
Love is a human nature that can be obtained or revealed. There are times when the love we feel is not to be fought for, but to be released. That's when the sacrifice was heavy. Because you have to see the love is happy with his other love. However, for those who manage to defeat the ego, the satisfaction they will feel for having mengikhlaskan and see their love happy.
That's what Arkan did. For the sake of Silva's happiness and for the sake of his friendship with Faris, he was willing to bury deeply his feelings. He was a pain reliever who always scratched his heart every time he saw them giving each other affection in front of him. But, it's okay because it's already his decision.
But, the name of the soul mate will not be changed, right? Yes, and now Arkan managed to get his love that he had pledged to his best friend. He tried hard, but God had other plans. Maybe he wants to test first the strength and sincerity of his love for Silva. Because Silva is a special girl. Not only for Arkan, but also for many who knew the girl. And it was tested a while ago.
Until now Arkan and Silva are standing side by side on the lap. They have done marriage and bind each other's hearts with a contract. Now, they were welcoming the invited guests who were queuing up to congratulate them.
"Huwaaa congratulations, honey... You guys finally got married. I am so happy. Because honestly, your story is a real drama, I swear. But I'm also proud because I was one of the witnesses to how your love struggles. Anyway, congratulations!" Raini hugged Silva.
Arkan smiled at Raini. Yes, it is true what the girl said. He did not expect that this marriage would actually happen. Because of the many events that have the potential to cancel this wedding plan. But now, there was no other word he could say many times other than thanksgiving. Thank God, for giving so many lessons and at the end he was given a very valuable gift.
"Oi! Smile at you! Demonic possession your marriage?"
Upon returning from the daydream, Arkan sees Faris in front of him with his other companions.
"Hehe, sorry." said Arkan rubbed his nape embarrassed because it was daydreaming.
"Currently, why are you? What don't-don't... Lo... Think of the real thing, huh? Jesus, Ar. Don't think about it, later the mallm also lo ngerasain, kok. Ohhhh!" Rafan rubbed his head that was grabbed by Kevin. While Faris rolled his eyes to see the behavior of Rafan which is still always absurd. Yes, although he admitted it too, on several occasions Rafa looks more mature and wise. But know, actually Rafan prefers to act like a child when the people around him are acting like adults. And become an adult when the people around him are stupid. Weird, right? Yeah, weird as the author. But that's the character of Rafan.
This story continues until now Silva is already in an apartment owned by Arkan. He was standing on the balcony of the room waiting for Arkan who was bathing. She still wears her wedding dress. Silva too enjoyed the beauty of the star-studded night sky to his surprise when a pair of hands wrapped around his stomach. It turned out that Arkan was hugging him from behind and putting his chin on Silva's shoulder. Although they were used to this position, Silva was still pounding. Especially tonight the atmosphere feels different. Well... You know for yourself, don't you? On the first night two new people officially became married couples, what did they do? Well, now Silva is thinking about it and he is a little tense.
Arkan chuckled while rubbing Silva's stomach. "Don't be so tense, honey. If you're not ready, we can do that later. It's okay tonight too. I won't make a meaning."
"Ta, but..." Silva hung up his sentence because Arkan turned his body until now they faced each other. Arkan's two hands rest on the balcony railing with Silva in between. Making Silva's heart beat even more crazy because they realize their position is very close.
One arm of Arkan raised cupped one side of Silva's face with his thumb gently rubbing his smooth cheek.
"Va, I married you because I love and love you. Not just because of na*su. I want to make you happy by loving you, meeting all your needs, and trying my best to make you as happy as I was when you were living with your family. Because I took you from them. So, I can't make you sad if you don't want to be attacked by them." Arkan chuckled for a moment which made Silva smile.
"So, I won't make you uncomfortable. But I'm human too. Sometimes I don't know how you feel. So, if later I do something that makes you uncomfortable but I don't realize, please you say, yes? You can't be cuddled. We need to communicate with each other so that our relationship is good. I do too. I'll tell you what I think every action you do. And now, I'm stubborn," Arkan continued to touch his chest.
"But, don't you think I'm doing anything?"
"Yes, I know. But, I dig-degan every day on your deck. Are you that too?" ask Arkan to look at Silva.
Resolutely, Silva shook his head. "No, tuh!"
Arkan raised next to his eyebrows then smiled obliquely. He drew his face closer and narrowed the distance between them.
"Then anyway? Still not feeling good?" ask Arkan with a wicked smile.
"E, no!" replied Silva who turned his gaze.
Arkan brought his body closer to the point that there was no longer any distance between them. He used his left hand to hug Silva's waist and his right hand to cupper one side of Silva's face to look him in the eye. His thumb and index finger turned to touch Silva's chin.
"Now, still no tickling?" ask Arkan again.
But Silva was unable to answer. Because Arkan pulled his chin and fused their ranum together. Sharing the warmth of saliva that feels sweet to those who are drunk with romance.
Arkan's movements were gentle, affectionate, demanding little to make Silva lulled. Until he was unconscious when Arkan unzipped his dress zipper slowly then one hand slipped in, rubbing Silva's delicate back with a soft and supportive movement. Makes Silva feel like he's floating.
After a few minutes, Arkan let go of their link as Silva was out of breath. They stared at each other with breaths. Arkan smiled and one hand rubbed the corner of Silva's lips that contained a salivary trace of who it belonged to. Lipstick that still adorns the lips Silva was not clear shape and color due to Arkan.
"Now, you take a shower, gih! Bersihin make-up, the abis we just slept," said Arkan who clutched Silva's waist with both hands.
