Love Language
Lonely

"I'll change clothes for a minute, Sam!"

I said as I climbed the stairs to the top floor where my room was.

"okay."

He answered briefly and then politely I heard Sam start chatting with mom.

"Hello mas,Assalamu'alaikum.....!"

My words when I heard the connecting tone began to stop and the sound of Rio's voice raised my call.

"Hello,iya waalaikum salam."

"Thank you, you can come out now."

Said mas Rio was heard answering greetings from me, then like he was talking to someone else.I who was feeling confused can only be silent while waiting for him to finish his chat first, maybe now he is busy now.

"Hello baby, have you come home yet?"

He said it again but I still ignore it because I don't know who he's talking to, but if I think it should be for me. Is there anyone else he's called to love him but me now?

My inner.

"Hello, Maura Princess Anggara! You still there and you listen to me?"

"Yes, it's busy, huh? I'm sorry I interrupted your work,"

I asked because I felt bad for bothering her while she was in the office.

"No, this is also going home.What are you doing, baby?"

"Must be changed, new nyampe home usherin Sam.This is now Sam is below."

My answer is to tell me what I am doing.

"Have you finished changing your clothes? Ck...! I want a video call to see, hehehe."

"Look, no shame! This part is finished from earlier, now want to go down again not good to leave Sam long down!"

I replied with a smile even though he could not see my smile that felt happy every time he heard his voice, got a chat from him or saw his face via video call.

"Si Sam why stop by there, baby?"

"Laper said, ask for food!"

I whispered to him a little.

"Ah, you son of a bitch are so ashamed! Just eat until you ask your parents' house."

Gerrutu mas Rio slowly.

"That's okay, I'm sorry she's home alone."

"Hahah! Yes, he's home alone, but he's not a kid anymore, baby, he's old enough to take care of himself,"

"Have not been too hard on him, partly why even so talk Sam anyway!"

I'm starting to get a little upset with him, which is why every time I'm on the phone I get upset.

I don't know what makes me upset, it feels like there is a feeling that can not be revealed to make me upset myself in the end.

"Yes yes, did you just start talking about Sam first.Why am I now to blame?!"

It sounds like he won't budge from me either.

"O...so it's my fault! Yeudah sorry if I am wrong, I have continued your busy life there! I want to go down, Sam, it's not good that there are even guests in stay for a long time."

"Eh uh uh...kok is that anyway? You mad? It's just that mara, don't you think you're sensitive now anyway?"

Ask me as if I still do not want to end the conversation on the phone.

"I'm not angry.Just a little, a little!"

I replied relaxed without expression.

"No, the sound is like angry again.Yes, I'm sorry I have to be busy working, and sorry also for making you upset."

His voice was begging me not to get angry and upset anymore.

"Yes"

Just a short word said to me, because I still feel annoyed with him.Want it feels like I'm catching up with him right now, why since his departure I feel lonely.

"Jude, baby, there's something I have to do now and soon I'll be home."

"He'emh!"

"Later if I've reached home directly I call again yes.Love you dear, Assalamu'alaikum...."

Immediately I touch the red button to end the call,then I poked my palms together to cover my face.I soon guessed the clear fur that began to seep in the corner of my eyes then I left my room to come down and accompany Samuel who may now still be waiting for me below.

"That's Rara's already down."

Mama said to Sam when she saw me coming down the stairs.

"Ra Temenin Sam eat, I love him at home alone no one is masakin."

Pinta mama to me.

"Yes ma, how if every morning you come here Sam.We have breakfast with the departing trus I can all nebeng deh...!"

My proposal while smiling at Sam who seemed to just silently look at me.

"Brah!"

I grabbed his arm that had just been daydreaming while looking at me strangely.

"Eh! Yes, why why?"

Sam looked confused and confused.

It seems that since then he did not listen to me talk, yes he did not listen to me.

"The idea can also be Ra, so our home in the morning is getting rame!"

Mama followed me up and sat down in the chair next to me.

Sam who still looked confused only raised one of his eyebrows while looking at me in confusion.

"Sam, what are you thinking? I said, how about every morning you have breakfast here and we go to school together."

I repeat once again my words to Samuel who seemed to begin to understand because this time it has returned to focus when spoken to, not like it looked dreamy.

"Can, but......what's not going to take even ngrepotin?"

Sam looked doubtful and felt awkward.

"It's okay Sam, you're also our family now."

Imbuh.

"Oiya ma, mama and papa already know not yet kak Yahdan now teach in my school? Change Rio's mas."

I tried to tell you about my brother Yahdan, my cousin who is now also a teacher at my school.

"Yes, Uti has been informed mama.Mama has asked Yahdan to stay here with us, rather than cuss right."

"What is it about ma, Dad and want to?"

Askaqua.

"She refused, she said it would not be good even ngrepotin, that's."

"I mean Mr Yahdan? Our new school teacher Ra?"

Sam asked to interrupt my conversation with my mother.

"Yes, he's a cousin I know!"

In his spirit I told Brother Yahdan to Samuel that brother Yahdan aka Pak Yahdan was my distant cousin from out of town.

"From the mere snakos of living with me to Ra at Rio's sister's house, than I live alone right?"

I was silent about thinking and considering Samuel's proposal which sounded good enough to be considered.

"It may be your idea Sam, why would you live alone? Afraid yes! Haha...."

I began to laugh at Samuel who looked annoyed when I was so timid.

"Not afraid of Ra, it's just that being home alone feels lonely to Ra."

Self-defense begins.

"All right, tell me to be scared!"

Ledekku again while laughing mocking him.

"Have already, try later you ask Rio if it is okay Yahdan to stay there.You can later let the mama who tried to seduce Yahdan to want to stay at home Rio nemenin Sam, let's not be afraid to stay alone, hehehe."

"Tante..kok so follow me..!"

Mama and I laughed at Samuel who was still looking upset.

SERIATE.....