Love For My Sad Boy
Chapter 6. Too Comfortable On Your Own

The sky is cloudy tonight. The moonlight only peeked behind the thin clouds. Without the stars to accompany. Only the night wind was cold and strong enough to blow away the window curtains of his room.

Despite feeling cold, not a bit of Arkan moved from his place. Sitting on the sofa on the balcony, facing directly into the dark sky accompanied by flashes of light and thunder. It will soon rain with lightning. And he will sleep alone under the noise of a thunderstorm.

Instead of being afraid, he is a man, who can be afraid only of the lightning above the sky. He just felt ... a little lonely (?). Yeah, just a little. He's used to it himself. Every night is accompanied by sheets of paper and office files. Well, sometimes his favorite guitar also accompanies when he is very dizzy with his duties.

Like at the moment. He sat on the balcony with his favorite guitar. She sang her favorite mellow song. You remember, right? Yeah, "Already - Afghan". Actually Arkan wants to sing another song that is sweeter that can make his mood more cheerful. However, this kind of sad state was already too comfortable for him. No, but he was just too used to the peaceful atmosphere of calming, even without a smile accompanying.

"No need to say your heart

Everything is implied in your two eyes

Save all the effort to make me believe

Everything is good

Injured myself I've put all the flavor

Because I can't

Expecting a love that never will."

Closing his eyes, Arkan sang while imagining Silva's smiling face happy. Mirisnya, the gaze was never centered on him when laughing. Only a few times did the lips smile at him. A sincere smile that he believed was only a form of formality as he considered her to be Faris's best friend. Her lover's friend.

Ow! Again his heart was like an invisible knife. Always so when he thought about how lousy he was in romance stories. It hasn't even started yet, but it has to be forgotten. For him, Silva was too beautiful to forget. Where can he forget the beautiful, kind girl who always exudes a positive aura to his environment. Silva is always cheerful and friendly to everyone. The girl was also never seen to be disturbed by the presence of herself or any of Faris' other friends when they interrupted Faris and Silva's time together. Instead, he enlivened the atmosphere. Although Faris had misuh-misuh want to go to a quieter place so he could be alone without being disturbed.

Like that time, during the break Faris was spoiled with Silva because it had been a week more they did not meet. Faris was preoccupied with basketball tournaments, and Silva was also busy with a meticulous intelligent race that left Silva having to prepare for everything he needed for more than a month. During that one month, Faris was forced to be patient because Silva's time was spent on dating books more than Faris. So, after everything ended, Faris did not waste the opportunity to take his alone time with Silva who had been seized by their respective activities. However, by not knowing the shame - in case the words Faris-Arkan, Rafan, and Kevin even pestered their togetherness.

"Go no, you all!" exclaimed Faris with glaring eyes at one by one his curse friends.

"Why the hell, lo? We're just gonna have a ride here, after all, really stingy?!" argue Kevin while eating his siomay pieces.

"Tau nih, mentang-matang has a coupling. Inget us dong, Ris! We don't have a girl, here! You shouldn't be allowed to kill ourselves, if we're dark our eyes keep killing themselves, how?" added Rafan raised both his eyebrows high accompanied by his innocent gaze.

"The ant! That's it, Fan!" arkan punched Rafan's arm slowly.

"Or, the short one! Suicide by rhyme?" gerutu Kevin threw his cynical gaze at Rafan.

"Heh, what did you say?!" jembur Rafan who is now standing staring at Kevin sharply. "Don't hold it high! It looks like a short cave! Cave height is normal, guys. Your body has an excess of hormones. Therefore, if you eat tuh use rice as well as nutritious food, do not stairs lo cemilin!"

Sreth!

Kevin stood up to challenge Rafan. "Songong very you, short! Indiscriminate when talking. When we take the stairs? We don't turn the stairs, but bamboo! Lo's satisfied!"

Break their laughter when they hear Kevin's answer. They used to mock each other. Even the more silent Arkan was always exposed to their ridicule. So, no one would be angry just from being ridiculed.

In the end, Faris also laughed and allowed his friends to join in. Although he had to be persuaded and lured out after school date by Silva.

