silva was not beside him. Maybe Silva is awake and now taking a shower? So, Arkan decided to exit the room towards the kitchen.

Apparently the assumption is wrong. Silva is cooking breakfast. Well, very diligent his future wife, Inner Arkan. He smiled so much that both of his eyes curved up beautifully. A smile that was Silva's favorite.

Morning views like this are what Arkan likes the most. Silva who cooks and who sits at the dinner table, looks like a couple who will start the activity in the morning. Sanggu warms his heart.

Silva is not aware of Arkan's presence. It flashed a mischievous idea in Arkan's head to shock Silva. Very quietly and trying not to make a sound, Arkan walked up to Silva and hugged him from behind. He's piled on Silva's shoulder.

Obviously the movement and the sound in Arkan made Silva surprised.

"Arkan, startled!!" peekik Silva who had jumped.

It made Arkan giggle. "You must be daydreaming, so startled. What else do you think, hm?"

Silva did not reply, he was still busy with his activities cooking fried rice.

Arkan who saw Silva's sad look, turned off the stove and turned Silva's body into face with him.

He held onto Silva's shoulders and one hand raised Silva's chin so he could look him in the eye. It was clear that there was a sense of sadness and anxiety trapped in both of those senses.

"Why?" arkan asked as his thumb stroked Silva's cheek. While one hand pulled Silva's waist closer to him.

"Why do your eyes get so much virus? Who made you get the sad virus, hm?" arkan pinched Silva's cheek slowly.

"You," Silva replied quickly.

It made Arkan's forehead shrivel in confusion. " Why me?"

Not hurriedly answering, Silva instead lowered his gaze. He took a breath and closed his eyes. A drop of water dripped from the corner of his eye.

Arkan. He panicked because he did not know what made Silva cry.

"Va, are you crying? Hey, why? A, what am I wrong? Try saying, I've done what wrong with you? Plis I'm sorry, don't cry" Arkan said with anxiety. He wiped away the tears that kept dripping from both of Silva's reddened and watery beads.

"Arkan.." call Silva softly.

"Yes? Why, Honey?"

"Please answer honestly, are you sorry you didn't admit it to me?" svo asked looking at Arkan expectantly.

Arkan himself was confused as to what to answer. He also did not know the hope in Silva's eyes was expecting him to answer 'yes' or 'no'. How'this???

"Silva baby, horrify me, yes. I don't know why you're suddenly like that and I don't know what to answer either. Honestly, regardless of whether I'm lucky or not, I'm happy now. With you by my side, I am so happy. Because you've been all I wanted."

Silva felt his heart warm to hear Arkan's reply. However, it still could not make the uneasiness in his heart disappear.

"But, I'm sorry for ruining your future, making you unable to achieve your goals anymore, even I have driven you out with your father. I'm actually a nyesel."

"I'm probably the most brengs*k guy you've ever met, but I can't lie. I'm smart now, because you could be mine. It's up to you to say I brengs*k or something, but obviously, I will always give my best for you. I'll prove that I can be happy with you too."

"So plis, please, I beg you. Don't ever ask that question again. I won't be able to answer that question. Because I don't know myself, either, I'm lazy or not. You know enough that I love you sincerely from the depths of my heart. If you don't believe me, I'll start today. You should know how much love I love you."

Silva's cry was breaking. He shook his head and hit Arkan, hugged him tightly and still shook his head in the chest of the Arkan field.

"No, no need, Ar. You don't need to show your feelings to me. I believe, really, I'm sure you love me and your love is sincere. Plis, don't do anything weird, yeah. I'm afraid you're okay. I don't want to lose you."

A smile is etched on Arkan's lips. "What do you think I want to do? I can't possibly harm myself. Because I know you and I need you. You're my responsibility, so I'll take care of your health as well as yours. I just want to prove that I work hard and take good care of you. Your shop must be happy. Hence, if there is anything, you should tell me the same story. Okay?"

Silva is calmer now. He nodded in Arkan's arms. "Yes, I'm not gonna hide anything from you anymore."

"So why are you sad?"

Silva took off their embrace and looked at Arkan with his fierce face.

"You want to be late and punished again?! It's seven o'clock past a lot, you know! Yes, the story later! Now that you're ready, let me make provisions for you to eat at school."

Instead of being scared, Arkan chuckles amusedly at Silva with his fierce face - his words - and both hands to his waist. Anxious, Arkan hugged Silva tightly again while swaying to the right and left.

"Uh... Gemes gemes gemessss's. It's so jolly, kamuuu."

No matter Silva who shouted asked to be released because he felt crowded.

Arkan releases Silva, cupping both sides of Silva's face and steals a kiss on Silva's lips then immediately runs into the bathroom.

While Silva felt his heart would be dislodged and now even thumped hard. He covered both of his cheeks which were hot.

Sighing his breath, Silva gave a smile. "I'm sorry, Ar. I was bad to think of you. I shouldn't think you broke your promise to take responsibility for me. I love you more, Ar."

...Seriate......

Uh... Cheesy again😭 I'm sorry, but I'm making a sweet scene theyaaaa how dong???