Love For My Sad Boy
Chapter 73. Hold on, Ar

On the way to a hospital far away, Rafan cries for Arkan because given the circumstances of his best friend. Luckily, the police team came here with the medical team as well. So, while still on the way, Arkan is supported by medical devices that allow it to survive until it reaches the hospital.

Given Arkan's dire circumstances, plus the punches he dealt to Arkan, Rafan felt very guilty. He curled up in the back seat and let his cries break.

Faris and Kevin repeatedly tried to calm her down, but were not heard. Rafan was crying.

"Fan dong, he cried. Not afraid to cry fast in the middle of the forest like this?" said Kevin turned his body to the side so he could look at Rafan who was sitting in the back seat.

"E, come on, why?" rafan asked with a sigh.

"Later the residents are disturbed continue to cry who is crying continues they follow the sound of crying until home, do you not be afraid?" kevin replied, scaring Rafan who was immediately answered by a more broken cry.

"Huwaaaaa fear, mamiii! Rafan takuuut!"

Kevin and Faris hear Rafan's cries getting louder.

"Lu anyway! Then some people who are crying are afraid. It's getting faster, the crying," said Faris blaming Kevin.

"Yes, usually, children also cry if they like to be scared by their mothers to stop crying," replied Kevin scratching his head.

"This is Rafan, Vin. He's not a kid anymore! How the hell are you?"

"Where is it so bad is it still so bad?"

"G, I'm hiks se, sad to see Arkan k, critical g, because g, i.hiks huwaaaa!"

"Lagian lo all of a sudden mukulin Arkan, the balloons are also finished I'm making a plan-"

"I don't know! You don't know either!" cut Rafan screech looking at Kevin nyalang then back to crying.

"Well, Ris?" kevin asked scratching his chin.

"Lu move back there!" tell Faris to put his head back.

Kevin, according to him, took off his seatbelt and put his legs in the back seat and sat down next to Rafan who covered his face with both hands while still crying as he pleased.

"It's all my fault" said Rafan who was muffled in the palm of his hand.

Kevin and Faris were stunned and their bodies stiffened instantly upon hearing Rafan's shrill voice. Their memory went to a few years ago before Rafan managed to become the figure he is today.

The two throw glances at each other through the inner rearview mirror. Sharing the same concern for Rafan. Kevin sipped his saliva with great difficulty.

"In their words, I'm weak, I'm an unlucky bearer, I'm a human who can't be stripped... I'm not useful at all, it should be-"

Grep's!

Kevin hugged Rafan tightly. Stop all the words of Rafan who blames himself. Both eyes heat up feeling Rafan's body in his arms shake violently. Kevin knows, Rafan's fear is back.

Dusapnya back vibrates Rafan so that his friend can be calmer.

Kevin shook his head with both eyes tightly shut. "No, Arkan will not die. He could've survived. And it's not all your fault, it's their fault that they kidnapped Arkan. Yes, stop beating yourself up. Not wrong with..."

"But Arkan should only be critical, not so bad. I can still see the wrinkles on the eel earlier, Vin..."

"Lo has to believe Arkan is strong. He could definitely survive for the sake of the people he cared about. You know if Arkan never wants to make other people worry?" asked Kevin who felt Rafan's head move slowly.

"So, he will definitely survive so as not to make us all worried especially crying like this. If Arkan knew you were crying because of him, he would be angry. Therefore, yes, do not cry anymore," continued Kevin with a closer embrace.

Rafan nodded slowly. "Gue won't cry anymore. But my chest is tight, Vin. Let me cry slowly, okay?"

Kevin worked his eyes out to ward off the tears that would break through his fertilizer. Then he nodded. "Yes, you can cry slowly, but don't beat yourself up again, okay?"

"Yes, I just cry." Rafan nodded then wrapped his hands back to embrace Kevin and cried again wet the front of Kevin's shirt that closed his eyes tightly let his tears vying out through both cheeks.

Faris has been crying since. He was unable to hold back his tears especially when the image of Rafan who was traumatized in the past was again imagined. At that time Rafan was really down even afraid of the people closest to him. He was always alone, crying in the corner of the room alone, and would go berserk if anyone approached. It was Rafan's trauma that was most severe due to being a victim of bull*ing at school. It took him a long time to heal and get back to the way he was. Therefore, Faris and Kevin are afraid that Rafan will return to the way he was. Words like that are what he used to say.

"Lo can't beat yourself up again. Not wrong, it's not your fault. Whatever happens, we're going to beat you. So, do not feel guilty and do not feel alone again. We all do it."

***

It is not much different from Silva's current situation. He was crying in Raini's arms. Silva has been crying for hours and has been hugged alternately by his mother and friends. However, Silva's cries did not stop because he was worried about Arkan. Since waking up from fainting, Silva has been crying continuously until now both eyes swell due to crying for too long.

"Va, yes, he cried. Look at it, your eyes are swollen because of the crying continues. Later if Arkan come home to see your eyes so, surely he does not like. Do you want Arkan to get angry because he keeps nangisin?" persuade Dinda to rub Silva's hair gently.

Silva shook his head slowly but was still crying.

"Eat him, yeah, don't cry. Kasian the adek must also be sad to see his mother cry on."

"But Arkan hasn't met yet." Silva said softly.

Raini turned her face trying to push her tears down. His hand was busy rubbing Silva's back to make it calmer. While Bening was crying sobbing in the arms of Laras who also had swollen eyes.

"Makanya, instead of crying we pray, may Arkan meet and he is fine. Yuk!" Dinda still tries to persuade Silva.

Slowly, Silva took his breath and exhaled slowly. He nodded slowly and raised both his hands with his eyes tightly closed. In his heart he spoke softly.

"Oh my God, don't take Arkan from me. We still have promises we haven't made. So, please give him a chance to keep his promise."

Suddenly the door of the room was pushed from outside, revealing the private driver of the Silva family whose face was panicked but there was a slight stroke of relief.

"Den Arkan has met!"

...Seriate......

huwaaaa I sampe nangis myself nulis😭