
It was getting dark and we had not yet reached our destination, because the road was completely jammed due to an accident that required us to wait for hours until the evacuation was complete.
Adhan Isya' has been reverberating and we are still on the road, Rio several times called me to ask where we are now.
He was so fussy this time, maybe because he was worried because we shouldn't have gotten this late and are still on our way.
Arriving at the Wijaya family residence, I was immediately warmly welcomed by my mother and father-in-law and sister Reina and my little niece Zarra.
But when my netraku look around I do not find the existence of Rio mas.
Why did he not welcome me? Though I'm here for him and his existence is a longing antidote for me, maybe he's in the room preparing something for me.
"Rio hasn't come home from work yet, he's a little late because there's still work to be done."
How surprised I was when I heard my mother's words as she led me into her magnificent palace.
I want to stop my footsteps right now because I can't find what I want.
It has been imagined by me since the trip earlier, when I reached the Rio mas will welcome me even he who will open the car door for me.
But my shadow is now just a shadow that is immediately scattered by the reality that exists.
"It's okay, baby? sorry yeah......"
Mami said to me again, then let me rest in Rio mas room which is now our room.
After finishing the bath and prayer Isya' I who was still quietly pensive in the room was suddenly surprised by the tone of the notification dar hapeku signifying the message that had just entered.
'Honey I'm OTW home.'
That's how the message that Rio's sending me.
I tried to reach him via phone calls and video calls, and you had no answer.
Tired of waiting for her to come, I tried to comfort myself by turning on the tivi and finding a channel that was interesting.
There were tons of cartoons that were able to make me laugh when I saw it, slowly I started to get sleepy and yawn several times.
Maybe it was tired after almost half a day on the way, so it made me feel exhausted tonight.
My body squirms but these eyes seem heavy because of drowsiness, I always hear back the sound of tivi still burning still with closed eyes.
I heard a male voice calling out to me but I seemed reluctant to respond because I had truly been overcome by an unstoppable drowsiness.
Slowly I felt like there was a shock that lasted long enough to completely disrupt my sleep.
I forced myself to wake up and open my eyes, to my surprise because I saw the face of a man so very close to my face.
"Aaaaa, Rio's gold!"
I screamed in shock, when I opened my eyes it turned out that my body was already in a sling of Rio mas with a face so close to mine that I was completely shocked.
I thrashed to the point of making it fall and my body fell down instantly,lucky I fell right on his soft bed but fateful after falling on the bed now my body is also hit by a large body mas Rio whose body is much bigger than me to make it difficult for me to respired.
Mas Rio immediately got up from the top of my body when he realized it had accidentally hit me,as soon as he got up how surprised I was that I immediately spontaneously covered my face with my own two palms because of Rio mas who was wearing nothing, she said,while the towel that was the only cloth covering his body now sagged and fell on the floor without him noticing.
"Why are you?"
Without realizing what had happened to her, it made me ashamed to see the trunk of an elephant passing in front of my eyes.
"I..itunya,anu...the towel is sagging!"
I answered without daring to open my palm that still covered my face.
Somehow long time never met makes me feel embarrassed and stubborn when close to him.This heart just wait pounding without rules again rhythm, this blood feels like rustling so great, so great,and this heart beats so fast like it's being hunted for something.
"New mom coming home?"
I asked to mince words trying to melt the atmosphere that felt awkward between us.
"So long ago you were like a sleepy sleep, so I just took a shower first. I can't wake you up."
He answered while walking slowly closer to me.
Makes my heart beat faster and more uncontrollable,I want to feel faint or get away from him so that all the feelings mixed in me will soon disappear.But if I stay away, he will think that I avoid it.
"You eat?"
Asking while tucking my hair behind my ears, made me close my eyes for a moment.
"Yet, wait for you to come home. Have you eaten yourself?"
"Not yet."
He answered while kissing my forehead.
Somehow a few days did not meet makes me feel awkward with him even though when far away it feels like to meet soon.
"Why you?"
He lifted my face that bowed in shame while in front of him.
"Did anyone disturb your mind? Why don't you want to see me, are you mad at me?"
Now our faces are facing each other, our eyes are looking at each other.
With this reflex of hands suddenly grabbed and hugged his body I leaned my head on the chest of his field.
These tears seemed no longer able to I dam, spill freely to wet his chest wrapped in kimono.
"Darling...kamu why? Are you not happy to see me?"
Without answering a word, the more I held my embrace on her body.
She wore my hair and kissed my forehead with affection.
It feels so bad to express what is currently turbulent in my heart, a feeling that curbs the soul so hard it feels to string the word just to say 'I miss you mas!'
Words that can only be held in the heart, block the esophagus until it is difficult to pronounce and cannot come out smoothly into a voice that should be smoothly and loudly I say to him.
Maybe I was too naive to admit to her.
Or I may not be good at stringing words to express my heart.
Mas Rio asked the waiter to deliver dinner for the two of us to the room.
Because it was getting late and the alarm bells we had started ringing aloud the sign asking to be filled immediately, because we happened to have not had dinner.
After finishing our dinner together, we gradually began to meld our longing together in our way, I learned to take the initiative to start it.
Mas Rio only smiled proudly when he saw my behavior that was now starting to be brave.
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