Love For My Sad Boy
Chapter 78. It was my turn to fight

Never imagined by Arkan, he will part with Silva. But, it had occurred to him long before today. He just wants Silva to be able to come back like any other girl who can achieve her dream. Not even being a housewife at an early age. They are too young to build a family.

However, he never thought Silva's reaction was different than he expected. He had hoped that the girl would be happy if she was relieved of her responsibilities. But it turns out Silva seemed disappointed in him and chose to give up on his wishes. Could it be that Arkan was too naive? Should he keep holding onto Silva because she loves him too? Ah, his head feels dizzy now. He threw his head against the wall.

He is currently half lying on a hospital bed. Alone without anyone accompanying. He deliberately did not contact or tell the people closest to him that he had awakened. He still wants to be alone, reflecting on his actions that are either true or not. After all, it was their fault too. Why is it that's keeping him only Silva alone? Where are those who are said to always be there for him? Hmh! Inner Arkan screeched.

I heard the door open from outside. Soon the figure of Rafan followed Kevin into the room. As they looked at Arkan, the two were shocked by closing their mouths and opening their eyes wide.

"Arkan! You realize?"

Instead of answering, Arkan rolled his eyes lazily and lay on their backs.

"Don't you? Why not a child?" ask Kevin in astonishment.

The two walked over to Arkan's bed. Kevin patted Arkan's arm.

"Daddy, Ar! Why anyway? Just realized instead of kangen-kangean ama us. This is even our stump. How the hell?" kevin grumbled as he slowly pushed down Arkan's arm.

However, Arkan did not respond to anything. He remains in his position.

"What don't-don't..." Rafan hung up his sentence and showed a panicked expression with both eyes and mouth widened. Staring at Kevin who also raised both eyebrows because he was surprised by Rafan's behavior.

"Don't-don't what?" asked Kevin curiously.

"Don't... Arkan lost his memory?!"

Without thinking twice, Kevin clapped his head behind Rafan who then got a protest of course.

"I don't lose my memory!" kevin pointed at Arkan's back.

"Sokay you!" cibir Rafan has a chest.

Kevin nearly rolled his eyeballs as the door of the room opened forcefully.

The three turned towards the wide-open door with Faris standing with both hands clenched and a sharp gaze directed towards Arkan who was looking at him as well.

"Faris? Knock-"

Bugh!

Not yet Rafan continued his sentence, Faris had stepped forward to lift his fist into Arkan's jaw.

"Faris!" exclaims Rafan and Kevin who are surprised to see the actions of Faris.

While Arkan held his jaws that felt pained.

Faris wore a slanted smile. "That's a reply because Silva was in vain to make him cry!"

Hearing Silva's name, Arkan immediately looked at Faris. There were strokes of worry, regret and longing in the eyes of Arkan.

"Worry aren't you? I know you're actually bucin's with him, right? But why did you even say that rich to him? What do you mean anyway? Can't you see now that she loves you?" ask Faris who Arkan secretly berguki in heart.

'Oh, so Faris knows, ' Inner Arkan.

However, Arkan instead chose to shake his head to answer. "From a long time ago, the guy she loved was just lo, Ris. Silva is just in the mood because I live with him. Hence, he seems to love me, but I think it's just a comfortable feeling. Not more."

Faris was about to throw his fist back into Arkan's face, but was held back by Rafan and Kevin on his left and right sides.

"Don't, beg*! He just realized. You want him in a coma again abis thumped same lo?" press Rafan while shaking Faris' head.

"Wildamah! Yes, hopefully just wake up, his brain really again," replied Faris indifferently.

"What's really going on?" kevin asked looking at Faris and Arkan alternately in confusion.

Faris pushed his chin towards Arkan. "Ask yourself to your friends!"

Rafan and Kevin turned to look at Arkan demanding an explanation. "Come on, now it's clear everything's happening and we don't know yet!"

***

Silva was crying in Laras' arms. He had told her everything he had experienced and what Arkan had said.

"You don't want to go, why go, honey?" laras asked gently as one hand rubbed Silva's head.

"A, I'm with Arkan, Bun! He could have given me a choice like that when I was in love with him. Is that as sensitive as he can not know if I love him already? Don't you? Surely Arkan know if I already like him, even I've moved on from Faris, Mother... Why would Arkan let me go? If you want to go, why not just before? After all, the child I bear is also not his flesh blood, right?"

Barrel's body stiffened. The gentle swipe on Silva's head came to a halt. This was confirmed by Silva. He looked up at the mother, then slowly broke away from the arms of Laras. He plays his fingers.

"I know, Bun. I made Faris a story. Sorry.." great-granddaughter Silva who looked down deeply.

Laras put on a smile and patted Silva on the head slowly. "Do not apologize, you also have the right to know. So, now you know, just how big and sincere is Arkan's love for you?"

Without thinking for long, Silva nodded. But neither answer nor look up.

"Well, this action is also based on his love for you. So sincere love Arkan, he was willing to release you for the happiness of you who had been snatched. Although he's not the culprit, he thinks you still think that way. Arkan knows for sure that you have dreams like teenagers in general. So, Arkan intends to give you the freedom to chase back your dreams after no more obstacles, namely pregnancy."

"But now my happiness is with him, Bun! My dream has changed now! I just want to build a happy family with him!"

"So, don't want to be happy with your father again, is it?"

Silva blinked quickly. His heart seemed to be pinched hearing the mother's question. Silva recalled that he was still not proud of his parents. He still hasn't graduated High School, the journey is still long. But he thinks only of others and his happiness.

Seeing the look of sadness in Silva's eyes, Laras rubbed the shoulder of the only child. "Honey, if you say it's the same Mother, how can Arkan know that you already love him?"

Silva looked up, looking at the confused mother. "What does Mother mean? He said I should be happy with my mother's father, now I'm going to fight Arkan? So what am I supposed to do, Bun?"

"Emang Mommy is saying that you are happyin your mother's father by leaving Arkan?"

"No, huh?"

"No, Honey. You can make us happy by seeing you happy too. Silva, if you want to be happy with Arkan, don't give up! Arkan just not give up, right, love you even in silence? He sacrificed a lot for you. Now, it's your turn to sacrifice for Arkan. School business and ideals, you can still achieve really, even though you are married. You can home schooling first until you both graduate High School, just married. After marriage, you can continue your education to university with the status of a wife. That's no problem, honey. Most importantly, now you should be able to convince Arkan, if you want him, not the others."

In his place, Silva was already teary hearing the mother's words. Then he hugged his mother back. "Thank you, Mother. I am so grateful to be the son of a mother who understands like Mother."

Laras smiled and returned Silva's embrace. "Together, Honey. Mother is also grateful to have a strong child like you. Now, show me your strength to fight for Arkan, will you?"

Silva closed his eyes and nodded in a Barrel's embrace.

Hopefully Silva's struggle this time can lead to happiness, yes.

... Seriate......