Love Language
Thoughtful crybaby

My feet by themselves stepped into the outlet, Rio's gold was just following me from behind with an astonished face.

"What do you want to buy here?"

Ask me when a waiter said hello to us.

"Shirt up!"

I answered casually while looking around at some of his clothes and hijab because the mannequin I saw on the front display was wearing all-Muslim clothing.

"Is this outfit really for you?"

"You don't see me, all the clothes here are just for kids!"

"So? you want to buy for our future son?"

He still looked astonished, I just looked at him sharply with a look full of annoyance.

"Buy for Zarra,mas!"

Reply annoyed.

"Then for yourself?"

Ask me again.I just smiled at him and then returned my hand smartly sorting out the clothes of the children that I thought were funny and suitable for Zarra.

"Sir, who is this model for a child aged about one and a half years there?"

I asked a salesman standing behind us ready to serve.

"So, brother, let us check the product first,"

I again chose a few pairs of shoes for Zarra as well.At last I finished also bought several pairs of hijab clothes and several pairs of shoes for my cute little nephew, of course, Rio who paid for it.

"Do you like jewelry?"

Ask Rio.

"Hmmmmmmm, can!"

"Here, follow me!"

Take her to a jewelry store.

"Good day, Mr. Mario, welcome!"

Sapa a young woman who is so beautiful with her fashionable appearance.

Mas Rio ignored her and just stood beside me looking over some examples of jewelry.

"Mas, can I buy more than one?"

Ask her.

"Pick what you like!"

"Sorry sis, if I want something like these triplets?"

I asked while pointing at the collection of jewelry in the form of bracelets.

"Eternity Bangle, a bracelet consisting of several diamond stones in the middle of this has two color choices, namely rose gold and white gold."

A seller explained to us, and my choice fell on white gold.

"Buy anyone you are?"

Asked Rio while looking at me.

"Make my mama, mami Sarah and sister Reina!"

Reply relax.

"Then for you?"

He asked in surprise, I can only shake my head because of all that is here nothing interests me at all.

"Pick one for yourself, or do you want me to choose?"

"No need! I already have your family's gift home!"

My answer is, because my mother's necklace and engagement ring are still kept until now, so also our wedding rings also do not dare to wear everywhere and still I keep everything.

Mas Rio was just speechless taking out his black colored card while looking at my face in annoyance.

"You will have to compensate for all my losses today at some point in time Maura!"

He whispered in my ear, making me look in horror.

I immediately invited him home because I was hungry, but Rio offered to stop by for lunch but I refused because I wanted to go home soon.

The feeling of anxiety and sadness mixed into one makes my emotions feel stirred uncontrollably.

I don't know what makes me so but suddenly my mind is fixed on the house, I miss my family, I want to immediately go home to hug my mother and grandmother.Two women who so much I crave affection when at home.

"Mas, I want to go home.....!"

My whine is like a child asking for something to follow immediately.

"Yes, this is our way home!"

Reply mas Rio casually but somehow his mediocre words make my emotions feel provoked.

"I want to go home .......!"

I said with tears, this chest feels so tight that it feels like breathing just feels so heavy.

"I want to see Mama! hiccups,hik,hik....."

My cry became more and more, my tears began to spill.Mas Rio pulled over the speed of his car then looked at me in confusion.

"Why you?"

He asked in wonder while helping me wipe the tears that melted past my cheeks.

I can only shake my head because I don't know what makes me like this and I can't explain why I'm acting this way either.

"Don't confuse me, Ra, answer what makes you cry? is it because of what I said?"

I still shook my head while bowed, these tears never stopped dripping until wet the hijab I was wearing.

"You miss your parents?"

Rio's asking, starting to second-guess himself, but I feel reluctant to answer him and just prefer to be quiet while still lowering my face.

"You are not a child anymore, who will cry when separated from his parents in just a few days!"

His words seemed to judge me and considered me crybaby.

"Come on Ra, you're all grown up! we haven't even been here a day yet but you've been whining for home!"

He said again maybe he meant to calm me down but I was even more annoyed by his words that sounded like he was judging me.

"Prophey, don't cry anymore please! I can't stand to see your tears,"

Rio continued his journey.

"We're going straight home, or are we going to Zarra's?"

Ask me, 'cause he knows I'd be most happy to be near Zarra.

Mas Rio parked his car in front of the house of in-laws sister Reina, we are still silent in the car waiting for me really calm.

"We're going down yuk!"

Invite Rio mas to me who is still merass gamang with I don't know what I myself can understand.

"Yes, don't show your sad face in front of a child!"

Persuade Rio mas while gently stroking my head which is still wrapped in hijab.

I nodded my head in a forced sigh trying to calm myself down so as not to look chaotic in front of everyone.

"Smile dong!"

Pinta mas Rio to me while closing the car door where the battery just came out of there while carrying my paper bag for my nephew Zarra.

I forced a smile to rise on my lips.

"The one who is sincere dong.....!"

Pinta mas Rio again to me so that I smile sincerely that is not made up, with my forced to follow his request even though my mind still feels very chaotic.

Mas Rio squeezed the doorbell of the house near the door.No need to wait long, a waiter immediately opened the door with a friendly smile invited us to enter immediately.

We were asked to wait in the guest room while a waiter who opened the door for us immediately entered to inform Mr. Reina of our arrival.

The little Zarra who was actively running around holding a light brown teddy bear, her caregiver walked quickly to follow wherever Zarra's feet ran.

Realizing our presence sitting in the living room, Zarra ran towards us and hugged me.

"Youngamamamaaaa......!"

His words while hugging me, contact makes me and Rio mas can only be silent while staring.

SERIATE......