Love In My Heart
Seeking you

" i'm sorry sir, but below there is a brian sir who wants to meet you" said one of his employees who entered just like that.

" ha "he sighed softly when he heard the name brian.

" well, answer him.

he immediately stood up and walked his feet into the lower lobby , he got off in the elevator and it didn't take him long to see Brian wearing a black suit shirt with his pants in his pocket.

" What are you looking for me for ?" he asked, brian turned around and looked at him.

" Where's Tiffanny now, I have to see her ?" ask brian directly.

" He's not here" replied rian quickly.

" Where, it's been a few months every meeting even if you're always the one who comes. Are you hiding something from me ?" search brian.

" it's none of your business, after all, you have separated no relation to you anymore "reply with rest.

" I know about it. But I want to know where he is. Is he okay ? she's never disappeared like this before ?" brian said again.

" i'm not calm when I don't see it. I beg you rian, tell me where tiffanny "wanted with a begging face.

" I don't know. Until whenever you ask I will always answer not know "reply.

" you're lying" accuse brian.

" i know what you're like, you're hiding something big" he said.

" well.it's okay if you don't want to answer it, but I'm the one who will look for it "said brian again.

after saying that he left rian alone, he got out of the hotel and directed his steps to his car. He clenched both his hands irritated at not getting an answer.

" Fanny where you actually "murm.

***

day by day everyone goes through without tiffanny, everyone feels lost.not least devan he is the one who feels the most sad.he is always busy working to forget his sadness.

every day always do surgery, even everyone labeled it as the god of patients.how not every day just examine and treat patients only.

including now he is handling the operation, painstakingly and meticulously he sewed the patient's internal organs.

dion who became his best friend had never seen a devan like this. he changed drastically.

" the operation was completed "the word devan did not finish sewing the patient's stomach.

he immediately came out to clean himself, he washed his hands and took off his gloves.

" devan stop ... stop for today, you can get sick if you keep going like this. What is it with you ? you're a workaholic you don't think of yourself "snaps dion.

" it's my job don't forbid it "he said casually.

" i'll call your mom and dad if you keep going like this" threatened Dion for not having the heart to see Devan's hand was red because he kept holding scissors and some other tools.

" just call "reply relaxed.

he immediately left dion again after finishing washing the child's "cck .... Devan waituuu" he cried who walked to pursue devan.

" devan.devannn" said.

" what "his answer is still going on.

" You're waiting for news from the English hospital, aren't you ?" said Dion.heard that devan immediately stopped his footsteps.

" if you're important to him you'll get word of it, but if you're just an outsider to him.

" But I'm his friend, until whenever I'll wait for his "reward devan with my eyes.

" friend ! you always say friend, but really you expect more. But think of him ... Does he consider you friend ? a man or just a doctor who helps you just "stamp dion again.

" I'm your best friend, never wanted to see you like this. I've been watching you for months and your nature has changed. You're not my best friend anymore" Dion said.

" stop your bullshit.it's not clear" said devan, he clasped his hand and immediately left dion.

dion who was treated like that felt unusual, he was annoyed and he also left devan.

devan was already in his room while opening his white coat.this should have been him home since he had also been overtime for more than 3 hours.

***

(if you're important to him you'll get the news, but if you're just an outsider to him .. don't expect to wait for the news )

" Dion is right, who I am for him. I am just an insignificant outsider.Unilateral love really hurts." he said in his heart.

("leave ? .. do you know what it's like to be left behind ?" ask fanny .)

("it felt like I was in an endless desert. desolate and desolate, there was no one I could meet there. There was only a vast expanse of sand that when I walked ... the sand made dust until I finally gave up because I couldn't stand " .)

" You are right too ... It felt abandoned it was so empty "the mummy again when she remembered the words fanny had said when she met the hospital at that time.

***

the next day, the,

because Brian wants to know the existence of tiffanny, he visits the company owned by michael. he hopes to get something from the mouth of the direct michael.even though he had never been close before because of his jealousy towards fanny.

he was already in the micheal room, micheal allowed him because he wanted to know what the man who was now in front of him would discuss.

" what's your purpose here .. I don't think we've ever been close and not even talked "ask Micheal.

" Do you know where my fanny is ? " ask her.

" Fannyku ? " micheal said with a smile.

" just tell me where he's "return brian.

" He's not here "

" you're hiding something from me. I haven't seen him in a long time my heart says he's not well, not even grandma wants to see me " explains Brian again.

(oh so grandma says it's in Indonesia, she still doesn't know anything ) said Micheal in heart.

" I don't know where he is, I haven't seen him in months.You're his ex-girlfriend who knows he told you "he said casually like he was playing brian.

(he said it like he wasn't lying) Brian said in his heart.

" you're not lying ?" brian asked who wanted to make sure of that.

" i said honestly, there was no news from him. I was also waiting for news but there was no "micheal replied which he was not told.

" well .. thanks " said Brian.

" i went ", he continued.

micheal nodded his head letting brian leave his room.he rubbed his face which he also knew how he was doing, no one had informed him including grandma.

grandma said she would come home every month to visit and monitor the hotel but up to a few months did not come back, making everyone anxious and like lost in the earth.

" What happened to Fanny made Grandma not want to return "the evil thoughts continued to fill the space of her brain.

" no .. no , it's impossible to think positive micheal "he said.

...

in the bar room , Brian drank alcohol served by the waiter who is now in front of him.

she was so agitated at the thought of fanny that - to the point of not being able to control herself - "fanny" muttered hoarsely.

" i miss you" he continued.

she smiles every now and then crying "me .. really missing you "he said again.

" sorry .. I lied to you "he said, closing his eyes as if he had been drunk.

" it hurts not to lose someone you love so much "rian shows up - arrives and sits next to him then the waiter gives him plain water.

brian turned his head while narrowing both his eyes looking at rian

" it's useless you spend a few glasses you still can't go back to him" continued Rian and noticed brian's reddened face.

" i don't want to lose it ... Fanny, I betrayed her. I lied to her "he said with a typical drunken voice.

" but I did it to protect her, ' the bad guys surrounded her .

hearing that rian became curious , what did the bad guy mean.who ? and for what ?

" protecting her from whom ?" ask rian.