
In the car Arin imagines the haunted look of Yuda who will be furious with him. Perhaps you could say, more haunted Yuda's face when angry, than the Dutch cemetery. But somehow, this time Arin did not feel daunted at all, even resigned if indeed Judah took the worst decision though. It feels like Arin is fed up with all the treatment of her husband. He was tired of the attitude of Judah who was always looking for faults of others for the problems they were facing.
" Stop ahead sir!"
" Good mom!"
After giving away some money, Arin immediately went inside the house. Judah's car is parked in the front yard, which means he's at home. Arin straightened his feet. Actually Arin dag dig heart while guessing, like what the anger of Judah when he saw his appearance later.
Arin tried to act as calm as possible. With ease he walked into the house.
" Asalamualaikum!" Arin said as usual, as he had just entered the house. Not the answer to the greeting, but Yuda greeted him with spicy words that made his emotions peak again.
" Ohhhh I don't think you're coming home, you still want to go home??" Yuda greeted with a cynical sentence.
Arin ignored him, only glanced for a moment, and immediately headed for the room. He threw his bag, and immediately dropped himself on the bed. Tired, angry, sad, mixed into one.
" Ariiinnn!!!" I heard Yuda's scream. Arin remained unconcerned, and instead covered her face with a pillow.
" Ariinn!!" Yuda shouted again, this time he was already at the door of the room. Arin remained silent.
Finally, Judah went straight to Arin. His steps were so quick with tremendous anger.
" You're starting to fight your husband now?? Your disobedient wife yes!!" Yuda said as he pulled the pillow that covered Arin's face.
Yuda looked terrible, with both of his eyes flushed red. The man's emotions seem to have reached the crown.
" Where have you been? reprimanded the husband instead of answering, even playing away. What do you think I am?"
" Ohhh, did you ask me to answer that, huh? later if I answer, I say I defend myself." Replied Arin as calmly as possible, while waking up from his sleep.
" You're getting smart talking!! Really disobeyed you huh!!"
" She, I've been quiet all this time. I never once gave you a chance to talk, let alone defend yourself. And now, only once did I argue, mas says I'm an ungodly wife. Then the treatment of the mas all this time to me, I think it's not the act of dzalim?" Stay with a relaxed tone.
" Oooooo...you're good at criticizing your husband?"
" I'm not criticizing you, just reminding you."
" But that doesn't mean you can fight me Arin!!1"
" What should I remind you in what way? I said a word, you said argue. I'm acting like this, you say fight. Then do I have to keep quiet, while you never realize your mistake?" Arin's tone started to get a little high.
" She.I am your wife. If you knew, you would not be like the old Judah. You changed mas."
" Ahhhh you are the one who is never grateful, so look for my shortcomings. What do you ask all I've had, isn't that enough for you to be happy?"
" Mum, material is not everything!"
" Aahhhh.it's just a theory!! It's bullshit!!"
" If you don't want me to set it up, whatever!!"
" Lho mas, have I ever been rebellious? have I ever not followed the same way? All the rules that you make in this house I obey. Have I ever complained about something I don't like? But I kept obeying him, because I realized, I was my priest, that was my head of the household, and as long as it was good for me, I would continue to obey him. But mas just as he pleased himself with my silent attitude. As if I thought I was incapable of doing anything. "
" Ooohhhh..so all this time you have been forced to obey my rules? you are not sincere, are you? why just say it now? And now you want to show me that you're great and that you can fight me, right?"
" That's what I don't like about you. Always look at the negative side of a problem, and instead of taking the wisdom is also the lesson."
" What should I take wisdom from a wife who fights like you Arin??"
" Introjection, introspection!! Why am I fighting like this. We have become one. If any of us make a mistake, we also have to be able to correct ourselves, why our partner acts like that, not only can we blame others. I want to be always kind, always obedient, but my own attitude can't change!"
" Ahhhh..whatever you are!!"
Yuda said as he exited the room leaving Arin, then slammed the door of the room.
" Astagfirullah azim thing!!" Arin was surprised not to play, and could only stroke the chest.
And sure enough, Judah's anger will last a long time. He will silence Arin, will not eat his cooking, will not give orders as usual. It was as if Arin was not considered to be his existence by Yuda.
But this time, Arin did not care. Previously if Yuda was angry, Arin would try his best to seduce him so as not to get angry again. But now, instead he chose the cake and the bodo period.