Love Language

Love Language
Confession of Om Doni


Mama stroked my shoulder slowly.


Om Doni suddenly approached me without a word bend his knee and rested on my lap making me feel very uncomfortable and confused by his attitude.


"Om...om what? come on om rise, don't kayak gini.What the hell is om? ma'am? pa? grandma?"


All were silent no reply from anyone.


"I'm sorry, son.....! i'm sorry....!"


"Om...om.Doni why? Let's get up, don't get me this."


I'm still really confused by all these measurements.


"I was the one who did it to your mother that night, I'm really sorry and there's not the slightest intention of harassing her.I'm sorry son, I'm sorry...!"


Thousands of times when Doni apologized to me, and I only asked for an honest explanation from Doni.


Actually, I have no right to judge Doni and not me. Doni should apologize and forgive.


After a bit of calm om Doni explained all the events that happened to him that night.


According to the story of Doni,that night om Doni was heartbroken because his love did not get the blessing of the grandmother at that time but he still recklessly ran away from home by leaving all the facilities that he owned as the son of an Anggara family.


But when om Doni meets his lover to tell him that om Doni has gone from home and all he has just for the sake of love is precisely the rejection he gets from his lover who is not ready to live poor with.


Desperation makes om Doni take shortcuts with mabok-mabokan and when om Doni is walking without direction and destination in a state of drunkenness on the road om Doni met a young woman with long hair which when he saw it as if it was his lover who rejected him when he found out he no longer had anything.


Om Doni angrily brought the girl to a quiet place and did something disgraceful to the girl.At the time after doing all her disgraceful deeds, Om Doni realized that the woman was someone else,when om Doni was about to apologize and take responsibility for his actions, the woman ran away in fear and since that incident om Doni never again knew of his existence despite having searched everywhere with the help of his brother until now.


"So you know that Doni did it?"


It turned out that after the incident that night om Doni in fear told everything to papa, but from the story om Doni who is not clear who the girl is, but from the story of the girl,what his name was and what it looked like made their search deadlocked.


"So, um Doni......"


"You are my son, my son."


Said om Doni while crying hugging my body which was just petrified still can't believe all the things I just heard right from the mouth of om Doni the person who had ruined my mother's life until I had to he endured his sufferings alone until the end of his life.


I don't know if my head should be dizzy, my body is limp and all of a sudden it gets dark.


When I woke up when I opened my eyes all I saw was a glimmer of light that made my eyes so glare, I saw around only pure white in empty space nobody.


Faintly from a distance there was someone who moved closer I tried to walk closer but my body felt so weak I could not afford to just breathe and open my eyes.


I saw the figure that was getting closer was a woman in all white clothes just like me, with long hair unraveling.


So beautiful, when I saw her face clearly getting closer.


"Maura.


Make peace with the situation, calm yourself.


Believe me there is no coincidence and there is no blame in the destiny of life that has been outlined by the ruler of the universe."


His cold hands touched my cheeks and clenched tightly to my body to make me have trouble breathing until it felt like this chest was so painful it made me flutter to take a breath.


SERIATE.....