LOVE IN THE VIRTUAL WORLD
ARIN DISAPPOINTED

Just two days Arin let go of longing with his only child, because in fact parents should not linger to see his child in the cottage. But because of the condition of Arin who came from far away and alone, then the cottage gave time for him to stay overnight.

A lot of things Flora told him, and so did he. Grateful for Arin, Flora was very close to him, and was never ashamed to tell him anything.

" Papa how ma? still like the old days?"

" Well, did your papa turn into a Power Ranger? you've got Flo."

" Not so ma, Flora means is papa's nature still like it used to be?"

Arin was silent, the two of them were looking at each other. Arin does not want to vilify Judah in front of his own son. She wanted Flora not to want to keep bad memories of her papa.

" Daughter, whatever and whatever, he's still your papa. Papa who has struggled to support your mother and you. If you do not work hard, not necessarily we can enjoy all these extraordinary facilities, other than because of God's intervention, of course."

" Yes, Flora will never stop being grateful to have parents like you. But what Flo hopes is that mom will remain patient and strong."

Arin is silent, Flora is an adult, she can see the inequality that occurs in the household of her parents. What is clear is that Arin still hopes that there is no hatred stored in Flo's heart on his papa.

" Where did you memorize?"

Arin switched their conversation. Arin did not want Flora to go further and further about Yuda.

After two days of accompanying her son in the cottage, Arin immediately slid into the city where he studied first. A city that holds a lot of memories when she held the title as a student. He and Yuda were in a long distance relationship and rarely met. Yuda goes to college in the capital, and only occasionally does Yuda visit him, so Arin spends more time playing with his friends than dating Yuda.

" Stop sir!!" Arin stops the taxi he was riding in a hotel that has a classic building. Javanese nuances are attached to the interior of the hotel. Looks beautiful and charming. He had booked the hotel through his mobile app before he left. Arin deliberately chose lodging in the center of the crowd to make it easier for him to go to buy something without having to ride a vehicle. Arin walked slowly, the nuance was still the same as before. Tokopun buildings have not changed much, only now more crowded and many small traders in the empire.

Arin lifted her suitcase and headed straight for the receptionist. After speaking for a while, the receptionist immediately escorted Arin to his room. After helping Arin and checking all the facilities in the room, the receptionist invited Arin to rest.

" Moturnuwon sir."

" Injih ma'am, sami-sami."

After the officer died, Arin immediately put his luggage and lay down on the mattress. The journey from his son's cottage, actually not far, it's just that last night he chatted late at night with Flora, until now making him very sleepy. Glancing at his watch, at 13:24 Wib, it meant he had a pretty long nap time. Arin immediately laid his body on the soft mattress of the hotel room he had just rented, but then undone it, he remembers not telling Brian that he had arrived at the hotel whose address he had previously told his girlfriend. However, just now he wanted to type status it turns out Brian had already sent a message to him first.

" Dear, I'm so sorry, baby. Duh how is it?? I've been trying to find the right reason to meet you yesterday, but my wife doesn't seem to believe that if I say there's a job, she'll go with me!"

Arin bengong momentarily read a message from Brian. Suddenly his heart was so disappointed, when this was the only chance they could meet and not only know limited to the screen hp only. There's not a second chance like this anymore. Arin wants to be angry, but he has no right to be angry at the man, they are two human children who are lulled in a forbidden romance that should not happen. Arin really felt sad, even he became hesitant about the seriousness of Brian's feelings for him. Why didn't he try harder to meet her? and instead chose to let him alone wait for her at the hotel. Suddenly Arin was crying. His sacrifice all the way to the city was in vain. Arin then lays down his phone, and undoes the intention of writing the status for Brian. Then Arin broke down his body and closed his eyes. He tried to forget his sadness, accepting the fact that it was so painful to love a man that people already had.

Waking up, he checked again.

" Dear, my wa isn't answered? you're angry, aren't you? sorry, dear? please don't be angry, will you?"

Arin then replied to him with a short status.

" It's not papa yank!" Suddenly, the phone rings. Brian called her.

" Greetings waalaikum!"

" Yank..duh sorry yes!! you're angry, aren't you?" With a clear face.

" Where are you? how can I call you?"

" Yes I'm on this road, willing to catch my subscription. Did you get to the hotel?"

" It was 1 o'clock." Arin replied briefly, with a flat-faced expression and not in the mood chatting with Brian.

" Yaaankk..pleas don't get mad, do you?"

" No papa yank, I understand, don't think about it."

" But the face looks sour, you're disappointed, aren't you?" Arin was silent and only looked Brian in the face with a thousand feelings of anger raging in the chest, but it felt like he did not deserve to be angry with the man.

" Yank, let's smile!"

" Yank? Can I still smile if from the beginning of my departure yesterday I have great hopes to meet you, but it turned out to be in vain? After all this time and opportunity I've been waiting for, but from the first time I left the house, I don't think I'd be able to meet you in the real world, but the truth is now what?" Instantly Arin evaporates his emotions.

" Yank..sorry me?"

" Nothing to forgive. From the beginning our relationship was wrong. We are the ones who forced all of this. I have no right to be angry with you, nor do I blame you. We are both equally unlikely to leave our partner, and that is the reality. So why keep getting stuck?" Arin's words are getting out of control. Brian pulled the car over. He knew right now Arin must be mad at him.

" Yank.don't say that. We promised, right? will this continue until fate separates us?"

" Yes right...!! and that's a nonsensical deal we've made both!!"

" When will yank arrive? until you or I are called in power, then one of us mourns it and makes it all a never ending sadness?" Brian saw a deep sadness on Arin's face. He knew his girlfriend was trying to hold back tears from falling in front of him. He knew that Arin actually loved him very much, only that he was currently disappointed, so he vented his anger through a sentence that sounded painful in his ear.

" Yank, I'm gonna take a shower. I just woke up."

" Just a minute yank! I'm not done talking!"

" What else would you like to say?"

" Yank, we rarely have a chance to talk like this."

" But we are also rare, maybe even will not have a chance twice more to meet kayak gini." Arin's words really cornered Brian.

" Yank...pleas do you know my position?"

" yes.I know. Yes I took a shower first yes, I have not prayed ashar. Assalamualaikum!" Arin closes his phone without Brian's consent. Brian was just dumbstruck, only once did he see Arin that angry. But then Brian smiled to himself, and went back on his way.