Love Language
Liver preparation

Zarra who began to sleepy now I carry and I timang-timang to quickly fall asleep.

Surely not long after being in my arms no longer heard his chatter that had been so crowded echoed in my room.

Without feeling like the day is as late as afternoon, Zarra has now been taken by the nanny.

I immediately took a shower because my mother had told me to get ready soon after Maghrib someone would come to my room to make my makeup.

Actually the new event will start at about eight pm, but mama said there is no harm if my makeup should be done early so that the event does not retreat just because it is waiting for me who has not finished dressing up.

Grandma came to my room shortly after I finished bathing accompanied by my mother.

Grandma and mama again asked about the steadiness of my heart for the big decision before the more serious step that is marriage.

Grandma just wants me to be really steady and will never change my decision later after the engagement party is over, even grandma had prayed for everything to go smoothly and we were in a match until death separated.

There's no word I can say in front of Grandma except just guaranteeing all the do'a from grandma that she thinks is good for our future.

Mama looked at me so deeply as if full of meaning even though her lips were silent, she was the one who knew my heart the most right now.

Suppose I could, I would like to say no and leave this family.But the truth is I can't, I can't.As if there are iron chains attached to me,not my leg but my heart made me unable to do anything even to say no.

Mother....ibu Pratiwi.....Is there you can also feel what your child is feeling right now? do you know ma'am, that I want to say no! namu I can't afford it because in reality I'm not just an adopted son in the Anggara family, but a biological granddaughter and the only granddaughter they have.

I don't even know if I should be proud of all this or condemn myself as the only granddaughter in the Anggara family.

Although I was so loved and loved in my own family and in the family of my future husband and I was so respected as a noble even before I officially became their son-in-law.But somehow this heart is not the slightest glare it would be all that, what would be wrong of me if women out there would be so happy to have an opportunity like me right now.

The husband of a single heir to a conglomerate family that is so handsome and beautiful, and has a prospective in-law and sister-in-law who is so caring and very loving.

I rested at Grandma's feet and cried on her lap, which is now still sitting in a wheelchair that always accompanies her wherever she goes.

Grandma stroked my head who was not wearing a hijab because she had just finished bathing with her hair still half wet.

"Become a good wife, keep your own honor before the wedding takes place."

Grandma's message to me was still rubbing my head and now lifting my chin to raise my face towards Grandma.

Tears still running through my cheeks.

"Today is a happy day for you, why are you crying?"

I tried to force my lips to smile in front of Grandma.

"If your eyes are swollen, you will not look beautiful when you are!"

Grandma's speech.

"What's important after the Dirias looks beautiful, right grandma?"

I replied with a chuckle, my grandmother laughed at my words and my mother also laughed, but it looked very forced.

"Diana!"

"Yes ma?"

Answer mama.

"Look carefully at your little daughter who you have always been proud of in front of me for over eighteen years, she will soon be the wife of someone!"

"Yes ma, Diana knows!"

"Are you going to feel jealous if she's going to love her more and prefer to live with her husband instead of you later?"

"Mah.....!"

Mama hugged grandma from the side while smirking her cheeks and forehead many times.

I still don't really understand the meaning of the two, why is Grandma talking like that and why does mom feel so guilty hearing Grandma's words? I can only wonder in my heart without daring to say a word.I do not want to ruin the moment of both of them, let me just be a spectator and wait for the next story.

"Sorry ma, Arya mas never numbered mama duakan.During this mama is the first woman who is in the heart of Arya mas, whatever Arya mas to me will never be able to replace the position of mama dihibinya!"

Mama said while re-hugging grandma and now grandma also hugged mama while occasionally kissing the cheeks of the favorite daughter-in-law of her favorite boy.

the three of us hugged like teletubies.

"Don't be sad anymore, isn't today Rara's happy day?"

Grandma said as she let go of her arms from me and mama.

"Rara, learn a lot from your mother!"

"Ready granny!"

I replied while bringing my five fingers neatly lined to the forehead near the temple, with a position of respect like a soldier honoring his commander made grandmother and mother laugh off seeing my behavior.

I can't seem unhappy in front of anyone, I have to learn to hide my feelings that are not okay.

When I was seriously listening to the messages and advice from my grandmother and mother, suddenly there was a knock from the door of my room making grandma stop her seizure for me.

Soon I opened the door to my room and it turned out that my mother who came to join us.

Grandma continued her words of advice even though there is now a mother in my room, not feeling awkward even mami actually added some stuff that turned out not much different from the words that grandma said.

So excited we chatted naglor, ngidul turned out the day was getting late.All say goodbye back to each room to get ready to carry out obligations and prepare for the event later tonight.

After finishing the maghrib prayer, there was a knocking sound from the door of my room.Entah how many times the door of my room was knocked during my time here,maybe if this door is alive and can express what he feels he will scream in pain because he always feels the pain repeatedly on tap.

When I opened the door to my room, two beautiful women stood in front of me, carrying all my needs, and they were the ones who would make me prepare for my show tonight to make me look more beautiful than anyone else because tonight I'm her daughter's master mami after Reina's sister of course.

I'm so nervous because soon everyone will see me out with this makeup, like this,I was always not confident when wearing makeup that was a little excessive and a little bit thick powder.Because Rendi's sister will always say I look strange, because I look strange,just like when I was dressed by MUA who was hired by my mother during the school graduation event when Junior High.

SERIATE......