The two corners of Arkan's lips were drawn upwards forming a beautiful smile with both of his eyes also smiling. Remember how warm their friendship was.

He, Faris, and Rafan had been friends since childhood, even before they were born, their parents were already friends. Kevin has been their best friend for three years. They love the pain they feel together. Sometimes disputes and disputes are also often faced. The name of the teenager, must sometimes obey the ego more than logic.

But, because friendships are too precious to let go, they always make up not long after a fight. They will feel regret after cornering each other and throwing harsh words during a fight. And the next day, someone starts apologizing.

The ones who fought frequently between them were Faris and Kevin. Both children have similar personalities. Equally happy to joke grazing mocking, equally like to pamper to Rafan or Arkan, equally careless, both want to always be the most important. Although there are many similarities, but if both do not want to give up, there will be no end. When they differ, it is not uncommon to end up in a fight. But, not for a day, it's better. Arkan sometimes does not think to his two best friends. Totally defined by Tom and Jerry.

While busy daydreaming, the rain fell rapidly. Without warning, the rain accompanied by wind seemed to hit his body until slightly wet by rain water carried by the wind. Arkan immediately got up and went inside. He didn't want to get sick, because if he was sick, he wouldn't be able to see Silva's face at school. Anyone want to mock Arkan bucin? Just give it a shot, don't hesitate! The thing that is purified belongs to someone else. Double kill's!

"Silvyang, wait!" peeked Faris as he looked at the back of Silva who was about to enter the gates of their school.

Feeling Faris's thunderous voice, Silva stopped his steps and turned around. It turned out to be true, Faris called him. Why did he not feel called?

"You call me?" he asked after Faris got in front of him and then grabbed his shoulder.

"Who else?"

"But my name is Silva, not Silvayang!"

"Silvayang it stands for dear Silva, Honey," Faris replied gently and fixedly glaring at the two clear netra of her girl. Making Silva blush faintly despite trying not to look misbehaved. 

"Cie ... Blush her cheeks, uhuy! Not baper? Not baper? Baper do-" Not finished teasing Silva, his waist was already a victim of Silva's hand violence.

"Sick, Honey," said Faris with pursed lips and hands rubbing against Silva's deadly pinch.

"Your doctor is shy! Don't yell dong! Diliatin, thist!"

Faris looked around. It turns out, they were the center of attention. Some give a cynical look because they are disturbed or do not like their relationship, some are looking at them with anxiety. Most of them looked at them with a smile. Maybe they like the relationship between the two. If so, Faris is very grateful because their relationship is liked and supported by many people.

"Bunny!" Silva's call accompanied by a pull on the sleeve of his uniform led Faris to refocus his attention on Silva.

"Yes? Why, Honey?"

"That's Arkan, you're better yet?" Silva pointed to the gate Arkan had just entered.

"Udah, really. Yesterday we met continue to improve," replied Faris who was right.

"Tell?" ask Silva again to convince.

"Yes, Honey. Udah, kok. If you can't believe it, ask yourself!"

"Don't you? How come?" Now Silva looked at Faris seductively.

"No, really. Who's licking?"

"You're the! Why, anyway?"

"You don't trust me!" sulk Faris refused to look at Silva.

"Don't you? It's aja crank! Can't! Anyway you can't sulk! C'mon smile! Smile!" Silva shook their hands asking Faris to smile.

"So!" Faris was still with his stance.

"Hey, let's smile! Huh, rich gini! Smiles!" Silva touched both of Faris's cheeks and pulled them up until both corners of Faris' lips were pulled upwards forming a silly smile. It was also what made him laugh broke.

Until they don't realize someone has passed them. Looking at the two who were laughing happily with a hard to interpret gaze. To be sure, both of his hands clenched firmly and his jaw hardened. He passed by the joking couple with a broken heart in pieces. Just last night he treated his heart, now it's broken again. God did not create himself with the heart. If you have to keep getting sick, it is better not to have a heart.

...Seriate......

Finally can update again after almost a week ga update. A lot of drama, no quota, get busy, get sick, the idea of stuck🙄

so, enjoy!!