"T, but-hmmmp!" Silva had not yet spoken his words, his lips had been silenced by Arkan's lips.
"Ck, how dare you, now? Not just a chance, but directly dipaktekin, huh?" cibir Silva after Arkan released him.
Arkan's smile expands. "Yes, dong! It is now legitimate. So you can't protest my words! If you do, I'll kiss you! You can't talk, '" whispered Arkan at the end of his sentence. Makes Silva goosebumps instantly.
"Guil!"
However, not long since he had to squeal when Arkan suddenly carried him. Take him into the bathroom.
"Why did you come in too?" silva asked looking at Arkan in confusion. The man closed the bathroom door while he was inside.
"Oh, yes, yes! Why come in?" he patted the jidat. "Yes, no papa. Let's take a shower together, yuk!"
"Arkan! Out, right?!" silva exclaimed loudly until Arkan grimaced and surrendered.
"Yes, yeah, I'm out."
Silva exhaled as Arkan walked out and closed the bathroom door. Both of his cheeks were hot. He cupped his two red cheeks.
"Brengs*k! I'm so excited, crazy!" silva grumbled to his chest, then started to clean himself up.
***
Arkan was leaning against the bed and playing on a cell phone as Silva called out to him behind the bathroom door with only his head popped out.
"What?" ask Arkan to hold back his smile.
Arkan could no longer hold back his smile. "Try telling the truth!"
Silva frowned. "ah! Arkan, please get a towel, dong..."
But Arkan nodded. "No! Not really yet! Replace it!"
"Ish, how's dong? Cepetan, Arkan! I'm cold!" silva's protest was lip-smacking.
"Well, try to speak the real thing."
"That's where it hurts, anyway? There is a word 'please!"
"For me not really. Let's try again!"
Silva clucked loudly and closed his eyes.
"S, baby... Please take a towel, dong.." said Silva staring at Arkan with sparkling eyes.
Without answering, Arkan stood up, grabbed the towel that was deliberately kept on the nightstand and walked towards Silva with a gaze that could not be separated from the girl. Scared Silva and closed the bathroom door.
Bruk!
"Huwaa...! Scared, bundaaa! Get serem!" peeked Silva inside the bathroom after closing the door again.
"Va, is it closed? What's the towel, hey?" arkan said while knocking on the door.
"Yes, don't haggle, dong! I'm scared!"
Arkan chuckled at the door. "What a beige, anyway? I'm a handsome gini, really! Let's open the door, honey..."
"But don't look at him!"
"Yes, yes, no. Open the door first!"
There was no response from Silva. However, slowly the bathroom door opened and Silva's one hand stuck out looking for the towel.
"Where's the towel, Ar?" It sounded frustrating from Silva's tone. So, with an amused chuckle, Arkan handed the towel over to Silva's hand.
"Duck yeah, put the shirt on! I'll wait on the balcony!"
"Why what?"
"I want to stay up while playing guitar with you. Wants, right?"
"You dong! Wait a minute, yeah!"
After answering yes, Arkan headed to the balcony with his favorite guitar. Sit on the sofa and start picking the strings, playing the rhythm of his favorite song first until now. The song he always sang when he was alone and remembered Silva.
"Change dong, the song! The song time continues? Are we happy now? I belong to you." Silva came with a cup of coffee and a cup of warm tea, kept at a sofa-side table and sat down next to Arkan who was playing the guitar.
"But this is the song that I always sang in the past if I want to be with you," replied Arkan lowered his head to watch his fingers moving strumming the guitar.
Silva feels guilty for thinking Arkan is so because of him. He looked down while playing his fingers. "I'm sorry, Ar. I made you sad and hurt yourself. Why didn't you tell me you liked me! Even the pretentious craving feelings!"
Arkan chuckles at her. He stuck out his hand rubbing Silva's cheek gently. "I can't be the same with Faris. You don't know, how often did he talk to you when we gathered? You also do not know how cool he was when you told him if you received him. I know where to marry him. Moreover, Faris and Rafan are my best friends from childhood. Even from babies, because our parents are also right."
"But because of your heartless feelings, you become sick alone. And it's not easy, is it?" lirih Silva looked at Arkan with teary eyes.
"Shhh... What matters is that now you belong to me. Faris is also happy with her new love. Yeah, even though it hasn't been springing up, anyway. But I'm sure Maira is in love with Faris. Just yeah.he doesn't want to just go out with Faris. Because you know yourself, Maira, how's the guy?"
Silva agreed. He chuckles to remember how funny Faris and Maira behave when Faris wants to attract the attention of Maira, but the girl is actually indifferent and several times sulking because of frustration with Faris' behavior that makes him embarrassed.
"They really so, I think would be the funniest couple, deh. What's so funny about their behavior? The spoiled Faris and the cuckold Maira, tsundere that," timpal Silva, who had known Maira a few months ago when she was introduced by Faris because the girl thought Faris was back with her while hugging in the park at that time.
"Well, let's just hope they actually continue to marry after college, yes."
"Aamiin..."
"Oh, yes. Speaking of college. You want to go to college too? Later can be with me, mumpung registration is still open."
Silva buzzed the sign in thought. "I'm not going to college, are you ashamed?"
"Why should I be ashamed? You're not going to college to focus more on family, right? I'm just proud that you want to focus on taking care of me as our baby later" Arkan replied stroking Silva's stomach was still flat.
Plaque! Silva hit Arkan's hand on his stomach.
"Kok was hit, anyway?"
"Yes you are ngaco! My guy's not pregnant yet, where's the baby, anyway?"
"Well, let's make it, yuk!" invite Arkan with a ignorant look and a big smile.