Love Language
The truth is revealed

I just lowered my face avoiding her seductive eyes, I was just afraid that I would be unable to hold myself back and get caught up in her game again.

"Can you please explain to me why we did it last night?"

I asked without daring to look her in the face, I was so embarrassed when I questioned this to her.

Even I could only duck and close my eyes when I questioned him.

"Aren't you the one who wants it? why ask me?"

With his leisure the speech just appeared from his mouth which actually ignited my emotions.

I lifted my face and gave it to look at her face so perfectly that it captivated every woman, but I would not fall back and fall into the same hole.

"It can't be that easy as I'm handing you over if there's nothing mas!"

I said while rounding my eyes.

"Why are you? I guess our relationship is fine, why are you back angry is not clear like this!"

"Anged is unclear? I am obviously angry with you! then who else should I be mad at? you can do it, break our agreement!"

I still looked up at her face until she stood up straight and walked back to my bed.

"Didn't I say no, I've said it many times! wait until I graduate first, why can't you be so impatient!"

Mas Rio just silently listened to the chatter and the outburst of anger from me who always blamed him, then he got up to open his laptop bag and turn it on in front of me.

Shortly after he opened a file he pinned on me a video where we framed Roi's sister last night.

It was a video taken from a special room where I was there shortly after Jesika left the room with me.

I saw Brother Roi put something in my drink glass when he was alone as I was delivering the parking lot while pretending to scold him yesterday.

"Stop!"

Mas Rio immediately pressed the pause button and then looked at me.

I just kept quiet while biting my own finger shakily and then gradually walked back and stopped as my foot hit the edge of the slumber and sat myself on the edge.

Mas Rio immediately got up and walked closer to me, I was still silent even when Rio touched my hand which felt so cold as ice.

My chest suddenly felt tight to breathe, it felt like crying but everything was just stuck in my throat to make me as happy as possible without tears.

I don't know what happens if this isn't our only setting to help Jesika, what Roi would've done to me last night if I had only been alone to see her.

I am even ashamed of Rio mas which since yesterday I continue to blame because I consider the heart to take advantage of the opportunity,but the truth is I was the one who was guilty of not being able to hold myself back last night when I was with him and all this happened because of Roi.

"So all this is my own fault!"

I said with tears of regretting what I said that continued to blame him.

I took myself out of his arms and kept trying to avoid it.

Ask me without any guilt.

Regretted? maybe yes, but what has happened cannot come back.

Then what's the point of me regretting it? the one who took me that night was the man who had been my husband and the priest in my prayers.

Everything raged in my mind as if there were other sides of me that were opposite to each other.

"Ra, we are legal to be husband and wife.What we do is not an act of sin, maybe this is God's way to unite us completely."

Mas Rio tried to calm myself as he pleased without saying anything.Peradise himself to look at the face of a man before me who is indeed my husband and has even earned his right according to what he wants for as long as but somehow there is still a feeling of obstruction in my heart when I think of the incident last night, as if my heart has not been able to recapitulate what has happened.Maybe the Rio mas is right if I regret for giving up everything to him.

"Why Ra? is it because you don't love me?"

The question made me stare more and more.

Is it true what Rio said? is it true that this feeling of regret exists because I don't love her? then why was it that when he asked for the second time I did not refuse? though it was clear at that time I was in a state of consciousness without any influence even he was not embalming me, but I just obey him.

I was getting confused with myself and worried about my own feelings.Even I was unable to answer a word from all of Rio's questions to me.

"Don't cry anymore, I think it hurts to see you like this."

Mas Rio said while squatting in front of me who was still sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Did you really love me? will Mas leave me after getting what I want? would you look for a better woman if you were bored of me?"

Just silly questions that just came out of my lips, asking everything to Rio mas who just smiled.

Maybe my question seems funny to him, for it only needs to be answered with a smile without explaining anything to me this stupid.

Is he deliberately not making me pregnant so as not to be burdened by the responsibilities of the child if he is bored later,so she could have easily left me later.It's true that she said that she didn't want to realize my fear about pregnancy before school graduation.

I'm getting maddened by prejudices from within myself, I'm so scary a lot of things aren't even necessarily going to happen in my life.

"Ra, are you doubting me? why am I looking for another woman out there? if there's an extraordinary woman here who will never even run out even though I'm shooting every night even every time!"

He could still say such a thing, even when my heart was in this state.

He wiped the tears on my cheek and then clasped my finger.

"Trust me, until at any time no one will ever be able to replace you."

Whether my heart was back with his words this time.In fact, now the turmoil and dilemma in me began to diminish, my heart began to soften and my mind gradually began to calm down.

She hugged me tightly, kissed me on my forehead for so long and the scene that happened last night at Rio's home happened again and I couldn't resist it anymore.

She was so thirsty for me that I could no longer resist her, and so did I who slowly began to enjoy whatever she was doing to me.

SERIATE......