Love For My Sad Boy
Chapter 75. Giving up on the situation

The room was filled with two suspects. They were sitting in a chair facing an interrogating policeman. All around them were policemen who would give them coercion if they did not answer or make them regret for not answering honestly. Also present were Setya and Hanum who witnessed the interrogation process. 

"Further questions for Rika. What mistake made you take revenge on the Arkan family?"

Instantly Rika's face that was not smooth anymore-decorated some bruises due to fight-pun hardened. His gaze pointed at Setya sharply. He clenched both of his hands which were now handcuffed with Regan's hands sitting beside him. His heart was filled with hatred for the Arkan family which caused his father to die several years ago.

"She had killed my father for fear of his threats that he said would send my father to prison. The charges remain unclear and my father has not been found guilty. But because of the threat, he ran away from the office in a fog and ended up getting hit by a car and killed while on his way to the hospital."

Setya was silent even though the confession sounded like a baseless accusation. He only frowned and set his breath so that his emotions did not soar high.

"But according to the evidence that the police got, your father, Mr. Ferry, was indeed proven guilty. After the investigation, Mr. Ferry was named as a suspect for embezzlement of funds in several projects run by a company led by Mr. Setya as the boss of Mr. Ferry. For the accident incident, based on cctv cameras and several witnesses, Mr. Ferry did not look scared, but deliberately crossed the road when the road was in crowded conditions smoothly. So, it is clear that Mr. Ferry or your father attempted suicide when suspected by Mr. Setya to have committed acts of corruption in his company" explained the police officer explained the actual incident.

So, all this time Rika only misunderstood and dark eyes that ended with revenge on the nuclear family Setya. Because after being investigated even deeper, the perpetrator who hit Nesya at that time was also Rika not Dea. Dea only took advantage of the events that existed so that Arkan was caught off guard in keeping Silva at that time.

In this case, revenge was the main factor. Though it has been widely known by the public that revenge is a despicable act, not justified, and will not bring any benefits to the perpetrator. However, it is still always attached to the hearts of certain people who have dark eyes because they do not accept the calamities that occur to those they love or have.

On their confession and some evidence, Rika and Regan are declared the main suspects and will get the appropriate verdict in the trial process later.

***

Days pass but Arkan still faithfully closes his eyes. Silva has been declared healthy after the surgical removal of the fetus in his stomach and back and forth to the hospital to keep Arkan or just look and try to invite him to chat in the hope that Arkan can hear the words her longing was accompanied by crying and then opened her eyes. But often only silence answers.

Every time Silva visits, he must be accompanied by his family or friends, but this time he is alone. Deliberately did not tell his friends and asked permission for the mother to go to the hospital with Dinda. Dinda did not receive any message from Silva. It's okay, he just wants to be alone, ah he means both with Arkan.

For quite a long time he spoke while holding Arkan's hand with tears that always accompanied in every word spoken and his breathing faltered. However, Arkan still did not answer. He still closes his eyes.

Silva is lying next to Arkan. Hugging the body from the side and crying on Arkan's shoulder.

"Why can you make me sad alone, Ar? Do you not love me anymore? Now that it's gone, we don't have any more baby candidates. Our fantasies all this time when we are born, must end. I'm not so good at being a mom! Maybe if you realized, you would say that too, right? I'm sorry, Ar... I don't want to see you angry with me. I don't want you to leave me because you don't have the responsibility to marry me anymore. The only reason you want responsibility, must be because of the existence of a jack right? There is nothing now, nothing else is yours. But I don't want you to leave." Silva said softly and stopped several times because of a whim.

Silva did not know that Arkan's sacrifice as accountability to him was more than that. Even from the very first, Arkan knew that the baby was not his flesh and blood, but he accepted it because Silva was more important. Whatever he will receive as long as the girl who is loved remains happy and returns well as the original psychological condition. Sounds like a perfect guy. That is why, destiny plays a little with him.

Starting from Arkan who berated him, saying it was not becus to look after their baby candidates, until Arkan's speech that would leave him. All those bad possibilities revolved around his mind. The tears continue to shed non-stop.

Silva reached the front of a staircase leading to the sixth floor, the top floor of the hospital. Silva was silent as he looked at the stairs for a moment. After a long silence, he stepped up the stairs to the sixth floor. I don't know what Silva is thinking, because right now the goal is a rooftop.

Arriving at the sixth floor, Silva back up the stairs to the rooftop not far from there. Climb the stairs with a vision of the goal-watch each step that he stepped until the last step. Silva arrived at the rooftop.

Instantly the wind blows. Although this building is not too high, but if the weather is cloudy like this the wind is quite strong. Silva kept walking even though it was opposite to the direction of the wind. He walked up to the roof. Standing in front of the barrier, closing both eyes enjoyed the gust of wind sweeping across his wet face. However, it was still unable to dry up the traces of tears on his cheeks.

His mind is back on fire. Runyam, filled with various bad thoughts that only possibility that still will not necessarily happen. He was afraid that Arkan would hate him or even abandon him. It fell too deep on the man. He just wants to be happy with Arkan. He was used to Arkan beside him. Give him attention, affection, comfort, protection, and be treated like something very valuable. He was always happy when Arkan treated him gently, without coercion, and without high intonation. Arkan was so nice to her.

Now, he's used to all that. He is not ready if what happens next is the opposite. After all, this carelessness must have left Arkan disappointed. He doesn't deserve to be with Arkan who looks perfect. Arkan was so nice to her while she even let down the man. How he did not know himself if he still hoped to be with Arkan.

But, he would also not be able to live without Arkan beside him. Especially seeing that guy with another woman. So, maybe this is the best he has to do.

Silva raised one leg to a roof barrier that was only knee-deep. Slowly, one leg went up. Stand on the roof. His face looked up at the cloudy sky.

"Lord, I'm sorry if I've become your weak servant. I really won't be able to endure all this. So let me go and see You," Silva closed his eyes tightly, dropping tears on his petals.

He faintly heard the cry of those from below who tried to resuscitate him not to do so. There are also some people who suggest calling the police or security. However, Silva did not care this time. For now, let him be the one who doesn't care about his surroundings.

His right leg was already floating in the air, no longer touching the roof barrier that could hold his body.

"Arkan, good-bye..."

Silva's body floated in the air and fell down.

Bruk!!

...Seriate......