Love Language
Pilgrimage to mother's place
With great difficulty I tried to take a breath and I closed my eyes until I gasped and when I opened my eyes again I was in my room,brother Rendi and om Doni got up and approached me to see my situation.
I tried to wake up confused, why am I suddenly here? Then where did the woman who was holding me go to make me hard to breathe? who her? and about what he said......
"Mother......"
"Bec.....Rara... son, why are you?"
Mama was crying while hugging me, as if so afraid of something bad happening to me.
Aunt Susi, the wife of our father's cousin and family doctor, went into the room to check on me and asked everyone to come out first except for my mother who was still with me during the examination.
"Rome.....Istighfar nak."
"Astagfirullah halazim's....."
I said while taking a long breath.
"Mbak, Rara looks very shocked.What's wrong?"
Ask aunt Susi while tidying up the stethoscope and tensiny device.
"Just don't let Rara stress and a lot of thoughts ya mbak."
Susi's aunt said to mom.
After Aunt Susi left my room, my mom came up to me and hugged me.
"I'm sorry, son, forgive our family's faults for you and your mother's house."
"Ma...mom said I was in the right place now, and should not blame anyone because everything that happened was fate no coincidence."
"Alhamdulillah Wa Gratitude, God bestows you in this family son even in a way we did not expect.Your heart is so noble son like the late Pratiwi, your mother."
Mama was crying and hugging me and smelling my cheeks and forehead.
"Ma....Where is the mother's grave? why don't you ever take me to mom's?"
"Tomorrow, tomorrow we will kill your mother, baby.The location is not far from the home,every year mama always bring you to the house with the intention of bringing you closer.Sorry mama did not dare to bring you closer blatantly because mama was too afraid to lose you son."
It seems true said mother, I am in the right place now because those who I consider family all this time are in fact really my family.No need I blame anyone because everything that happens is destiny, fate,if the mother can just mengikhlaskan everything that has happened then I also have to learn to mengikhlaskan and accept the reality that exists.
Although in reality me and brother Rendi are cousins but I still can not refuse this matchmaking because in reality I am the grandson of this family.
Early in the morning after breakfast we and the family prepared to visit the family for a pilgrimage.This is the first time I have visited the resting house of my biological mother in my entire life.
I see that mother's grave is so clean and well-preserved it seems like this family took good care of her.I asked for do'a and blessing from mother because tonight I have to accept an arranged marriage from this family.
Do not forget we sprinkle flowers on the mother's belly button after we read do'a,yasin and tahlil to the late mother.
"Ma. I'm lucky, I have three mothers in my life."
"Three?!"
Mama stopped her steps while we were in the parking lot.
"Yes ma...ibu Pratiwi, mama Diana and aunt Maria my mother also ma wife of my father."
Mama shook her head while pinching my cheek slowly.
"Don, about your problem here your wife should know too."
Grandma's message to Doni before we enter each other's cars.
"Yes ma."
We immediately go home to prepare for the event later tonight, when the event is still later tonight.For me there is nothing to be prepared other than mental.
SERIATE......