LOVE IN THE VIRTUAL WORLD
ACCOMPANY BRIAN

Ever since I met Brian, Arin's days have been beautiful. Maybe if there are no limits, it feels like every day Arin calls Brian. But of course it's impossible to do. Arin and Brian prefer to resist longing, rather than later being caught by their partner, and they can no longer communicate.

" Mom, please pack 3 yes." Brian's voice was heard calling the noodle seller. Arin was stunned for a moment. There was a pain that suddenly crept and creeped into his heart. When Arin's face changes, Brian sees the change, and realizes that Arin must be jealous.

" Yank, sorry. My wife ordered chicken noodles too." Brian's a little unwell.

" Yes, papa yank. The name is also family, if the husband eats well, the same wife of children must also be brought dong." Answer Arin slowly. Though his heart is very sliced, but this has become part of the risk of their forbidden relationship. Basically Arin is a very jealous type of woman, but his completely blind love has ignored his pain upon hearing and seeing Brian's concern for his wife.

Arin suddenly remembered Judah. Her husband is the laziest when he has something to offer. Never mind to ask for things, when traveling together, if Arin says he wants to buy something for a while, of course, Judah will nag at length. He is more willing to let Arin go back to the store alone, compared to waiting for Arin to buy it.

The atmosphere is a little stiff. Although Arin tried hard to be reasonable, but his eyes could not lie, there was sadness there. Arin imagined, so happy if the one in the position of Brian's wife now is him. Brian is a man who loves him and loves him very much. He believes, Brian is the type of husband who is very understanding, and can put himself as a husband who should be able to protect and take care of a wife.

" Yank?"

" Ehhh yeah?" Arin was a little surprised.

" Yank, we promised to understand each other, right? you understand my position, I also understand your position. I'm also jealous that you're with your husband, and I don't even dare to imagine, for fear of pain."

" Why are you suddenly talking like that?"

" Because I saw the look on your face change when I heard I ordered noodles for my wife."

For a moment Brian glanced at Arin who kept silent.

" Our position is the same. We are wrong. What can I do? anything we must swallow." Brian continued his words.

" I'm sorry about ya." Answer Arin.

" Yank, strong for the sake of our relationship?" Brian was actually so sad to indirectly hurt Arin, but on the other hand he did not have the heart to disappoint Mirna at home by not buying her a title.

" Dear, I hope I can survive."

" Hehhh...What crazy relationship is this that I'm living? why can't I turn my back on you, Brian? why?" Little heart scream Arin. Bathinnya did not accept being treated like this, but she did not want to leave Brian at all.

" This is mienya."

" Oh yeah." Brian made some money, and the merchant immediately gave his change.

" Thank you, ma'am?"

" The same as me."

" We're going again, yank?" Brian whispers to Arin

" Yes." Yeah."

Brian stepped out toward his vehicle, then put the phone on the dashboard again.

" Yank...kok ngeliatin keep why?" Brian asked while glancing at Arin.

" If you run out of old phone like gini, I'll definitely be home. It doesn't taste good."

" What if the phone doesn't have to be stopped?" Canda Arin's.

" Hahaha maybe we don't get in touch anymore yank, my wife will burn me."

" It's just the one that burned, not the one?"

" Lahhh serem very!!"

" Hahaha.makanya don't cheat!!"

" Not you?"

" No. I'm just a phone, not too late."

" Hemmm..pinter, yes!!"

" Aren't you happy yet?"

" Some time, baby, why come down?"

" Hahaha.excuse me!!!"

" Yeeeee. What will you want to do now?"

" Later on, another bentaaaarrr." Brian was reluctant to close his phone. He always wanted to be with Arin. He said the woman had given him happiness that he did not get from his wife. Arin who can always make him cheerful, and never tired of lingering chat with.

" Don't have to be obeyed, huh?" canda Arin's.

" Are you really ready to not be able to communicate with me anymore?"

" Can you tell me a day?"

" Mbohh thought to himself!!" Brian said with a frown.

" Hihihi.if the kayak is more handsome than yank." Arin teases Brian back.

" Hemmm.the crazy people."

" Hahaha.if I take it seriously tar you don't love me anymore."

" Hahaha.iya also anyway.konyolan you tuh that make me miss."

" That's all?"

" No, I love you anyway, and I have no reason why I love you."

" Yank?"

" Yes." Yeah."

" I know how important my position is to you."

" you mean?"

" Yes, I realize that if one day our relationship is discovered by your wife, I am sure 100% even 1000% you will choose her, even though now you say you love me very much. Aye right?" Brian was silent, he was confused to answer what, because it was true what Arin said, it was impossible for him to sacrifice the happiness of his own children.

" Eh um but anyhow I'll try to find a way to contact you yank." Brian tries to convince Arin of his sincerity.

" Yahhh.just that's the yank. Our relationship is just that it's nothing more." Arin replied again, his face turning disappointed. It hurts a lot, even though he actually knows it will be like this the end of it all. But actually if this sentence is reversed, surely Arin will be difficult to answer it too.

" Yank?? we promised to understand each other, right?"

" I want you to be polygamous, you don't want to marry me?"

" Yes, it's important that I get my wife's blessing."

" If your wife doesn't approve?"

" It's impossible to marry you dear." Answer Brian slowly. He knew his words must have hurt Arin very much, but he did not want to promise the beautiful things to the woman he really loved. It's just that he still thinks about his two children, although actually the feelings towards Mirna from the past until now remain the same, there is no shiver of love for the woman he has married, he said, it was different when he was with Arin.

Arin was silent, there was a clear speck that almost fell in his eyes, but tried firmly to hold him back so as not to be seen by Brian. She had cried so many times before the man, and today she did not want to be seen crying anymore. But Brian really knows the nature of his lover who is very sensitive and easily touched. Brian knew that the woman was holding back her own pain.

" Yank, yes, you want to go home, right?"

" Don't love, it's still a little far, if you want to nyampe I'm sure I say kayak usually."

The atmosphere that had been cheerful was tense again if it had discussed the issue of status. Arin could never control his emotions if he talked about it. He would have preferred to dodge, and hurriedly turned off his phone.

" Oh, yes, I want to sleep really hard." Arin reasoned, even though it was 15:20, a very awkward time to sleep. Brian took a breath, he understood Arin was disappointed.

" No papa, close it." Said Brian.

" Oh my dear, assalamualaikum." Then Arin closed it. Brian was dumbfounded, no friendly kisses, no words of love as usual, just with greetings Arin closed it.

" Greetings waalaikum." Answer Brian slowly.

" I'm sorry baby, maybe God hasn't given us both a chance to be together." Said Brian again. Brian is actually as sick as Arin. Which man does not want to live with the woman he loves, but circumstances that make it difficult to make a decision.