Love Language
Surrender
I remember the drink I drank when Roi was about to touch my hand earlier at the cafe.
"What kind of drink mix?"
I asked Rio mas who was beside me was driving a car quickly.
I still felt dizzy and heavy all over my head and the heat was flowing fast in the blood all over my body, my heart beating so fast causing a feeling of unease in me.
I tried to close my eyes and put my head on the back of the seat to eliminate or at least reduce the dizziness in my head.
But all my efforts only felt futile, because instead of relieving what I feel now it actually made me remember the cruelty of this afternoon in my room when I was with Rio mas when still at home mom.
It felt really like it was reoccurring for real, my feeling was really uncomfortable every time the shadow about the incident was ventured back.Truly it still feels today and makes me feel like I want to repeat it again.
I opened my eyes, but when I saw the face of the man sitting next to me, it looked so perfect and so beautiful in my eyes tonight.
I tried to turn my eyes to the front, see some vehicles passing by on the street and sometimes I saw around through the window glass beside me so that I would not look at it which made me pound more and want it.
"You feeling good?"
Mas Rio asked as he occasionally looked towards me to make sure my condition was fine.
"Not yet!"
My answer was short without looking at it.
"Actually what did Brother Rio put in my drink?why does it feel like I'm like this!"
I asked while holding my head that was a little better with both hands.
Mr. Pras immediately ran to open the car door for us.
"Pras, apostle Samuel and help him take care of Roi."
Mas Rio's orders to his personal assistant when opening the car door for him.
"Let me Pras! you just open the door!He said while pointing at the door of his house when Mr. Pras was about to open the car door for me.
"Good young master."
"Why are we here, why don't we go home to Mama's?"
I asked when I got out of his car with a stagger almost fell and fortunately I immediately fell into his arms before actually falling to the ground and the swaying grass that will catch me later.
"They'll be afraid to see you in this state, let me tell your mama!"
He answered and immediately carried me into his carrier to bring me into the house.
"Close and lock the door from outside Pras! and you don't come back before morning, no matter where you want to sleep!"
He said to Pras who directly carried out the orders of his young master obediently.
I saw Mr. Pras immediately come out and close the door from the outside, I heard that he actually locked the door from the outside according to Rio's orders.
I was still inside the sling of Rio mas who was walking up the stairs.His face was so handsome and dazzling made me swallow the saliva many times when I saw it.
"You take a cold shower so that your body is much fresher!"
Her request to me while lowering my body from her cradle was right in front of the bathroom door.
But my body that had not stood balanced almost fell back down again, and soon he grabbed my body in his arms.
I really have no power to restrain myself who began to be uncontrollable, with no idea of shame I seduce a man who is now legally my husband.
I boldly started what I shouldn't have done, the things he wanted from me all along but I always refused in any way.
But tonight in his private room I resignedly let go and handed it to him without him confiscating.
I've gone completely insane and like I lost my mind tonight, I really want to fly with him even though the pain he gave me tonight still doesn't dampen my desire for him.
As if the fear that I had been worried about all this time was wiped out by the lust that we could no longer bear, we could not bear,our night really finished what was supposed to happen since we officially became legal spouses without any rejection from me.
Although at first he tried to avoid me but in the end was also unable to avoid what I had started until in the end we drooped to cover ourselves with the same blanket and closed in a state of hugging each other others are afraid of losing.
SERIATE.....