Love In Trauma's

Love In Trauma's
He can't touch


Leana can only feel comfort when it is soaking in the bathtub. He could feel his tensed muscles slightly relax. If it's like this, Leana can only think clearly.


Leana Jung.. Where is your life going? Usually people will have 2 choices in their lives. But I only have 1. I'm married to Max, the man who traumatized me. Can I go day by day with him?


Leana is monologuing with herself.


Leana was very depressed. But he did not want to repeat the mistake he made yesterday. Leana's past actions were a big mistake. He would sin if he ended his life. Leana won't do that again just because of the harsh reality if she marries Max.


Leana was busy with her complicated thoughts, until she fell asleep. He was so sleepy after this whole day of stressful events.


"Le, are you still in the shower?" max's voice sounded quite loud from outside.


Leana woke up to the sound of a loud knock on the door. He stood up from the bathtub and used his bathrobe before opening the bathroom door.


"Are you okay, Le?" max asked who was a little relieved after seeing Leana at the door.


"Are you afraid I'll drown in the bathtub?" leana asked while drying her hair with a towel.


Max just stuck to his place. Leana's words were right. Max is worried about Leana not coming out of the bathroom for 1 hour.


"What about my clothes? I didn't bring anything here." Leana timidly had to say that to Max. He could not possibly wear the same clothes since they were already soaked by his sweat.


"I've prepared all the clothes on the walk in closet." Max tilted his body so that Leana could pass by and chose her clothes. Max's view is not separated from Leana. The woman had a nice body, white and smooth as well. But, what caught Max's attention was Leana's tiny lips.


Meanwhile, Leana quickly ran to the walk in closet and immediately locked the door. Her heart beats rapidly as her eyes accidentally meet Max's.


'She is very creepy.' Leana's inner self while holding her chest that is still pounding.


Leana started looking at the clothes in front of her. Max's walk in closet feels like a mini-mall. Max provides all kinds of clothes, shoes, bags, watches, even accessories that are all branded.


"She's very good at picking out clothes."


The row of clothes in front of Leana made the woman confused. For pajamas only, Max provides a variety of models and no twins. Leana chose baby doll pajamas with salem colors.


Max can even choose the right size for Leana. Not too loose or tight.


Leana came out after she set her breath. He has to get used to Max, because every day they will meet.


The man had fallen asleep on the sofa.


Leana went straight to the bed, then covered her body with a blanket. He had to keep himself from being close to Max.


Leana's phone rang indicating an incoming message.


Aunt Marie


Dear Lea, how are you doing there? Did Max treat you well?


Leana replied to her Aunt's chat quickly


Aunty. I miss you Bi. It feels very uncomfortable here. I was always scared when Max touched me or was around me.


Lea, you have to learn to forget about your bad past with Max. Make a good memory with Max because you're married.


Lea still can't believe that Lea is married to Max. Lea feared Bi that Max would do that again.


Yeah, that's perfectly natural. May time heal all your wounds. Aunt wants to see you happy together with Max.


Leana did not continue her chat. She cried again reading her aunt's last chat. Leana was just confused by this situation. A hundred times trying to understand it, Leana would not be able to.


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Max opened his eyes. The first thing he looked for was Leana. The woman was sleeping while hugging the bolster. Max is a little relieved because at least tonight Leana is not blurred and can sleep without using drugs.


Max gets up from the couch to get close to Leana. He bent his body to be able to clearly see the beautiful face of the wife he could not touch.


"Le, what should I do so that you are no longer traumatized?" "Are we able to establish a normal household?" Max wanted to stroke Leana's hair. But, she undoes her intentions for fear of Leana waking up and yelling or worst of all, collapsing again.