
Arin took a deep breath. It felt like his chest was so tight and sore, like there were thousands of thorns piercing him.
" I sometimes want to give up mas, tired it feels ngadepin him. It is hard to understand his head. Only 5 minutes into her face was so sweet, ehhh suddenly within a second, she could turn like a hungry tiger."
" The mood's hard to guess."
" Rin...As a good wife, you should be patient with your husband. His character is only you know, so you're the one who has to understand it."
" Oh yes, but even now I've always been wrong in his eyes."
" Maybe he's in Rin's favor."
" Yes, it may be true, said Mas, he is now being khilaf because he feels the world has been in his grasp. That's why sometimes man is too confident in his abilities, even though with the blink of an eye God can take all of it."
" Well, what a strong woman try if every day there are problems that make her angry, continue to nyudutin and turn on me. Not tired of every day tense innate?"
" If I hadn't quit my job in the past, I might not have thought much more!"
" Nahhh that. Sometimes the woman if she has her own income, so forget her nature. Constantly have your own income so dare to take risks?"
" Yes how. The nature of the woman becomes the mother of a man. But that does not mean that men themselves treat women. As if without them we can't live."
" Udah Rin.don't share emotions. Denger said to me. Nyesel was later."
" Yes, I know. But me and Yuda are not husband and wife. I should have been the place where all the complaints he had, so the cure when he was experiencing fatigue. But this is just the opposite, I was instead a source of anger in Yuda, and a place of emotional overflow if he was having problems. Why can't he treat me like a wife?"
" Rin.that's your ordeal. Every household's test is different."
" But, I see the family mbak well, I have never heard a bit mbak no problem. Now adem ayem."
" Hahaha...do you know me?" Sisi said while looking at her husband. Husband Sisi just nodded.
" The proof I've never seen."
" Never tell me?"
" How do you want to tell a story, see you are already full of problems, cook still mbak addin same problem mbak? Increase your stress later to be hahaha."
" Ihhhhhhhhhhhhhh."
" Rin, we're both your brothers. Actually we also feel hurt to hear you are treated like that, but we can not do anything. We can only give you advice, so that you do not part with Judah. Farewell is the last option. If it can be repaired, fix it. Because if you get divorced, you're the one who takes all the risks and not us, maybe we can only entertain again, can't help anything. We both don't want you and flo destroyed. Be patient Rin, Judah will change over time."
" Every time I pray it's always what I ask you. I'm just afraid that what we have today may not last forever. Let alone forever, an hour, a minute, even a second ahead of course we can not necessarily know the secret of God for us. So what to boast about?"
" It may be true that now Mas Yuda is respected by all because he can buy anything he wants, but his respect is only that. If everything ran out, would they still appreciate Mas Yuda? especially with Mas Yuda's arrogant attitude towards them. Yuda isn't ready for all that?"
" Juda forgot, as much and as much as we do to others, if we do not take care of our speech, it will all eliminate all our goodness that we have been perfected."
Sisi and her husband just took a deep breath. That's true what Arin said. However, resuscitating someone is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand, it takes process and patience. Not even a few are aware when it is too late, and Arin does not want to happen like that.
" Well, humans are weird sometimes, right, Rin?"
" What's weird about it?"
" A lot of people who sacrifice for wealth, not even a few who are willing to marry people who are not loved, even far from the type they desire. All of them are forced to live in order to get worldly happiness. It's your turn now, you're married to a man of your own choice, even what you have now has made you prosperous, but in fact the happiness you desire you don't get."
" That's why I'm the source of happiness here, and not here." He pointed at his chest and flicked his index finger and thumb.
" But be thankful Rin. Whatever happens to you now, it is God's destiny. Maybe now you have to face tests like this, but we don't know what happens in the future, right?"
" Yes mas. What makes me strong right now is Flo. Sometimes I feel sorry for him. He was still a child, but his thoughts were very mature. He should have been close to both parents, but Mas Yuda tends to be indifferent to Flo, finally anything Flo can only tell me."
" Therefore, hold out for her sake Rin, for Flo's future."
" Inshaallah mbak doain aja." Replied Arin quietly while playing his fingers.