Love For My Sad Boy
Chapters 74. Losing His Beloved

"Den Arkan meet!"

"Arkan! I want to see Arkan!" silva exclaimed down the bragkar.

Without being prevented, he took off the intravenous needle stuck in the back of his hand and ran out of the room. They ignored those who shouted to call his name.

"Silva, be careful, son!" laras exclaimed in panic as he saw Silva running with a chaotic state of mind.

"Let's go after us, Auntie," said Raini, pulling Bening's hand and running out after Silva.

"God, Silva.." said Laras who got a hug and a swipe from Dinda on both shoulders.

"Let's go there too, Auntie."

***

Arkan's helpless and scarred body that was now not too much blood, was, removed from the ambulance and taken by the medical team to the ICU room so that it can be treated immediately with other health equipment that is more supportive.

***

Silva ran while crying and muttered Arkan's name many times. Without thinking about his entrails that should not be shaken let alone running. Silva continued to run, down the stairs to the ICU room.

When he arrived, Silva saw Arkan's body that was just about to be put inside. He sees Arkan's helpless body and even breathing must be supported. Encouraged by their nurses, doctors, and friends.

"Guil!"

Rafan, Faris and Kevin are aware of the whereabouts of Silva running towards them. Rafan tried to keep Silva from seeing Arkan's condition clearly. Because he knew that it could cause Silva to worry even more about losing Arkan.

However, Silva brushed it off harshly. Still crying, Silva tried to get close to Arkan. Not yet there, Silva had to stop because the nurses did not allow him to come in.

"Please wait outside, yeah!"

Silva was forced to stop and could only cry covering his face with both palms. Then slowly his body slid to the floor.

Rafan approached and rubbed Silva's shoulders gently. Trying to calm the girl. While Faris and Kevin watched with their faces bowed lethargic.

Shortly thereafter, Raini and Bening arrived and hugged Silva's trembling body. Both of them cried to hear Silva's roaring cry.

"A, akh.." - Silva groaned in between his tears.

Raini and Bening took off their hugs and checked Silva's state. How shocked they were to find that along Silva's legs was covered in blood.

"Oh my God, Silva!"

Raini looked at Faris and Kevin who also looked shocked. Faris immediately sought the help of the nurses to help Silva to be dealt with quickly.

"Silva why?" ask the new Baras until in a panic.

"It looks like bleeding, Auntie," replied Dinda who saw blood pouring down the thigh to Silva's calf.

Silva was brought in by two nurses to get help. Accompanied by his mother, his three friends, and also Faris who will be on guard if there is time for male energy is needed. Rafan and Kevin are waiting in front of the ICU.

***

On a different floor but still the same place, Regan was hugging her beloved sister. The flower that had just awakened, still could not say anything due to the side effects of postoperative dope, was still left. He could only cry when he heard Regan's explanation as well as his farewell speech because he had to serve the punishment for his actions which included criminal acts.

The flower simply replied by closing both eyes until tears flowed down her cheeks.

Regan hugged Flowers for a long time. Until the police who were always on guard at the back also pulled him to immediately end the farewell event. He seemed not willing to let go of his sister because he knew after this he would part with Flowers. Whether we can meet again or not. Instantly he regretted what he had done to make him have to be arrested by law enforcement.

The police again put the handcuffs on Regan's wrists that could only resign.

"Go first, yeah. You be careful here, don't forget to meet your brother later if you're cured," said Regan before finally being led out by the police.

Leave the Flowers alone who cry without a sound. After this, he had no one else in this world. All the members of his family are gone, and his only brother even committed a stupid act that made him end up in prison.

In fact, he never wanted Regan to do such a cruel thing. He just wants to feel what it feels like to be loved, that's all. If the heartbreak or drop when getting rejection from the person he loves, it is natural. He will also understand, because he knows that his name is normal. If it's like this, not only one side loses, but many people also feel disadvantaged.

Ah, it feels like he wants to ask God to take his life away now. Because of what life does? He has no one else to keep him alive. However, the message of his late mother flashed in his brain.

"If you feel like nothing can hold you back, remember that God still wants to see you pray to him. God is always there for all His servants. He'll definitely help you."

Yes, his only reinforcement is God. He still has a God who is the reason to stay alive. He will accept all the will of his Lord. Will not ask to be accelerated or slowed down by his death.

***

A few hours later, the team of doctors who operated on Silva was done. They were forced to remove the foetus in Silva's stomach because the girl was bleeding heavily, causing her to lose a lot of blood. So, to save his life, the doctors were forced to cancel the baby.

The families knew it and the doctors warned them not to cover up the truth when Silva was conscious. After all, he should know what had really happened to him. Although heavy, but honesty will be much better than a lie that will never bring good, it will invite something worse.

Silva has now been transferred to the inpatient room. The girl was still unconscious. There, there was the mother and her three female friends. They are loyal there. Even Laras had let them go home, because it was late in the afternoon. From last night, they've been here. But, they refused as they would not be able to calm down if leaving Silva in an unconscious state. They were worried Silva was going through something bad when they came home.

"Patient aunt, yes. It was a tough test for Silva. So, we as the people closest to him must strengthen. No need to look sad, because Silva will certainly follow sad too. He needs a booster to stay afloat" said Dinda who hugged Laras while rubbing her shoulders gently.

Baras nodded in agreement. He will try to look strong in front of his only daughter. He realized that he was one of the support systems for Silva.

"Silva!" exclaiming Bening who felt the movement in Silva's hand.

Shortly after, Silva opened his eyes. She hugged him warmly for a moment.

"Mother.." lirih Silva looking for the figure of the mother.

"Yes, Honey. Mother here, why, son?" The barrel then stood beside Silva then kissed his forehead softly.

"So." he said with a hand that touched his flat stomach.

Instantly everyone who was there stiffened when they heard Silva's cry that sounded like a question about the whereabouts of the baby.

"Darling, I was happy in heaven. Yes, dear..."

Unpreventably, Silva's cry broke with tears streaming down the eyelids against the cheeks. Silva was devastated. Now, he no longer has a baby. He felt his suffering complete with the absence of the fetus. In fact, before he felt he had to be strong and stay strong for the sake of Arkan and the dick.

If it's like this, maybe Arkan will hate him after this because he can't keep the bitch well?

"Arkan, I'm sorry..."

... Seriate......

sorry for me too yes, readers😭 day off mah no papa meureun?