Love Language
My worries

Mas Rio immediately sat down and hugged my body back while his hands nosy and here to fuck me.

"Mas, please get rid of your hands! I'm talking seriously!"

I get rid of the naughty hands that start to reactivate at everything she wants.

"Yes, yeah...why my love?"Now his hand caressed my head and put my body on his chest.

"When I'm pregnant how?"

I asked again to feel annoyed because he just asked me to repeat the same question without getting an answer.

"If you're pregnant? yes...we're going to be parents!"

Answer with origin without the slightest worry.

He seemed to not even realize his mistake at all.

"Iiiih, you're a bummer! I don't mean it....!"

I was really upset with her, I left her who was still resting on the sofa while I went to the bathroom to take a shower and shampoo the second time.

Mas Rio who was still in the same position when I entered the bathroom even until I came out.

He saw me again wearing a towel over my head and a different bathrobe coming out of the bathroom.

He just laughed at me as if he was mocking me for it.

"Give me that towel!"

He said to me while pointing at the towel that was on top of my head.

"But this is my ex!"

I answered while rubbing my wet hair with the towel.

"It's okay to just make a cover, I'm afraid he'll fly to you again if it's not covered."

He said while laughing again glad to see my face reddened with shame.

I approached and stretched my hand to give her a half-wet towel.

Not only the towel he received, even my hands were pulled by him to make me fall on his lap without wearing anything.

"Ouch,mas! no more, no more....!"

I said as I pinched her flat stomach as her lips began to land again on my neck and kissed me.

"Dear if we have kids, what do you want to call?"

He began to fantasize while his hand still hugged me who was in his lap.

"I don't even want to have a child with you right now! I'm gonna finish my school first!"

"Then what if it happens soon?"

The question kept me quiet while taking a deep breath looking at the charmer.

"Then I will be the same fate as Jesika now!"

My jawan is soft with breath that snarls because it holds back the crying so as not to break.

"Darling.I'm just kidding, just wondering it won't happen now!"

His words tried to hold me back as I got up from his lap.

"Hey, are you angry?"

His hand grabbed my hand and I immediately threw it away.

"If it really happens, it's all your fault! you ruined my future! what difference do you make with brother Roi who can impregnate Jesika!"

My cry was completely unstoppable again, breaking apart and flooding the room we live in right now.

"Listen to me! don't panic so dong, I've tried not to make you pregnant, believe me!"

"really? what if I stay pregnant? this is all your fault!"

"After all last night you didn't want it? I've been trying to prevent you and restrain myself from all this happening, but you...."

Mas Rio stopped his words, then hugged me affectionately after he realized his actions were making me sadder.

His attempt to convince me still failed, because I was still sulking even though I was no longer crying.

Is that really what he said? but what if it really happened? I was really scared and couldn't imagine it.

One thing that still makes me curious until now is, how could I start to do it when all this time I always take care of myself by refusing it so that things do not happen that I had been afraid.

Mas Rio kept trying to calm me and reassure me that all my worries would not happen.But in my heart still unable to hide my worries.

All this is my fault, I started it but instead I blame Rio mas.

All this time I've been desperately defending my last defense from him, I never even cared about sin when I rejected it.

But why last night.....argh! fools...stupid....stupid.....! I screamed at myself in my heart.

I could just sit limp on the edge of the bed,not sitting limp because weary of my activities with Rio mas since last night but because we regret what happened since last night even had time to repeat it again this morning.

I really feel like a fool who fell into the same hole twice - not even a fool would be as stupid as I am now.

"Honey...have it, don't be sad! trust me, I'm not gonna get you pregnant, baby."

Persuading Rio mas trying to seduce me, he hugged me back.

"Darling.listen to me! you're safe because I used security last night, so be calm...!"He said while holding both my hands.

His words instead of making me calm, it actually makes me more confused.

"Safety?"

I asked with a confused face, while Rio mas only smiled while opening the drawer on the nightstand next to the bed that had since last night been a silent witness to the unifying of two people who were drunk with self-destruction.

He showed an object with a small wrap almost like candy but a little bigger which he called as a safety.

I began to feel a little relieved because I understood a little what it meant even though I did not really understand it.

"Do you believe me now?"

Ask me again while calling me back.

I just nodded slowly in response without answering a word.

"Want me to take you to Mama's house now?"

Ask me again while letting go of her embrace.

"Let Mr. Pras deliver me, there's still Jesika at my mother's house."

I'm afraid that if Jesika sees Rio's mas driving me to mama's house, she'll be more suspicious of me later.

Yesterday he had time to ask about his suspicions to me and Mr. Mario especially if until he saw me again only alone with Rio mas later.

Mas Rio finally agreed, he delivered me to really get into the car and Pras ran his orders to take me safely home.

I've been contacting mama during the trip to mama's house to match my reasons later when in front of Jesika why from last night I didn't come home.

"You're coming home with Rio baby?"

Ask my mom on the phone.

"No ma, I went home alone delivered by Mr. Pras.How is Jesi ma?"

"Jesi is fine, baby, this is now nemenin mom watching tivi."

"Well! is there a Jesi on your mama's deck? why mention the name of Rio mas in front of him? mama......!"

"It's okay, baby."

My mother assured me not to worry too much.

"Did Jesika know that Rio mas is Mr Mario, the teacher at our school ma?"

My toot.

"Don't love, just calm down everything's fine anyway.You be careful on the road!"

Mama closed her phone call shortly after saying her greeting.

Mama told me about Rio to Jesika! I just sat quietly holding my forehead which was no longer dizzy.

SERIATE......